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about the author

hi, my name is kat & here is my secret diary. 🤫

these are stories of my slutty experiences, and trust me, there are a lot of them. 🤭

im a sophomore in college & this blog is 18+. underage people are not permitted pls 💕

if you want to see more of me, my main blog is @papillonkissesxx 🧚🏼‍♀️

my other links are here 😉🤭

thanks for reading, xx 💋

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diary entry #22

I love watching my boyfriend fuck my friends

If you read diary entry #19 you know that I recently set up a suprise for my bf involving one of my friends. He got to fuck her and cum in her, but the catch was that he was blindfolded the entire time and never got to actually see who she was. I thought that was really fun honestly haha. We went out to dinner with her the next day and ended up getting pretty drunk with her and a few of our other friends.

She didn't want to go all the way home afterwords (she lives far away), and we offered to let her stay at our place. She gave me a sly, knowing smile when I dropped the invite. I'm sure she knew what I had planned.

When we got back we decided to watch some netflix, and we ended up watching the new live action of the Avatar show. (They butchered it for anyone wondering). We ended up sitting with him in the middle of us and we started gradually getting more and more cuddly with each other.

At one point I said. "You know what I really wanna see, more than this crappy show?". "What?" my bf asked. "I wanna watch you guys makeout". He looked a little suprised cause I knew he never thought I would want him to do stuff with one of my friends, but I could also tell he was pretty excited. "Are you sure?" he asked. "YES!" I replied.

My friend smiled at me and leaned in. She grabbed my hand and held on to it while she kissed him, it was hot watching their tongues touch hehe. I started to get wetter and wetter while they kissed, and eventulally I started touching myself through my panties. I moved my friend's hand from mine, down to my bf's cock, and we both started rubbing it through his shorts.

I unzipped them and pulled out his cock so we could feel it. We were jerking him off together while he made out with my friend. It was so hot to watch. We were like holding hands with his cock in between them.

"I want to see you ride him" I said. She stood up, I kissed her, and pulled down her panties from under her skirt. I had her face him and get on top of him while he was sitting on the couch. I got on my knees behind them and watched closely as he slid into her. It was so hot to see. They kissed while she started bouncing up and down on his dick. I was rubbing my pussy the entire time watching them from right behind her.

I knew I wanted to taste and I stuck out my tongue and started licking at her from behind. I could taste her pussy on his cock as she slid up and down and it drove me wild. I even licked her ass while she fucked him which was a first for me. I loved it tho. It made me feel so submissive somehow.

I kepting telling him to cum in her, and that I wanted to watch it drip out. I got to watch her cum while she was riding him, and moments later he was cumming in her. When his cock slid out of her all the cum dripped out on to him and it was honestly the hottest thing I have ever seen. "Fuck, that was even better than the first time" she said.

The moment she said that I saw the realization dawn on his face. It was her that he was fucking the night before. We spent the rest of the night cuddling and kissing while watching the rest of the butchery that was the Avatar. Such a good experience

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diary entry #21

I keep fucking taken guys and I think I love it

I was at a party last night and there was this really hot guy and his gf who I honestly could not stop looking at the entire night. Both of them were just insanely attractive, but it was him that I really found myself smitten by. I think the fact that his gf was so attractive just made me want him even more for some reason. Later on in the night I saw them outside and they seemed to be fighting about something. I watched through the window and saw that she called an uber and left. Thats when I started to get excited.

He came back inside kinda pissed off seeming and went to get a drink. I intercepted him on his way and asked him if I could make him one. He said he would love that and thats when I knew. My pussy was wet already just thinking about fucking this super hot guy because his gf was too dumb to be nice to him. I was pretty forward about it and he was pissed off so when I suggested that we go upstairs to "talk" about it he agreed right away.

