By the end of our first date, I knew I’d make him a father one day. It wasn’t even by the end, really. It was only twenty minutes in to our conversation in the fancy hotel lobby where we agreed to have a drink that I’d asked if he wanted kids. So often in the gay community the answer is no; it’s a flippant, unconsidered no. For years, I’d say the exact same thing. Kids are messy and loud and expensive as hell. Being gay was a reason to sidestep all of that. But lately I’d been feeling differently about it, as if my own biological clock had been wound up. My Wombsday Clock was ticking inexorably toward midnight’s children. So imagine my surprise when I asked Greg if he wanted kids and he said, without a breath of hesitation, “yes, absolutely.”
My stomach dropped a bit at the answer. Or maybe it was my cock that twitched. Something inside me seemed to roar a bit. It was a turn on that this man in front of me was so decidedly set on having kids. I imagined him immediately as a stellar father, caring and supportive and maybe a little tough but never anything but totally loving. If I were a snowman, I’d have melted at the swooning heat that my heart seemed to be generating. I couldn’t stop myself from wanting to give him that experience myself.
So like I said, I knew by the end of that date that I’d make him a father. But I’m not a crazy person, so that first night (we drunkenly took a room in the hotel instead of going back to mine or his place) we were responsible and used condoms. The chemistry was obvious, though, at least to me. And I think to him. He came four times over the course of the night and the morning after; twice while fucking me, and another two times on my face. I couldn’t get enough of his cock, a thick, musky piece accompanied by some majorly heavy balls. Not to get too descriptive about it, but he wielded his junk with the precision of a surgeon and the unrelenting power of a construction worker.
I couldn’t get Greg out of my head for weeks. I desperately wanted to give him a child, but I had refrained from telling him I could do it for him. As we continued to date, we talked more and more about what our potential family would be like — big, we agreed, six or seven kids seemed ideal — but Greg always came back to the difficulty of the thing. Adoption was long and expensive and we both hated the idea of surrogacy even though we’d had friends go that route. It took a lot of willpower to not tell him we had a third option: me. I learned at an early age that telling guys I was one of those rare gay guys who could carry made things a bit less complicated for everyone. Sure, it meant that I’d gotten in to some tough spots in the past, but the law was on my side. Besides, I wasn’t ready for kids back then. But now things seemed different, even if I wasn’t quite ready to tell Greg yet. Or rather I wanted desperately to tell him, but the logical part of my brain knew that only 6 weeks of dating probably wasn’t enough, really, to know for sure if he was the one I’d give my body over to. All my instincts screamed the obvious, but I was going to be responsible.
Or at least that was the plan. It was only three months after we’d first met that I was at Greg’s place, a little condo in the city, and what I thought was going to be a glass of wine turned in to three bottles. And that’s when I let it slip. He was cuddling up me, telling me how good we’d be as parents if only we could find the time and money to go through with adoption, when I blurted it out. “Or you could just knock me up.” He laughed but then realized by the embarrassed look on my face that I wasn’t kidding. He asked if I was serious, and I nodded with the comic solemnity only a drunk person possesses. I tried my best to explain that it was possible, that I was one of those rare guys, that I kept it from him because I wanted to be sure. And now, I said against my better judgement, I was pretty sure. Very sure, actually. Greg sat quietly for a moment and then asked: is this what you want? to be pregnant? I stared in to his dark eyes, gulped, and then nodded. Yes, I said, I want to give you children.
Next thing I knew he was carrying me to the bedroom. He had literally scooped me up in his arms and plodded as fast as he could to his bed, where he threw me down and proceeded to jump on top of me. The kissing was ravenous; my face, my neck, and then once my shirt was off he suckled at my nipples. My pants came off next, along with my underwear, which already had an embarrassingly big precum spot soaking through. “Fuck,” he said, leaning back to look at me completely naked, “you’re so beautiful, Tay.” I giggled a bit and shrugged. “I won’t look like this for much longer, babe, if you get your way.”
I rolled Greg over on to his back. I climbed on top of him, feeling the warmth and weight of his body under mine. I unbuttoned his shirt and ran my fingers through his chest hair. His chest was solid under my hands. I felt his arms, and Greg bent them a bit so I could feel his biceps bulged. I kissed him everywhere I could manage, worshipping his solidity and masculinity. His shorts came off next, followed by his trunks, and I found myself in between his legs, my face rubbing at the sweaty, hairy area between his thighs and his package. To someone else the smell might’ve been weird, but to me it was the best thing I’d ever smelled; his musk made my mouth water. He smelled like a father.
Greg took his head in his strong hands and guided my mouth to his cock. “Open up, baby,” he said, and gently pushed his head past my lips. It wasn’t long before he was pressing at the back of my throat; I gagged, hard. I was never good at oral sex, and I whimpered an apology. He knew this already from our last few dates, but despite his insistence that I was getting better, I still felt bad. “That’s alright baby,” Greg said, but he didn’t stop. “Let’s do a little bit each day until you can take the whole thing, ok? Now that we’re going to get you big and pregnant, there’s going to be times together when we won’t be able to have full sex. I want to make sure you’re ready to take my loads in other ways.” And so he continued to fuck my face but he slowed it down, gently filling my mouth with his cock until I started to cough, over and over again, until my eyes were so watery I was practically crying. After a while, he relented and pulled me up towards him, grabbing my ass while he kissed me, the taste of his precum lingering in my mouth.
