[xwhere-the-lonely-roamx]

Sometimes I truly believe I shouldn’t have made it this far, that the longer I stay the worse it’ll get. What if it never get’s better because I should’ve died that night.

[eliminxtte]

KNOW THAT IT IS ALL MY FAULT, i am only telling you this for not feel alone, but you make me feel exactly the opposite

[p3rf3ctcha0s]

[9e978e]

via

[9e978e]

via

[eliminxtte]

i just feel worse and worse everyday, people who say “worry about me” only reinforce what i have always thought that i am better dead, i have done everything in my hands for doing it and unfortuanely of everyone i am still alive

[eliminxtte]

i no longer know who is my worst enemy: myself, my partner, or my family

[eliminxtte]

now more than ever i realize how alone i am

[requiem-on-water]

by Christian Spencer

[mynameisgarlic-deactivated20231]

[gothish]

[sickfuture]

me

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in Mirages: The Unexpurgated Diary; 1939-1947.

[zegalba]

Tao Okamoto for Record Extra Issue N°1 (2007) Photography: Hajime Sawatari

[eliminxtte]

i had forgotten how good weakness from calorie deficiency feels

[gloomzyy]

[t0-be-l0vely]

Cannot for the life of me figure out who made this but I'm obsessed...