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so people want me back on this account, here i am! i’m not feelin too hot but like for a starter when i get back on!

it wasn’t her FAULT. bellamy could HEAR it in her voice over the walkie-talkie. THE ROOM HAD FILLED with silence, they’d ALL heard raven. & THEY needed to know … he WANTED them to hear it. he’d known she was sorry– but she shouldn’t have to be sorry TWICE. not for something she had NO CONTROL over. but as easy as it was to tell someone NO … he wasn’t going to tell someone how they’re supposed to FEEL, not now. because it was bellamy who’d held her back when FINN DIED; she was only trying. there was nothing left but KNOWING he wasn’t here … that he could’ve DONE something. there was nothing left but that emptiness, & that just doesn’t go away.

❝this is NOT your fault, raven–❞

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❝i tired...i did. i tried.❞

raven needs to be strong and she knows that, but it grows so hard to carry all of the weight that she does. so much has happened since arriving on the ground and it;s almost as if it never stops. both her hands raise to her face, palms resting against closed eyes. now she can’t even bare to look at bellamy without fear of breaking down. it wasn’t like her to but so many people were lost- men, women, children. it was a ruthless attack and she was helpless to stop it.

#auctcritas #V ||: INTO A WAR #hahaha #can you hear that?#it's my heart breaking

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Finn Collins Appreciation Week: Day 4 - Finn/Raven (Favorite Finn OTP)

“I never meant to hurt you.” “I know. Truth is things change. Maybe that’s for the best.” “Don’t let me off the hook so easy.” “We’ll always be family.” “Always.”

#CRINKLED MEMORIES ||: GALLERY #A LITTLE BROKEN BUT STILL GOOD ||: VISAGE #HE WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS ||: FINN COLLINS

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“ I’m not worrying. but I’m also not going to stop.”

Anyone who knew him knew that he was always someone who tried to joke around in serious situations – but Raven was someone he did not joke about. Of course he was worried about her – and he knew she hated it when he did this but he couldn’t help it.

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“I know that look. That’s your worry look.”

The girl replied without a second glance at Finn, tightening one of the bolts on her brace. It was a clunky piece of scrap metal that she had to lug around. Sometimes, well most times, it felt like a limitation but she’d never admit that- not even to Finn.

#spacemcn #V ||: AGAINST A MOUNTAIN

she glances up, finding finn before her. of course the female tries her best to give him a fake smile despite the large metal contraption on her leg. every one was giving her sympathetic looks and now even the man she loved was doing the same.

❝ i’m fine. stop worrying. ❞

[ @spacemcn ]

#spacemcn #V ||: AGAINST A MOUNTAIN #hope you don't mind it's season 2!

her focus his on the machine in front of her, a machine that had been broken since the ark had landed. there was no hope in fixing it but raven found that busying her hands was the best way to distract her mind. the sound of someone in should have drawn her attention but it simply furthered her into work, trying her best to avoid talking about what happened.

[ @cxntcontrolme ]

#cxntcontrolme #V ||: INTO A WAR

❝ i’m sorry. ❞

they’re the only words that raven can even muster upon the sight of bellamy. she knows how he must feel, losing gina in the way that he did. she felt a similar thing with finn but at least he didn’t ahve to watch gina die. she looks up at him once more before looking her gaze, reaching her hand up to wipe at her eyes. raven can’t help but to show emotion, knowing how many people they lost. and all for what?

absolutely nothing.

[ @auctcritas ]

#auctcritas #V ||: INTO A WAR #hope this is okay!