Everything Will Be Okay @desperxtepoetry-blog - Tumblr Blog

Germany had so much renewable energy on May 8, 2016, that it had to pay citizens to use electricity. It was so windy and sunny that turbines and solar power sources were supercharged, output exceeded demand, and prices went negative, so customers were actually paid to consume energy. Source

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Some add the “Scientists politely remind world that clean energy is ready to go, whenever” photo im on mobile

roboticutie

I'm seeing a doctor about my mental health in less than 3 hours and I'm terrified

october-wing

I'm tired of this I'm tired of everything I can't do this anymore

#all I do is feel shit all the time #my mental health has declined so rapidly #I can't leave the house without crying anymore #and I just make everything bad #I'm worried my friend doesn't like spending time with am me anymore because I'm just so fucking miserable #I'm an awful person to be around #I'm in so much pain and I can't control it when j leave the house anymore #I can't pretend to be okay #and I think #that everyone would be better off if I was dead #at least if I kill myself I won't ruin days out anymore

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This would literally be me

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Tumblr tends to be very America-centric so can we just turn our eyes for a minute to the UK

Specifically to this woman.

Earlier today, Jo Cox, a Labour MP in Northern England, was stabbed and shot at an event in a library.

It has just been confirmed that she has died due to the attack.

She was a great campaigner and humanitarian, and has left behind a husband and two children.

This kind of event happens rarely in the UK, and so this is terrifying and destabilising that such a horrific thing has happened to such a compassionate person.

Can thoughts on Tumblr turn to the UK today please, and turn to remember a woman who has been brutally murdered after a lifetime of trying to build a better country.

recovery-beast

Such a tragedy!

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are you a dinosaur or dragon person? are you a planets or stars person? are you a shiny or matte person?

#dragon #stars #matte

sightofsea

being gay is tough especially when it comes to relationships like??? straight people get to start so much earlier, and now im just starting to put myself out there at nineteen. i still have to go through my awkward dating phase and learn what it means to be in a relationship. a lot of gay ppl my age are going through the same thing, but we’re expected to be adults about it when we don’t know what the fuck we’re doing, which is why a lot of young gay people usually just end up having sexual relationships because that way we feel adult in our relationships and attraction when the truth is we are still just beginning and trying to figure things out for ourselves.

im a lesbian, and i know this, but because of there being so little representation of wlw (and when there is, half of the time it’s written by straight people who don’t know what they’re doing) I can’t imagine what a relationship with a woman is supposed to be like. I don’t know if how I feel attraction is genuine or a remnant of compulsory heterosexuality and heteronormativity. I don’t know if the relationship I’m imagining is healthy or a part of the heterosexual relationship dynamic that I’ve learned to know as the default. when you learn relationships are supposed to be one way, how else can you imagine them being??? when you’re a wlw who has never been in a relationship with another woman it’s hard to imagine having a girlfriend or a wife and when that happens it’s easy to doubt your attraction to women, and that’s scary.

dating when you’re gay is scary in more ways than being afraid to hold hands in public, it’s scary in being an adult going through this kind of stuff everyone else went through when they were 14. you feel so stuck behind and doubt yourself at every turn. straight people don’t get that.

futchmemes

this is literally so real, i just turned 20 and went on my very first date last month. i got asked out over facebook messenger and i literally cried about it all night because i was so overwhelmed and i had no idea what i was doing. and i felt awful because i felt like a 13-year-old living in an adult’s body. nobody tells us how this is supposed to work. i never dated anyone in high school, boys or girls, because i was closeted and scared of boys and scared of out lesbians and had no viable options, so now i feel like a god damn child that got placed in a college level course on romance with no tutor. im trying to navigate through a romantic culture that thinks i should be mature and experienced but i am not mature or experienced!! i have never had any firsthand relationship experience EVER, let alone with a girl, so how could i have matured in that area? i haven’t even had any proper examples! the fact that it wasn’t a “friends-to-lovers” situation scared me to death because that’s the only kind of gay relationship i’ve ever read about. i feel like nobody ever talks about this and it seems like a really big deal. i don’t know what the hell im doing. and it’s going to take a long damn time to figure that out, just like it does for everyone else, but i get to start 7 years later than everyone else because society cheated me out of my ~carefree teenage years~ that i was supposed to be able to use for figuring this stuff out. so now i get to be a romantically-13-year-old adult trying to figure out how to have a romantic relationship at twice the normal speed just to play catch up with my romantically-20-year-old peers. it feels unfair and i wish there was some kind of self-help book or support group for wlw who have no relationship experience with girls and need to figure it out at warp speed, to put us on more stable footing with our peers

sightofsea

HONESTLY I agree with everything you’ve said its so frustrating. I went on my first date a couple months ago and it went disastrously and I had a panic attack because aren’t relationships not supposed to be this awkward/disastrous at my age???? but when ur gay it’s a whole different thing.

futchmemes

oh nooo im sorry that sucks!! it’s so true, it’s so different for us. for me it was just like…. i don’t know how NOT to treat a girl like a friend. all of my close friends have been girls and ive never been in a romantic situation so like? i think i did it wrong? because i don’t think i was flirting at all, i was just treating her like a friend? then again i don’t know how to flirt with a girl without feeling like a disgusting predatory pervert so. that helps too lmao

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being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.

and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.