to reset or face the truth.

as long as you have hope, you are destined for despair. that was the first truth i learned as a magical girl.

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   ❝ ADORATION never leads to a balanced relationship . ❞

                                   ind . AMI KAWASHIMA of the TORADORA series .

                                  penned by ELRIC . ~8 YEARS of writing experience .

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   ❝ ADORATION never leads to a balanced relationship . ❞

                                   ind . AMI KAWASHIMA of the TORADORA series .

                                  penned by ELRIC . ~8 YEARS of writing experience .

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ITS TIME TO PULL FOR MADOKAMI IM SO ANXIOUS

[libraryofmemes]

Send ‘🔮’ and I’ll use my icon style I use to make an icon or two of your muse.

If multimuse specify muse for the mun who’ll receive this from the sender. That way they know which of your muses to make a icon or two of and for.

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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒.   repost, don’t reblog!  bold what applies

𝐈. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐘 .

chipped nail polish. glitter highlights. tall trees with smooth bark. tangled hair. the taste of cinnamon sugar. talking too loud and too fast. overgrown flowers in your hair. crumbling buildings. reclaimed by nature. flirting. walking home at 3am with no coat. platonic hand-holding. blowing smoke out of your nose. dragonfly wings. chaotic good. freckles. fairy rings. secret meetings. gender nonconformity. leather. smudged eyeliner. forbidden fruit.

𝐈𝐈. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐏𝐄𝐑 .

computer errors. a shiver down your spine. haunting beauty. hard liquor. crowns of thorns. shadowed alleyways. decaying plant matter. shattered mirrors and broken glass. corrupted memories. stopped clocks. the scent of stale cigarettes. tattered black hoodies. walking your friends home. the crescent moon. the sea. a graveyard on a foggy day. cold rings on cold fingers. absolution. looking out the window of an airplane. soft kisses.

𝐈𝐈𝐈. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 .

graffiti. pretending to know what you’re doing. worn paperback books. growing up too fast. parsley, sage, rosemary, and thyme. lace and combat boots. moth wings. candles on every surface. a weathered deck of cards. turning the music up. fireflies in jars. calloused fingers. drawing on your skin. sunlight filtering through clouds. petrichor. a dying rose in a jar. wearing a crystal pendant. illusions and spells. black cats. mint gum. chapped lips. dirt under your fingernails. the cycle of life and death.

𝐈𝐕. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐋𝐅 .

murders of crows. frost-bitten leaves. wolves howling at midnight. knocking on your door. leaving food out for stray animals. the twang of an acoustic guitar. honey. tiny red buds on trees. claw marks on the walls. golden eyes. slightly too long stubble. sharp canines. soft, thick fur. hunger. a small cottage in the middle of the woods. knitted fingerless gloves. sleeping on the forest floor. always finding your way back home.

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𝐈. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐘 .

chipped nail polish. glitter highlights. tall trees with smooth bark. tangled hair. the taste of cinnamon sugar. talking too loud and too fast. overgrown flowers in your hair. crumbling buildings. reclaimed by nature. flirting. walking home at 3am with no coat. platonic hand-holding. blowing smoke out of your nose. dragonfly wings. chaotic good. freckles. fairy rings. secret meetings. gender nonconformity. leather. smudged eyeliner. forbidden fruit.

𝐈𝐈. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐏𝐄𝐑 .

computer errors. a shiver down your spine. haunting beauty. hard liquor. crowns of thorns. shadowed alleyways. decaying plant matter. shattered mirrors and broken glass. corrupted memories. stopped clocks. the scent of stale cigarettes. tattered black hoodies. walking your friends home. the crescent moon. the sea. a graveyard on a foggy day. cold rings on cold fingers. absolution. looking out the window of an airplane. soft kisses.

𝐈𝐈𝐈. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 .

graffiti. pretending to know what you’re doing. worn paperback books. growing up too fast. parsley, sage, rosemary, and thyme. lace and combat boots. moth wings. candles on every surface. a weathered deck of cards. turning the music up. fireflies in jars. calloused fingers. drawing on your skin. sunlight filtering through clouds. petrichor. a dying rose in a jar. wearing a crystal pendant. illusions and spells. black cats. mint gum. chapped lips. dirt under your fingernails. the cycle of life and death.

𝐈𝐕. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐋𝐅 .

murders of crows. frost-bitten leaves. wolves howling at midnight. knocking on your door. leaving food out for stray animals. the twang of an acoustic guitar. honey. tiny red buds on trees. claw marks on the walls. golden eyes. slightly too long stubble. sharp canines. soft, thick fur. hunger. a small cottage in the middle of the woods. knitted fingerless gloves. sleeping on the forest floor. always finding your way back home.

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           i thought the construction goin on outside was someone knocking on myt door for a sec &&. anyone i know who might come over would idk tell me first ?? so i got so fuckin scared hhh 

[peachsmemes]

MORE  PINTEREST  PROMPTS !

