????? with ED @derekashleystephanie - Tumblr Blog

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One day I’ll be able to eat without having a war in my head

bioyiiino

I have @na@

But I’m not skinny

But I’m not underweight

But I still eat every day

But nobody notices

But I’m not getting sicker

But I’m not cold all the time

But I “get better” and relapse all the time

So do I really?

worthless-misery

Dear diary...

I am not okay.

But I always have to pretend I am. And it's exhausting.

I don't know how much longer I can do this.

I’m currently mad at my dietitian, I told her I don’t eat the trays cus they’re gross 🤢 af so now I have to drink 3 supplements 3 times a day (ensure clear, chocolate glucerna & Gatorade) I told her I wanted to lose weight but she said no I need to maintain. She’s coming back Friday so maybe we can go over our menus. She’s also afraid of me aspirating Bcus of my dysphagia

sk1nnygurlss

skelet0ngrrl

i ! don’t ! tolerate ! fat shaming !

i may want to be skinny, but i will NEVER slate someone else’s weight or compare bigger girls to smaller ones, weight is ONLY an issue on my self because of my DISORDER and i do NOT find fat people less attractive or less worthy than skinny people

meowskinny

this!! is!! fucking!! Important!!

strawbabii

!!!!!!

justwannabeskinnysoon-deactivat

!!!!! this applies to those who post pictures of bigger people as a way to shame them or say ‘do you want to be like this?’ don’t!!be!!a!!shitty!!person

eliminxtte

99 lbs | 1.60 m

skinnydeer

⭐turn that guilt into motivation⭐

cureofwellness

✨ reblog if ✨

You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.

rottenangel-500-deactivated2025

Just a reminder that all EDs are valid!!!

It doesn't matter if you've had an ed for 2 months or 3 years. If you've had 50 calories or 5000 calories. If youre overweight or underweight. If you've been hospitalized or not. Your Ed is valid no matter what.