The sex was fucking amazing. He took out all his anger on me and my lil pussy and just knowing that he had a gf who left made me cum so fucking hard it was crazy. I don't think he knew that I knew he even had a gf, because when I told him "cum in my fucking pussy I want it so much more than she does" he got kinda wide eyed and I could see that he almost felt guilty but incredibly turned on at the same time. He came so fucking hard and deep inside me tho I fucking loved it.

I think he felt bad cause right after he came he said he had to go and I guess he left the party after that. Not sure if I should be feeling guilty or not but I just can't help myself sometimes is that bad? Should I keep doing this kind of thing or should I try to control myself?

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diary entry #20

I fucked my best friend's boyfriend in the middle of the night

I ended up sleeping over at my besties place last night. Her boyfriend also slept over cause we had all gone to a party together the night before. We got pretty drunk at the party and I ended up not bringing a guy home, and I was really tired and just wanted to crash so my bestie let me stay over at her place on the couch in the living room

In the middle of the night I was woken up by the sound of someone coming into the living room. They were actually just going to the kitchen to get some water and I could see that it was her boyfriend. If you have read my earlier posts you know that I have been fucking him on the low recently. I decided I needed some water too so I got up and went into the kitchen after him.

He poured me a glass of water and I asked him "Is she asleep?". He nodded and I started to get close to him. "Did you fuck her last night?" I asked him. He nodded again. I started running my hands down his body until I could feel him. He was rock hard. "I wanna taste" I said.

I got down on my knees and pulled his cock into my mouth. I could taste the sex they had. God i'm such a whore. I took him down my throat and got his cock all wet before bending over the counter in the kitchen so he could fuck me from behind. He fucked me hard while we tried out best to be quiet and not wake her up.

When he started to cum he pulled me close against me and came deep inside my pussy. Fuck it felt good. I love making him cheat. After we finished he went back to bed to go lay next to my best friend and I fingered myself on the couch in the living room until I came too. Thinking about how he was laying next to my bestie after filling me with cum the entire time.

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diary entry #19

I repaid my boyfriend for all of the dick he has been letting me play with

Okay so if you have been following my posts at all then you know that I my bf has been letting me have all kinds of fun. From inviting guys over to use me anonymously, to letting me play with his friends. I have been absolutly loving it and I decided that it would be only fair to return the favor.

I have a friend who I know has always had a bit of a crush on my bf. She is my bestie and we share everything with each other so she knows all about everything we do and all our sexual adventures. She is this cute petite 19 year old blonde girl who I go to school with. She is bisexual as well and we have def made out more than a few times at parties and stuff like that.

I explained the situation to her and told her that I wanted to return the favor to my bf and I wanted to let him experience some other pussy. She was sooooo excited honestly I was suprised haha. I told her my plan and we decided to do it later that night.

When the night came I told my bf that I had a suprise for him, since he has been making me the luckiest girl in the world lately. I told him that I wanted him to lay down on the bed, put a blindfold on, and enjoy himself. I could tell he was excited and wondering what I had planned. My bestie was right outside in her car waiting for me to give her the signal to come in.

Once he was in bed and blindfolded I told her to come in. My bf was already hard as a rock waiting in anticipation. I held my finger up to my lips as a signal to my bestie to be quiet while I unzipped his pants. She wasted no time in putting him in her mouth. Wow she was talented. I never have seen her suck dick before and honestly I was impressed. She def did it better than me ngl. I felt myself getting wetter and wetter while I watched her blow him, and I started playing with myself while I watched. It was fucking hot.

I started making out with my boyfriend and he moaned "thank you" into my mouth while we kissed. I asked if he was ready to feel another girls pussy and he nodded. I said outloud "let him feel how tight that pussy is" and my friend undressed and got on top of him. They both moaned when he slid into her and I actually moaned myself from watching it haha.

I got my toy and started fucking myself while I watched her ride him and I was the first one to cum it was so hot to watch! I kept on rubbing my clit wile keeping my dildo inside of me and just watched her ride him. After a few minutes she moaned "fuck, i'm cumming". His cock was soaked with all her cream and it was hotttttt. I started kissing him and whispering into his ear. "I want you to cum in her". He wasted no time. Grabbing onto her and pulling her deep while he filled up her pussy. It was so hot to watch. I fucking loved it.

