A Repeating Despair...

My name is Kyouko Sakura. I understand ya've met others with my name, but I ain't like the others... {Indie RP Blog for an AU Kyouko, please refer to the Profile and Information tags for that explanation.}

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Was that the way she was coming off? Perhaps she had come on a little strongly. Perhaps due to the way Kyouko Sakura having gone and abandoning them to not fight the Walpurgisnacht with them and with her having to carrying those feelings into this new timeline. But it was too late to try and apologize, wasn’t it? “I didn’t mean it like that. I honestly just wanted Sakura-san to be careful. I might have come off a little strong and that’s my fault.”

Mami looked away and sighed. “I-I guess I’m glad to hear that you’re getting along okay… And that Miki-san is still safe here. Take care of her. You know as well as I do that she’s precious and she’ll probably do anything for you. Don’t let go of that.” Mami finishes with a kinder smile. 

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Kyouko closed her eyes and sighed. Coming off strongly. She wasn't sure if Mami was coming off strongly, or if she herself was just...sensitive to this topic now. Either way she wasn't fond of the conversation.

"I plan on it. I know how precious she is, I'd rather cripple myself permanently, before I let her get taken away from me again." She stated, shaking her head. "Seems like you would understand that if no one else."

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Kyouko swallowed the lump in her throat, nodding as Sayaka affirmed that it was fine. Honestly, she wanted nothing more than to continue this. It felt...well, it was a little indescribable for Kyouko, honestly. All she knew was that it felt good, and she wanted more.

"Ahh..." She drew back a little bit, only to repeat what she did again, this time going just a little bit deeper than before. "G-god...Sayaka..." She whined, hand fumbling for one of Sayaka's, as she pinned it to the mattress and entwined her fingers around the hand. She had to watch herself a little bit. Honestly, she wasn't going to last at all at this rate, with how overwhelming it already felt to the inexperienced girl. She continued with a slow pace, trying not to hurt the blunette, or let her excitement get the better of her here.

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Kyouko nodded. She was admittedly glad that Sayaka was happy with her continuing. Besides, at this point, Kyouko was worked up, she really wanted this. 

That being said, the redhead groaned faintly, drawing back a little bit. Blushing more, she followed by rolling her hips forward slowly, repeating the movement in a slowly steadying rhythm. "Sayaka..." She groaned, leaning forward to let her lips brush kisses over Sayaka's neck and clavicle as she continued, shudders of pleasure crashing over her body from the new but very welcome experience. She just hoped that it felt good for Sayaka, too..."H-how...do you feel?" She asked in her light pants, keeping close to Sayaka's skin as she spoke. 

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"As long as Sakura-san realizes that then that’s okay. But there are still girls who are still fighting for a similar mission. Not all girls have gotten a lucky break like you seem to. Don’t you take it lightly and let your guard down. Or else she’ll really get hurt. And even in this timeline that you found yourself in, she has gotten hurt hasn’t she? I would continue to be more careful if I were you, Sakura-san.”

Mami turned away from the girl and sighed. “I suppose I have said all that I had wanted to say. If you don’t have any questions or anything to say to me, I guess I’ll be leaving. But do take heed to my words. They may seem repetitive and things you already know… but don’t think that this could be the end. And if it isn’t… you shouldn’t allow yourself to get too down on it.”

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Kyouko pursed her lips, jaw tensed. Did Mami assume she wasn't aware of the risks? She wasn't aware that every single day that passed, something could go wrong, and she would just be continuing the same unhealthy process over again?

"Maybe next time you oughtta consider maybe the person yer talkin' to ain't dumb, and knows what the risks are. That she doesn't need to be reminded like an inexperienced child, yeah? I dunno how you've had it, but the same goes for you. Don't make me sound ignorant."

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Kyouko had to stop for a moment. She let Sayaka adjust, though she needed to adjust herself as well, and get used to the feeling she was experiencing about now. This was so...unusually different, from the last time they were together like this. Even aside from the obvious realization that it felt more physically intense. 

"Sayaka...a-are ya okay?" She asked, glancing at the flustered blunette. She shivered faintly, kissing at Sayaka's jaw gently. "Sh-should I keep goin'?"

