derpy

blog for the girlies <333 sw : 72 kg cw : 70.5 kg gw : 45 kg 5’7

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doing this…

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oml finally i am feeling better now i can start dieting again YIPPPE frick u depression ✌️✌️✌️✌️

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idk what’s wrong with me i can’t do anything i’m just too tired

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okie diet and walk starts tomorrow….

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gonna start again on monday i’ve lost motivation someone motivate me plz 💔💔💔

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my cousin whos always been fatter than me lost so much more weight than me ik its horrible to be upset about this but i’m genuinely tweaking…..why can’t i just lose weight

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another failed day just wanna kms idk why i feel so sad nowadays

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idk what why i’ve been having such a strong urge to binge i don’t end up binging but i do end up eating above my calorie limit and it makes me feel like absolute shit i can’t do something as simple as eat a certain amount

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i’m such a failure in every aspect of my life why can’t i do anything right

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locking in from tomorrow

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okie i’m lowkey changing my diet plan again……

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last night i had a nightmare that i binged 😭😭😭 thank god it was just a dream

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YALL THE COLLARBONES…..❤️❤️❤️

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can’t wait to see what i look like under all this fat<3

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went a bit over my limit but it’s okay i was so worried i would binge today so i’m glad i only ate around 100 cal extra

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i feel like i’m gonna binge today god give me strength 😭💔💔💔💔