After they finished, I told her to leave, and once she left I let him take off the blindfold. I let him watch me suck his cock clean of all the cum from the both of them. He kept asking me who she was and I told him I would never tell. He really wanted to know hahahah. I wouldn't budge tho, its only fair. Such an amazing experience i'm def gonna bring home more girls for him to fuck hehe.

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diary entry #18

I wore my best friend's panties while I fucked her boyfriend

If you read diary entry #10 then you know I’ve been fucking my besties boyfriend. Ever since we started I have been in a state of nonstop hornyness. I know I should really stop fucking him and confess but I just can't resist. Something about it just drives me crazy and every time he fucks me I cum harder than I have ever cum in my life.

We have gotten pretty risky about it and have almost gotten caught but we still won't stop. I was over at her place waiting for her to get off work and come home and her boyfriend showed up early. We all had plans that night. I knew we were gonna fuck and he had a crazy idea. He went to her room and grabbed a pair of her panties.

He made me take mine off, and put hers on. He then bent me over her bed, pulled her panties to the side, and filled me with his cock. Fuck it was so fucking hot. I could feel my pussy getting her panties soaked and when he came in me he pulled them up so that his cum would soak her panties. I spent the rest of the night in her panties soaked with her boyfriend's cum while we ate dinner and hung out like nothing had happened. Fuck i'm such a slut.

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diary entry #17

I let my bf pretend that I am my friends while he fucks me

It all started when I found out he was masturbating to other girls that he knows from our class. Especially my friends. At first I was kinda mad and I told him to never do it again because it made me super jealous, but then one day while he was fucking me I was super horny and I just decided I want to make him cum really hard.

I told him to imagine that I was my best friend (who was the main girl he got off to). Just saying her name made him instantly horny as fuck. I then told him to imagine I was her and to show me how he would fuck her, he then proceeded to give me the hardest fucking I have ever had in my life and filled my pussy with his cum.

From that point on we did this all the time, different girls, getting him to look at pictures of them while he fucks me, sucking him off while he looks at them, sucking his balls while he jerks off to them, getting him to tell me how much better they are then me etc. Though he had always wanted to imagine fucking one of my friends and made that very clear, after months of protesting against it and coming to a conclusion it would never happen.

I again decided to randomly surprise him, one night when we were having sex I asked him who do you want to imagine tonight, after a moment of silence I figured that ment he wanted to cum to my friend but didn't want to say that, so I said "Do you want to cum to jess?" and he started pumping his cock into me so hard and fast and then proceeded to tell me how much he wants to fuck her how he imagines her in different positions, I encouraged it and he came so hard, ever since then I have been a sucker for it, it turns me on so much talking to her, knowing she has no idea my boyfriend pretends to fuck her all the time.

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diary entry #16

My boyfriend invited multiple guys to use and cum inside my slutty pussy while he watched

Okay so me and my bf have been experimenting with stuff lately. Last time he invited a guy over to come and use me while I was blindfolded. This time he took things up a notch. We loved the experience last time, and we wasted to keep it going. My bf told me that when he was going down on me after I was getting used that it was perfect, and the only regret is that there wasn't more cum in my pussy.

Our solution was simple. We needed more than one guy. He wanted to watch me get my pussy used by man after man. "At least 3" he said. He found the guys for me. He used fet to find them and made sure they were all clean, attractive, hung, and recently tested. He is such a good bf :)

The plan was the same as what I wrote about last time. I would be blindfolded and waiting for them in bed. Naked. He would be watching from the couch, ready to clean me up. We set it up so that each guy would have 15 minutes with me. For a total of 45 minutes. I was fucking soaked with anticipation. He even tied my hands behind my back to make it more intense this time. When I heard the door open, I swear I almost fucking came.