“ there  is  absolutely  no  excuse  for  what  i’m  about  to  do ! ”

“ maybe  swearing  will  help. ”

“ burn  in  hell. ”

“ i’m  fine.  i’ve  had  worse. ”

“ someday ,  we  will  reunite. ”

“ i  may  have  the  right  to  remain  silent ,  but  i  don’t  have  the  ability. ”

“ that’s  beyond  stupid !  ( he’s  /  she’s  /  they’ve )  created  a  new  kind  of  stupid. ”

“ can’t  help  doin’  sneaky  things ! ”

“ i  am  not  as  fine  as  i  sem. ”

“ we  love  a  bit  of  trouble ! ”

“ well ,  that  didn’t  work. ”

“ my  alignment  is  chaotic  dumbass ! ”

“ it’s  only  forbidden  if  you’re  a  fucking  coward. ”

“ i  licked  it ,  so  it’s  mine. ”

“ just  get  in  the  fucking  blanket  fort ! ”

“ you  meant  something  to  me. ”

“ find  comfort  in  the  chaos. ”

“ guess  you’ll  just  have  to  FIGHT  ME ! ”

“ take  that ,  fuckers ! ”

“ i  just  like  angrily  doing  things  for  my  friends ! ”

“ why  do  i  hurt  all  over ? ”

“ i  may  be  a  fragile  little  flower ,  but  i’ll  kick  your  fucking  ass ! ”

“ i  want  to  be  a  part  of  something  big. ”

[anime--irl]

Anime_irl

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                    ❝ ... I’M clearly a gay disaster . ❞

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gonna send out a batch of asks instead of making starters &&. maybe some little opens bc i !! just do not like writing starters tbh !

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watergcddess‌:

As soon as she was kicked, she let out a very undignified yelp of pain, falling backwards, before sitting up and continuing to cry.

“Y-You didn’t have to hit me that hard! I thought humans were supposed to be generous towards goddesses! Why can’t you just spare a little bit of money for me?!” Her voice was far more whiny than any “dignified goddess’s” voice should ever be.

“Y-You’re just a jerk! Just you wait, divine punishment is coming your way for being so rude to a goddess!”

                  ❝ ... I WANTED you to let go . ❞ she didn’t see anything wrong with her actions , nor the force of them . no response at all , verbally or otherwise , to the mention of divine punishment . with how homura’s life had went , there was no truth to be found in the tales of gods or goddesses .

                     after all , if they existed , surely her tale of tragedy wouldn’t have been so cruel . 

                ❝ I DON’T HAVE any more money on me , anyway . there’s nothing i can give you even if you weren’t the most pathetic idiot i’ve ever seen . i’m FOURTEEN -- i’m not old enough to have a job &&. i spent all the allowance my parents gave me . ❞

                    though it was just taken money , she did have an allowance she had to live by day - to day , or else she’d risk not being able to pay off the giant apartment she was funding by herself or get enough food for the month . it wasn’t necessarily a lie .

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watergcddess‌:

As soon as the girl starts to leave, this grown woman falls to the ground and grabs onto the girl’s ankle, crying like a toddler who’s throwing a tantrum over not getting her way.

“W-Wait! Please! Just a little money, I beg you! I’d even take just enough to buy a snack! I just need something! Please!”

                   ❝ --- ?? ❞ shock was evident on homura’s typically stoic demeanor as she’d turn , beginning to move her leg as much as she can in an attempt to get the other off of her . ❝ TCH, NO GODDESS would be this pitiful ! let me go --! ❞ 

                 thankfully , it wouldn’t take her long to come up with a plan . with a small flash of purple magic emanating from her ring finger , her free foot would transform into her magical attire , granting her access to the only thing she could consider a weapon on her at the moment .

               with as much force as she could muster , she’d use her free heel to kick the other in the face before quickly transforming it back . if possible she’d love to have not drawn any sort of suspicion from that .

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watergcddess‌:

“Donations are slow this month, okay?! It’s not my fault all my followers aren’t sending all their money to me like they used to!”

“Besides, I’m not asking for all your money! I just want enough to get food! And alcohol!” 

                    ❝ WELL , isn’t that just a shame . ❞ with that , she stands up , clearly annoyed that the end of her meal had to be interrupted . it wasn’t like she had anything to give the other , anyway . dramatically flipping her hair , she’d turn on her heel to begin walking away .

                 ❝ I’M NOT A CHARITY ; i won’t be giving you anything . ❞

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@watergcddess​.

                      ❝ ... SO , let me see if i have this right ... you’re a goddess who’s worshipped by all of your followers , &&. yet you’re begging a fourteen - year - old for money . ❞

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@godlorn​.

                           WELL , THIS WAS CERTAINLY INTERESTING . in most timelines kyoko sakura didn’t turn out to be too much of a nuisance , but she seemed particularly interested in sayaka’s affairs . especially someone who spent so much time insisting they didn’t care about the other one bit . homura kept an eye on the situation from a distance , finding herself unable not to step in after sayaka &&. madoka took their leave . 

                          ❝ ... INTERESTING . if you treat your enemies like this , i wonder what you’d do for your friends ? ❞

[the-world-of-barbilou]

i usually am a very huge fan of cute animal characters but… kyUBEY ON THE OTHER HAND,,

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               hell yeah even if nothing else my pages will actually go up tonight , so that’s more productive than i typically am when it comes to setting up a new blog