「broken doll」

♥I look inside myself and see my heart is black♥ [.Monaka Towa | SESL Homeroom.] Affiliated with AOD.

[immuseity]

                    ＹＯＵ  ✘  have not                      S       E       E       N                                M       E                     when i am ☢ ＯＵＴ                      F            O            R                    【 Ｂ  Ｌ  Ｏ  Ｏ  Ｄ 】

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     She wouldn’t even be half surprised if she     found out Monaka was the spawn of Satan.     The talking pickle already got on her nerves     within the first five minutes of their conversation. 

              ❝ You’re confusing lonely with annoyed.               Did your mother ever teach you manners?               Teach you how to shut up while she was               at it? ❞

[despairling]

★"My mother?"

Oh no, that's not something Lydia should be asking about. The girl's smile faded in an instant, soon replaced with a blank, unwavering stare. She didn't even know her mother, and it wasn't like that woman would've made much different in her life. "I've never met her. No one taught me much of anything, actually." Her words were blunt, never even blinking as she stared at the other.

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He couldn’t believe he was having this conversation. Brow twitching, Law began again.

     "Call me what you want." Arguing with children. Pointless. With all the hyper-violent shit he’d done it was surprising more people didn’t refer to him a demon. A title like that would be flattering now that he thought about it. “Death is painful and agonizing unless it’s done humanely, it would be easy for someone to make a child like you suffer.” Did this little girl hate living? Being paralyzed at such a young age must have sucked. Taking a deep breath, Law’s sharp eyes skimmed her figure from the ribbon in her hair all the way down to her ankles. No cast? Paralysis likely, and possibly of the nerves. He’d give her an offer to try and dissuade her from pestering him.  ”If you stop bothering me, I can get you a pair of working legs as soon as I get get my ability back.”

     Monaka might have made a mistake bothering Law. He’d hacked the lame’s limbs off before and replaced them with animal ones, so unless she wanted to be a goat lady or a harpy for the rest of her life, it wouldn’t be unwise to backpedal.

[despairling]

★A content smile stained her features as she listened to him give up on the whole 'demon' debate. Good, it was nice to feel more powerful than someone for the first time in a while, even if it was for just a moment. And of course, that smile was soon replaced with a blank, empty expression.

"I have no need for things created by you." She stated, her gaze unwavering, simply staring at the man. Monaka was completely aware that he could overpower her in an instant, but that wasn't going to stop her. "Death would cause despair someone can experience only once, wouldn't it? I don't believe that would be an awful experience." As soon as the words left her lips, it was followed by a few giggles.

[despairling]

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[notborntolose]

Kaiji has tried. He circled around the island despairingly asking possible ways of leaving. Now the frustration had turned into apathy. Kaiji is advancing the corridors head hanging low as sighs keep falling in together with tears. Of course he had to realize it. In a way it had been clear to him from the start - getting out of the place without clear location is difficult, impossible even. So Kaiji gave up for now. With regret and lots of sobbing.

In the middle of all that an odd tone suddenly intrudes into his consciousness. For a moment he’s a little nervous. It’s getting late already and with this sort of surroundings he can’t help it. 

The sound keeps getting louder… Next thing Kaiji knows it’s coming right behind him. A shrill scream escapes simultaneously with the words of the one behind him. 

" !!! "

But indeed! It is but a greenhaired child in a wheelchair. A moment passes before her words sink in… With that alarms begin ringing inside Kaiji’s head. 

" NO! "

He grabs her by shoulders, grasping firmly. He can’t let this poor child get into a danger. A tiny child… How unforgivable! That bastard!!!!

" YOU NEED TO PROMISE ME! DON’T GET NEAR THAT THING! "

[despairling]

★Ugh, three seconds in and guess what? Turns out Monaka had made a mistake, choosing one of the more annoying apparitions to converse with. His actions were frantic, his voice much too loud. And who did he think he was, daring to place his hands on her without consent?

"Do not touch me."

The wheelchair bound girl's tone was sharp, losing all the previous sweetness it harbored. Obviously, she was already extremely exasperated by this man's presence. Telling her what to do was just so typical of adults, treating her like a baby... It was disgusting to her, really. His intelligence surely must've been low, due to him not being able to appreciate or understand the bear's importance.

"Monaka thinks onii-chan is confused, Monobear-chan is great!" Looks like her more childish voice returned, along with her sickly sweet smile. It's best to charm your prey before destroying it, after all.

[despairling]

[feet]

★She's in a wheelchair. The kid doesn't have much use for her feet, honestly. She's got cute shoes, though.

[despairling]

face

★She definitely has a round baby face. Nothing really extraordinary about her facial features, honestly. Cute little button nose. That's really it.

[despairling]

[skin]:obviously colour, but also if they're inclined to run hot or cold, do they have any blemishes or unusual markings, are they inclined to blush, are they freckled, do they tan, what does their skin feel like, etc.

★Pale skin, rosy cheeks. The kid looks kind of like a porcelain doll. More often than not, she'll feel cold to the touch. Cold, just like her SOUL....  Her skin is very sensitive, so being out in the sun for long periods of time is a no-no.

[despairling]

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[hair]: length, colour, texture, whether it grows quickly or slowly, how manageable it is, whether it requires lots of styling, do they leave stray hairs everywhere, is it present on their face, is it present on the rest of their body, etc.

[eyes]: not just the colour, but the shape, the length of their eyelashes, whether they're alert or usually half-closed, large or small, sunken into the face, ringed by bags, etc.

[mouth]: are their lips always drawn thin or are they plump and kissable, what's their "default expression"/resting face, do they have all their own teeth, do they use their teeth to smile, etc.