The first guy was fucking huge. He choked me while he fucked me. I wondered what he looked like. He pounded me hard and spanked me like the little whore that I am. It was so fucking hot. He came deep in my pussy and left without saying a single word. HOTTTTT.

The second guy wasn't quite as big, but he made up for it by telling me what a dirty whore I am. It was so fucking hot to hear him verbally abuse me while he fucked my cum soaked pussy. I felt like such a sloppy fucking mess. He came deep inside me as well, and then left. Cum was dripping out of my pussy at this point, and I still had another guy to fuck.

The third guy was around as big as the first, and I came fucking hard. He rubbed my cum covered clit from behind while he fucked me, and whispered things into my ear that are so naughty I can't even write about it. He came deep inside me, and to my slutty delight he made me suck his cock clean. Tasting all of that cum on his cock was the sluttiest thing I have ever done. I loved it.

I was exhausted at that point, and ready to have my final orgasm of the night at the hands (or should I say mouth) of my bf. He spread my legs wide and tongue fucked the cum out of me. He kept it in his mouth and kept taking little breaks to kiss me and drip all of the cum into my mouth. Keep in mind that I have been blindfolded this entire time. It was fucking wild. I was the wettest and most soaked I have ever been and came fucking hard in my boyfirend's mouth. Definetly a night to remember...

I can't wait to find out what my bf has in mind for use next... I love him <3

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diary entry #15

I fucked my ex and then fucked my bf after

Okay so after work I was feeling insanely horny and I knew I needed to be fucked for hours. Longer than my bf can fuck me for. I needed something BIG inside of me too. I told my bf that I was considering stoping by at my ex bfs place on my way home. He told me to go and have fun, and to make sure that I came home dripping for him.

I haven't seen my ex in a while, and he doesn't know anything about me and my bf being open. He thinks i'm a lil cheater hehe. When I got there he asked me what I told my bf, and I told him that I said I was getting drinks with my friends. My ex gets off on thinking i'm cheating and honestly I love it.

We started fucking right away and he kept saying things like "I love that you can't resist me" "you are such a cheating whore" "couldn't stay away from this big cock huh". Honestly I loved it. He traded off between fucking my mouth and fucking my pussy for what felt like hours, and by the end of it I was begging for him to cum in me. He wouldn't give it to me though.

He told me that he wanted me to call my bf, and tell him that I would be home soon. Then he would give me his cum. I jumped at the chance, picked up the phone, and called him. I told him "hey baby we are wrapping up here and i'm gonna head home soon". I kept butting my exes cock in my mouth in between talking to him. My ex was extra rough with my mouth while I was on the phone, I think he wanted to be overheard lmao. My bf told me to make sure he finished in my pussy for him.

I ended the call and told my ex that I wanted him to cum inside of me, and that I was gonna see if my bf would fuck me or even go down on me when I got home. My ex fucking LOVED hearing that. He flipped me around and pounded me hard until he started to moan and unloaded inside of me. "I hope he notices" he moaned as he filled me up.

Me and my bf live pretty close to my ex and I hopped in an uber and made my way back home. My bf was waiting right at the door for me and he practically threw me on to the bed and ripped off my panties. He dove in to my cum soaked pussy and started frantically tongue fucking me. Trying to get all of my exes cum out of me. I had my most powerful orgasm of the night under his tongue.

After eating me out he bent me over and fucked me from behind while kissing me. I tasted so much cum in his mouth. It was hotttt. He came hard inside of me while we kissed, making me his. I feel kinda bad for tricking my ex but honestly it's so hot what can I really do haha.

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diary entry #14

I was fucking both him and his wife, and neither of them knew

He wanted to have a little fun, said his wife was a wet blanket and never giving it up anymore. I, of course, turned on the charm and welcomed him with open arms. He said he wanted to cum inside of me, to claim me.

Well, I got curious. I contacted his wife and she knew he was cheating on her. She didn’t like him, said he never made her cum. So I offered a helping hand.