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"A-all right...jus', w-warn me if ya need me ta stop or somethin', okay?" Kyouko repeated, leaning down to plant a gentle kiss on Sayaka's jaw. She let her hands make sure that Sayaka's legs weren't going to make it difficult for either of them, before slowly moving herself closer. The heat at her cheeks grew a bit as she slowly slid in, just somewhat at first to let Sayaka get used to the new feeling.

And herself, really. Kyouko felt a rush of sensations from this. All of which she had to stop and let her body adjust to before she even tried to continue. She wanted this to be enjoyable for the both of them after all. She couldn't get ahead of herself here.

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Well...Kyouko wasn't about to argue about her holding in her noises. Though, she did enjoy hearing them. She was pretty sure Sayaka wasn't going to keep trying, after all. Not if Kyouko could hardly keep her reactions in. 

Sayaka began moving against her as well, causing another groan to break out of her. She merely did it on impulse, but it felt good. She was trying not to rile herself up that much, on just this, but it was hard not to feel overwhelmingly aroused. She let out a more vocal moan, rubbing a little harder against Sayaka. "Nn...w-wait--" She suddenly urged, pulling herself away before she got too carried away with herself. 

Blushing deeply, she reached down, seemingly guiding herself so that she barely poked at the other's entrance. She looked at Sayaka and swallowed nervously. "I-I'm gonna...go ahead, okay?"

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"Isn’t sharing the same mission enough? Plus no matter what timeline or universe it is Miki-san is still Miki-san." She said with a pretty dead pan serious face. "I am not judging you at all, Sakura-san. Don’t get me wrong. I just wish to remind you a little. Our world is dangerous. This girl in your universe may not understand that completely but I certainly do." With her veteran experience and then what happened on the night of walpurgis, she certainly knew more than she wished. 

"I don’t want Sakura-san to get hurt if things go sour. Things seem quite well in that world. But… you want to keep it that way don’t you? I would assume that you do." Mami looked to her side and sighed. "I guess it doesn’t matter. She’s safe right now so that’s the important thing right? But… if you don’t take necessary steps… she’ll fall. You better be prepared to catch her, Sakura-san."

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"I know that." Kyouko said a bit curtly. "I know this place is dangerous, I know I gotta keep her safe and plan ahead. I ain't stupid. I've failed enough before, I know what ta look fer and what to avoid by now. You don't need to remind me. She's the only thing I got, the only person I ever had, no matter what timeline I end up in. Fuckin' it up is the last thing I want ta happen." 

Of course she felt protective. Of course she didn't want to be chastised in such a way for letting herself have something she wanted--something she could have for once. Without Sayaka, Kyouko was purposeless and directionless. She was alone, too. She felt...threatened, and she couldn't quite help that feeling she got from this Mami. "Is that all ya wanted ta come here ta say to me? Because if so, I'm pretty sure our conversation is done."

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Kyouko leaned up and pressed her lips firmly against Sayaka's in a loving kiss, muffling the blunette's moan faintly. She was aware of how excited the both of them are, without really needing to see all the reactions Sayaka was restraining in herself. 

"Ya don't need ta restrain yerself either, ya know." She said with a slightly amused tone. She pressed closed to Sayaka, far too aware that the action pretty much the aching appendage between her legs to press up against Sayaka as well. She didn't do well to hold down any groans that resulted, or the faint way that she tried to grind herself against Sayaka. 

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"Is that… so? I realized there were other alternates of myself but not one like that." She said quietly as she looked at the girl. She had heard people speak about Sayaka like that. But herself? She had never heard of such a thing. "Actually… what I wished to talk to you about is Miki-san. About her safety in particular. My mission is her safety and from my observations… you could say the same for yourself, am I correct?" 

Mami cleared her throat. “You do realize the sort of danger you could be putting her in correct? She’s unaware of our world. And you intend to keep her that way. What about Kyubey? Are you keeping her away from him?” Mami was going to make sure if this Kyouko was going to date Sayaka Miki that she would understand what she was doing. She wouldn’t allow screw-ups even to Sayakas from a different universe especially by someone who shared the same goal as herself.

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"Don't make it sound like I haven't been." Kyouko abruptly stated, frowning. What kind of Mami alternate was this, that her magic felt familiar, as well as her words? Kyouko was likely a hypocrite for reacting as she did, but she didn't like having her intentions and direction questioned. Especially by someone with Mami's face.