[face]: what is the shape of their face, do they have pronounced cheekbones or a strong jaw, what's the size and shape of their nose, what's the size and shape of their ears, do they stick out, are they pointed, etc.

[skin]: obviously colour, but also if they're inclined to run hot or cold, do they have any blemishes or unusual markings, are they inclined to blush, are they freckled, do they tan, what does their skin feel like, etc.

[build]: are they skinny and petite or do they resemble a body builder, are they tall or short or average height, are they lean and wiry, are they overweight, are all of their features proportionate, etc.

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[legs]: are they solidly built, short and stubby, or long and graceful, do they have knobbly knees or rounded knees, what's their gait, etc.

[feet]: do they have a habit of going up on their tiptoes, what's their usualy stance, do they tend to shift their weight to a preferred side, etc.

[other]: any other obscure feature or tiny detail that the asker is interested in, could include fantastical elements such as a tail, wings, horns, must be stated by asker, etc.

[mindofperfection]

                           god protect you                                      from this HELL                                                i’ve spread upon us

                                                      ᶰᵒᵇᵒᵈʸ ᵉˡᶳᵉ ʷᶤˡˡˑ

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"Eh?"

"That’s…people actually do that just for looks?” Yeah, no, Mikleo definitely did not have that. This was all natural, all right. He waved a hand dismissively. “Well, okay, I can definitely say I did not have such a process. This is all, what did you call it again, natural.”

[despairling]

★"Yeeeep! All the old apparitions do it, because they think they're staying young that way!" She giggled.

Huh, she seemed oddly cheerful for talking about such the gruesome topic of surgery, but whatever. "Oooh, so onii-chan is one hundred percent real! That's good, because Monaka heard that if you get that operation, your face might melt." No, she didn't. Unfortunately for Mikleo, this little girl enjoyed making people very uncomfortable. Sorry, buddy,

[morewitty]

        ❝ Well, I mean — ❞               The last thing Stiles wanted to do was upset a disabled child, even                if she was a tad creepy. He wasn’t about to cut off his legs by any               means, but he was willing to compromise.

        ❝ — There might be another wheelchair somewhere in         the city. If we can find one, maybe we could just ride         them around or something. ❞               At least then he wouldn’t have to cut off his legs.

[despairling]

★A pout lingered on her features, but as the other kept talking, it eventually turned to a blitheful smile. Compromises could definitely work, although it didn't seem as fun as seeing someone get their legs sawed off.

Oh, well. We can't always win. "That sounds neat! What if you found a whole room of wheelchairs? Wheelchair races could become the school's main sport!"

[despairling]

sequorfides

★Curious, curious indeed. This one... This one had an aura of mystery. Like a merchant that came to sell you strange potions in a dungeon, only to get mad when you didn't have enough money! Although, this one seemed to lack a hothead attitude. Rather, they appeared as a rather calm person to the girl. "Are you a merchant? Do you sell magic potions?" Way to weird out your new acquaintance, Monaka.

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     "I’m not a demon, cheater, or ‘pumpkin eater’.” Law felt a tad guilty about making this girl bawl and whine, but this wasn’t his fault in the first place nor would he feel any empathy for her… Fucking hell it was a crying girl in a wheelchair, he wasn’t sure he could be stern with her for too long. “Calm down, Wheelchair-ya, you’re being unreasonable. All i’m saying is you can’t go around attacking random people, you’ll get killed and end up getting butchered when you annoy the wrong person.”

[despairling]

★"Ehhhh? But Monaka thinks you are a demon!" No sense in arguing, man. This little girl was rather adamant about the topic, seeming to be determined to convince him that he was one of those fiendish apparitions. Of course, there was a slim chance that he could be tolerable; and having allies in this place seemed like a pretty decent plan. Maybe she'd toy with him, just a bit longer. "Ah, people die all the time! Monaka doesn't think it'd be that bad."

[despairling]

highgpa:

  ❝ Let me guess: the little green eyed monster made a debut. And I’m not talking about the jealousy monster, but the similarities between you both are striking. At least it doesn’t look like I stayed in chlorinated water for too long. ❞

★"Aw, onee-chan is so sweet, dishing out these compliments to Monaka!" A soft giggle came from her. "Still, her bitter personality won't make up for her lack of good looks. Are you lonely, maybe? Is that why you pick on kids?"

[despairling]

hyacinthino:

“Yes. It’s confusing.” Plastic? Isn’t that the thing the people around here put things in or something? "I don’t know this process called plastic surgery. You don’t mind telling me what it is?"

★"Ah, how does Monaka say this..." She tapped her chin with her index finger, wracking her brain for an explanation. "Hm... It's when the doctors cut up your face! They mess with it, and put plastic in it, so you look prettier!"

[chrisnerdwick]

By みくに

[waterlawsuit-deactivated2015071]

    Ordinary days simply didn’t exist here in despair central. Law was only on his way to the store to pick up some drinks, halting dead in his tracks and wincing as a little cucumber-haired girl reigned misfortune on his stroll. 

    “What are you doing?” He slid his aching foot back, the boot’s leather not thick enough to have nullified her special attack’s full brutality. Such ferocity from the tiny girl. She might have left a bruise. “Is… Someone like you seriously attacking me? Don’t be stupid and screw with strangers here, it’s dangerous.”

[despairling]

★"Monaka is demon hunting! You're no fair, being a big cheater!" With a sharp inhale, a whiny, obnoxious tone came over her previous tone of voice, and those tears began to spill. Of course, she wheelchair bound girl knew he hadn't cheated in any way possible, but making others feel guilty was her forte. "Cheater, cheater pumpkin eater!"