So we made a routine, after he went to work, I would go over to their house and take his wife to bed. I’d eat her out until her legs were shaking and she begged for mercy. She loved riding my tongue and she loved cheating on her fuckhead husband.

Then, on his way home, the husband would stop at my apartment. I’d let him fill me up, kissing me with his wife’s pussy still lingering on my lips. He thought he was getting something special but really he’s just a cog in the machine.

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diary entry #13

I went on a double date and we ended up swapping boyfriends

The four of us were having drinks together at my boyfriend’s place. Me and my boyfriend, and my friend and her boyfriend. After a few drinks, the conversation got pretty flirty. I wasn’t too surprised by this, because I’d always known my friend was very sexually open. Giggling, me and my friend led the conversation. We talked more and more explicitly about our boyfriends, while keeping and eye on them and seeing that they were still amused and comfortable by the chat.

I never asked my friend if it had been her plan all along, if her and her boyfriend had talked about making this suggestion before hand or if it was something that had just come up naturally. But, it tuned into the flirty and half-joking suggestion that we swap boyfriends for the night. I half-jokingly agreed, unsure if it was a genuine suggestion. Then, I ended up sitting on her boyfriend’s lap while she sat on my boyfriend’s lap. Everyone was still having a good time, so we kept pushing things further and further. I kissed her boyfriend, feeling sparks and starting to really hope that things would go all the way. Then, she kissed my boyfriend. I was too excited about everything that was happening to feel jealous.

Things escalated naturally, with everyone feeling excited and casual about the situation. I went into the bedroom with my friends boyfriend, while my friend stayed in the living room with mine. It was a good fuck, made even better by the thrill of swapping boyfriends. I rode that guys cock, knowing that there were no strings attached to the incredible pleasure. I liked the idea of my friend in the next room doing the same thing with my boyfriend.

It was so hot. I especially liked when I left the bedroom, knowing that I looked well fucked with my messy hair and flushed cheeks. I liked seeing the look on my boyfriends face, knowing he had enjoyed the experience as much as I had done.

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diary entry #12

first time glory hole experience

So my bf (23M) and I (20F) decided to spice up things a bit by visiting this local sex shop. We had this awesome adventure planned out, browsing through sex toys and discovering new ways to have fun.

As we were exploring the shop, we stumbled upon these specially designed private gloryhole booths. There were about 5 booths, each offering a curtain for privacy. Just for some kicks, my boyfriend cracked a joke about giving it a shot to see if someone actually sticks their cock through. Surprisingly, I thought that could be fun and agreed.

In just a couple of minutes, to our surprise, a big, black dick slides through one of the holes. Without giving it a second thought, I just instinctively reached out and began stroking it. My boyfriend seemed a bit taken aback and I stopped instantly. But he was surprisingly cool and urged me to continue. Now the guy was already rock hard, and I thought a little stroking wouldn't be a big deal. I stroked it some more and in the heat of the moment, my other hand found its way to my clit. But my bf seemed really turned on and told me to lick it a bit. Surprised but excited, I dropped down to my knees and gave it a few cautious licks. Soon enough, I found myself sucking the tip and eventually got into the rhythm, bobbing my head back and forth on the stranger's cock.

On the other hand, my bf was getting really turned on and started rubbing himself through his pants. Seeing him like that made me want him more, so I pulled down my pants and he started doping his magic on my pussy. The combined feeling of sucking another man's cock and having my boyfriend play with my pussy was driving me crazy. I was in such an erotic haze that I kind of brushed off concerns about STDs. My boyfriend continued to play with my pussy while I sucked faster. I had to pause for a moment because he squirted some precum into the back of my throat. Turned on by the taste, I looked over to my boyfriend for approval and he egged me to make the stranger cum. So, I got back on task and resumed sucking.