"I hardly think ya got any place ta be puttin' judgment on how I've been handlin' the situation, when this ain't even yer timeline to begin with. She's been safe since I got here, don't go thinkin' I forgot the reason why I'm doing what I do."

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With the way Sayaka insisted on being so close, it was hard to really resist the blunette at all for the lancer. It wasn't like it was hard to tell anyway. She just smirked at Sayaka's comment, and let her teeth graze over the side of Sayaka's neck, enjoying the sound of Sayaka's reactions and noises. 

"Nn...Sayaka..." Kyouko let her hand rest over one of the girl's breasts, kneading gently as her lips teased near the other with kisses and brushes. It was a little hard to focus when half her mind was distracted by the more obvious feelings stirring between her legs, but she nonetheless wanted to see Sayaka enjoy herself more as well. 

She made that a bit more obvious as she let her thumb brush over Sayaka's nipple firmly, the kisses on the other side circling around the other. 

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Seeing a lot of the bravado fade just because of what Kyouko said, the redhead chuckled a little bit, actually amused by that. She reached up and let her hand roam behind Sayaka's head, fingers running through the girl's blue locks a bit. "Yeah, I know." She remarked, grinning faintly. 

She did know that. And Sayaka's statement seemed to make up her mind. She pulled Sayaka's head in for a kiss, drawing her into a deeper and more passionate kiss. She was almost letting her kiss be a sufficient and light distraction from her fingers hooking Sayaka's panties and slowly starting to tug them off. The instant those were off enough though, Kyouko grasped Sayaka's arms, and flipped them both over, pinning Sayaka to the mattress instead. 

"If that's what Sayaka wants me ta do, then I'll gladly give it my best shot." She remarked, kissing Sayaka softly again, before trailing along her jawline slowly, leaning up against the other girl carefully with a small groan.

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-- Timely Similarities [@Homu!Mami]

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Mami had been studying this girl for a while. While she indeed looked like the person who she had reasons to despise, she looked different. There was definitely something different about her. And having been hardened by the events of Walpurgis Night, Mami had little time to be just investigating. Especially with the mission Akemi Homura seemed to have given to her. So one day she decided to approach her, this Sakura Kyouko. And being met with a look of scorn was definitely not what she had wanted of all things. 

"Sakura-san. You are Sakura-san, correct?" She said with her eyes flashing a small purple for a second. Though she looked exactly like the girl who she had taken in as her kouhai something about her seemed different. She seemed much like herself. "You… are nothing like that girl who studied so eagerly under me. But I think we could sort of relate in a way, right? You’ve already seemed to have notice with how you changed your expression. So I wanted to talk."

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"Yeah, I'm her." Kyouko answered simply. She fell quiet, listening. Study under her...she heard that a lot from Mami alternates. Not that she ever had with the one she knew. But the one she knew was more inexperienced and definitely never sat on the same terms as herself. 

"I wouldn't think I am. My timeline's...prolly completely different form yers. The Tomoe-san I know is an inexperienced brat who wants things that are only ideal to herself." She remarked with a small frown. "Talk about what though? Yeah, I noticed ya felt different. I ain't gonna lie, ya piqued my interest."

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Kyouko squirmed faintly as Sayaka found her way back to Kyouko's waist, asking if she could take off her underwear. Well, as oddly shy about her different equipment as she was, she nodded regardless, unable to really deny the exciting thought of it. 

"Ah..." She cleared her throat, blushing more for a moment as Sayaka revealed the erect member. She was just slightly embarrassed that she couldn't really hide how aroused she was by Sayaka like this. How did guys deal with this kind of thing? "S-Sayaka...Nn, I really want ya..." She murmured, though that much was likely obvious by now. 

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-- Timely Similarities [@Homu!Mami]

Very few days did Kyouko find herself running into 'new' faces. Maybe she was becoming more of some kind of recluse. She wasn't sure she cared though, honestly. She never had much room for a terribly social life, save for with Sayaka. But that was the precise reason why when she ran into new alternates, she was a bit surprised. 

Even if her immediate reaction to any Mami Tomoe was a look of scorn. Though upon closer inspection of detail, the difference in eye color and signature could be noted, considerably. Raising her eyebrows a bit, Kyouko settled down back into a neutral expression.

"Sorry...though you were someone else..." She mumbled, sticking her hands in her pockets. Still, the way this Mami looked at her, it seemed like she wanted something. "Somethin' ya need?"