He slowed down the kissing now and the mood seemed to grow serious as I lay on top of him. “Are you really sure you want this, Tay?” he whispered to me, his gaze locked in mine. “This is way easier for me than it is for you, so I wouldn’t be mad if—” but I cut him off my thrusting me hand over his mouth. It was my turn to talk. “I’ve tried to ignore this, but I can’t,” I said, breathy and still pretty tipsy. “I want you to fill me up. I want you to own me, completely. I’m desperate to have you show me off to the world.” It sounded corny, almost pulled from the worst Harlequin, but I couldn’t stop. “I love you, Greg, and giving you the gift of fatherhood is the only want I can express that. Let me make you a dad tonight Greg.”
And with those express wishes, Greg pulled apart my ass cheeks and rubbed his cock against my hole. He grabbed some lube from the bedside table and blindly slathered it on himself first, and then used the remaining to slick his fingers and probe at my entrance. One finger and then two and then three happened so quickly; my hole had never been so receptive, it seemed to me. He found my prostate and pushed at it, sending little shivers through my body. He withdrew his fingers and I knew what was about to happen.
First there was the growing pressure but then my hole relented and Greg’s thick cock pushed smoothly inside me. Brushing past my prostate, he found my cervix with ease and began to push against it. It hurt a bit as Greg pushed my ass down on his cock so that his dick pressed hard against my cervix, like he thought he could bust through there directly to my womb. I bit my lip in pain, which he noticed immediately. “I know it hurts baby, it won’t be for long.” He hugged me close and he started to pump in and out of me, taking control of my body like a rag doll. It was bliss.
We switched positions a few times as Greg continued to prime me for his impregnating load. On all fours, Greg pushed himself deep inside me as his balls thwacked against my ass. Standing up, he pressed me against the wall to ceiling glass window that looked out over the city, his dick expanding my canal as our neighbours probably looked on in curious embarrassment. And sitting in his chair in the corner of the room, I rode Greg from his lap, controlling the pace of his destruction of my bussy while he leaned back and watched, trying his best not to blow his wad too early.
It was forty five minutes of various paces and positions before Greg seemed to tire. We were laying our sides, Greg spooning me from behind as his cock slowlt moved in and out of me. He discovered that I love when he pulled out completely, that I whimpered uncontrollably every time he parted my lips with his slick staff.
“You ready to be a mommy, Taylor?” Greg asked, barely audible over the sounds of my wet hole being plumbed. I had never been more ready for anything in my whole life (nor, frankly, in my hole’s life.) I gasped a yes, as Greg’s paced picked up one last time. I felt blindly towards my hole to touch Greg’s wet, loose ball sack; his balls were swollen with cum and his scrotum started to contract as they readied. I moved me hands to my tits, feeling them harden under my soft fingers.
Greg’s hands moved to my lower belly as he began his final thrusts, knocking against my cervix with abandon. “Come on, baby,” I egged him on, “knock me up. Show me how much of a man you are. Make yourself a father.” He pumped faster, harder, his hands pressing harder against my empty womb. “You wanna cum inside me, Greg?” I asked as my whole body rocked back and forth from his fucking, “you wanna ruin my body with your baby?” He responded with grunts and moans as he pumped himself closer and closer to fatherhood.
And then it happened. He pushed himself as hard as he could against my now sore cervix, his whole body shuddered, and his hands caressed my belly as he shot his load with a loud, animal grunt. “Oh fuckkkk,” he said, as he flooded my insides, “fuckkk, fuck fuck fuck… what did I do to you!!!” It might’ve sounded like regret to anyone else but I knew he meant it completely opposite. It was a victory cry, a conquering hero’s reflection that he’d just bred his partner for the first time. The feeling of being bred was too much for me and I came handsfree as Greg’s cock was still lodged inside me.
We lay together for a few quiet moments, Greg not pulling out his half-hard cock lest any of his seed spill out. He kissed me neck while his hands continued to rub my belly. After a few moments of silence, he started to talk, almost a monologue, and I close my eyes while he spoke. “Babe, that was incredible. You were amazing. That was better than I’d ever imagined. You’re going to be so sexy when you’re swollen up. I know it won’t always be easy, babe, but I’ll be here for you. I want you to have the best nine months of your life, babe. Whatever you want, I’ll give it to you. I can’t believe I’m going to be a daddy. It’s all because of you, babe. Thank you baby. Thank you.”
Seven months later, he was right about everything. It hasn’t always been easy, but it’s been the best time of my life. Everyone stares at me at the gym; my shorts barely fit, my shirt doesn’t even cover my belly anymore. But where I see awkward weight and unsightly stretch marks, Greg assures me that he sees proof of our love. He kisses my stretch marks, even rubs his cum on them sometimes like lotion. He says my ass is unignorably inviting, which is probably why Greg fucks me at least once a day. If we thought breeding sex was good, it’s been nothing compared to pregnant sex. The pressure of Greg’s cock is doubly good when it’s shoved up against the warm weight of my full womb. When I straddle him in the morning at the breakfast table, it’s with the full weight of his family now. When he sneaks up on me in the shower at night, his hands explore my soapy belly and I revel that he and his pride and joy are separated only by my stretched skin.
We’re getting ready for a long labour in a few months. Greg says everyone in his family has unusually long births; the babies are big, he shrugs, apparently without a care in the world for my struggle to come. But I’m not worried. Greg will be there with me to see me give him his gift. And we’re ready for what will come after. Actually, we’re more than ready. It’s why Greg bought the double wide stroller with room for four. He dreams of being a father more than once. And I’ll do whatever I can to make his dream our shared reality.