In just a few moments, I felt him twitching in my mouth and knew he was going to cum soon. My bf, meanwhile, was really getting into his moves and I felt my own orgasm building up. Finally, his load burst into my mouth, and I sucked every last drop, cleaning him off while my boyfriend helped me climax with his fingers. I somehow managed to pull up my jeans and we rushed out of the booth still buzzing with the thrill of our daring escapade. My boyfriend was clearly aroused by the fact that I'd just swallowed another man's seed, like he'd somehow claimed my body. Those potent seeds, engineered to breed, were now coursing through my body. It was a wild feeling that had both of us feeling downright primal. Thankfully, I haven't shown any signs of STDs yet, but we're staying cautious, just in case.

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diary entry #11

I have a home-wrecker fantasy

This is probably one of my biggest fantasies honestly. I know that its bad but for some reason I can't stop thinking about it. I want to fuck a married guy and get caught. I can't believe i'm even talking about this publicly but I just have to get it off my chest. There is one married guy who I work with who honestly I cant stop thinking about and he always flirts with me. He even made a joke about going into the backroom together and that he wouldn't tell his wife. I am pretty sure he was serious about it and I honestly might take him up on the offer. Just had to share this cause its kinda weighing on me. Idk if he knows what I do and thats why he was so direct about it but i'm honestly gonna touch myself tonight while I think about it lmao.

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diary entry #10

I'm sneaking around with my best friend's boyfriend

God I just can't stop. I know that he has promised himself to my best friend but for some reason I just can't help myself. He is so fucking hot and the fact that he is dating my bestie just makes me want him more. After all these years of hearing her talk about how big his cock is and how good he is in bed and now I finally know that she was telling the truth.

I was hanging out at their place the other night and she wanted to take a shower. The moment we heard the water turn on he ripped off my panties and slid his cock into my pussy. I was was so fucking wet for him. He fucked me hard and deep and within minutes I was cumming hard for him. "Quick! Cum in me before she gets out of the shower".

I didn't need to tell him twice and he filled me up with cum. I could feel it dripping out of me when he pulled out and I quickly pulled up my panties just as the sound of the shower stopped. I spent the next few minutes chatting with my best friend like nothing had happened. Meanwhile her boyfriends cum was dripping out of me and soaking my panties. God i'm such a slut.

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diary entry #9

Fucked a guy and didn’t even see his face

I was at a costume party with a load of people from college. There were a few of us who had gone together, but it felt like I didn’t know most of the people there. Obviously, it didn’t help that everyone was dressed up.

I ended up dancing with this guy. I’m sure that we didn’t know each other, but the thing is- He was wearing a mask. I couldn’t see his face so, even if we had seen each other around campus or had mutual friends, I’m not sure I would have known.

It’s true that I couldn’t see his face, but I liked what I could see of his body. As the night went on, I got to a point where I just wanted to fuck. I do get so horny at parties, and it’s pretty common for me to sneak off for a quick and desprate fuck with someone. That night, I chose him.

We found a quiet spot where I got onto my knees and sucked his cock. I looked up at him as I gagged on his cock, noticing that he still wasn’t taking off his mask. It became something that I really started to love about the experience. I loved the anonymity of it, the fact that he could have been anyone and I didn’t know who. I even loved the mystery of not being able to see his face.

Bending me over and pounding into me from behind, he continued to keep his mask on. The mystery man made me cum hard before shooting his load into me, and I never did see his face. It’s made me crave more anonymous experiences like that one, they’re so hot and so dirty.

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diary entry #8

I left my panties in the married guy i’m fucking’s bed

He took me home and to his bedroom. Their wedding photos were on the night stands, her in her dress and him in his tux. I looked at them as he pumped his raw cock into my cunt, telling me I was the best pussy he’d ever had.

He came inside of me and then pulled out and went to the bathroom. I grabbed my panties, wiped the cum sliding out of my cunt and hid them in his sheets. I smiled as he rushed me out of the house, saying his wife would be home from an exercise class soon.

I hope she finds them and I hope it breaks her.