Are you normal or do you have hypervigilence problems because you always had to be aware of your family members moods growing up in order to deescalate situations before the arose
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[Name] folds her long arms over her chest to create a sense of warmth to heat up her shivering body as she awaited for Gojo to arrive at the large structured gothic church that she volunteered for college, She had been a lukewarm Christian for half of her life, and her Aunty suggested that she visited the church down town where she worked as to strengthen her faith with Adonai. Despite her initial hesitation, she decided to give it a try and invited the ex-model to join her. Hence, she yearned for a strong relationship that was glued together and would never break or tear apart, take a glimpse what going to church wild be like like, what the people are like, if they're so accepting and would be able to forgive her of her disgusting sins.
Her lips departs as she observes how a cloud of vapor ascends between her lips, mixing with in with the mélange of the frigid breeze and tiny specks of white dust trickling down gracefully on the ground. The strong gust slams across her face as she shivers uncontrollably, her head sways around in different directions as she looks for him in line with her peripheral vision only to see people entering and exiting the church.
Her steady eyes are now fixated on the cars zooming past down the stretched out icy road as their tires screech across it as individuals go about their evening strutting on the side walk, conversing or walking their dogs. As shivers plummet down her figure.
"Where is he...? he's always late. What a waste of time." She mumbles under her breath followed by a scoff as she turns her weight to face the gothic building — with each step the girl took quick strides toward the building whilst she stuck her trembling hands into her pocket as the wool envelopes her lithe hands into coziness. Someone calling her nickname causes her to snap her head towards the person as gazes at the male before her.
His round sunglasses that was a dark grey hue was sliding down his high bridge nose as she gazes into his cerulean eyes peeking through. His chiseled features was glossed with comfort, Snow white tousled curls tied back into a low ponytail that framed his face as tendrils sticking out by the sides, displaying his pierced ears — his ebony beanie adjusted atop of his head along with his hoodie veiled over to keep his hair at bay as wispy bangs kissed his trimmed eyebrows.
The tall male back was reclined forward with his hands positioned on his bent knees displayed as if he ran a marathon. The lanky male was garbed in an oversized grey polyester hoodie, adidas written on the left chest side with a big white font matched with the same color trackies. His puffer that draped over his shoulders that hugged his toned figure.
"Did you seriously run here?" Her soft voice calls out as a hint of rasp in laced in her articulate tone. She struts toward the ex model as a small smile tucks in the corner her glossed lips as she takes back her words.
"No— I just walked slow like a snail." He responds back lazily in a sarcastic tone as his deep voice makes her dismiss what he said, making her feel giddy inside when she knew she shouldn't feel such a way. The male straightened his posture so that he could stand tall, looming over her as their eyes locked upon each other.
"Oh quiet, l.. you're not funny." A low chuckle slips out both their lips in sync as he notices how the girl is trembling like crazy and how there was a red hue painted on her pierced nose. He then ambles toward her with swag, as his soles crush the slush sleet beneath his feet. The two keep eye contact as he snakes his arms around her lean torso, as he tugs her into a tight embrace for support causing her to stumble into his chest as he brought her closer laying his chin on her shoulder, his hand extended to play with a wisp of her silky weave. Their beating hearts nestled together as she could sense the affection radiating from him as her head snuggles into his lukewarm chest.
"Sorry for being late, I got a call about the Instagram post." His honeyed voice was gentle, it was low in pitch and pronounced in
a legato tone as it soothes her tender heart making her feel at ease as she detect how soft he was.
"Satoru— what if someone notices you." [Name] shot back in a worried tone, her dulcet voice had a steady pitch as she matched his tone. She tries attempt to let go of the hug as his hand stays on her head.
"I don't care anymore, I'm not in the industry, remember?"
"They still want you back." He pulls away slowly from the hug creating a small gap between the two to gaze into her doe brown eyes — he gifts the young woman a reassuring smile as he leans in to place a chaste butterfly kiss on her glossed carmine lips as she closes her eyes for a brief second, The girl reaches out her hand to lightly push him backwards hence making him remove his lips, she opens her eyes "Ow." as he stumbles on his feet nevertheless her head glances around in case anyone peeped it as she lets out a relived sigh.
She mirrors his smile as she stuck out her right hand beckoning him to hold it as he gets the message, he mirrors her action happily as his svelte fingers entangled within her own as he grasped ahold it yanking her forward as a gasp slips out her lips when he wraps his long arm around her shoulder, pulling her closer as the two began to stride in sync down the chalky path way.
"Seriously, Satoru! someone might see us, be forreal." She scolds in an annoyed tone but with a hint of playfulness laced in it, dragging out his government name as a group of old citizens enter the building, glancing at the boisterous duo that was bickering one of the old couples smiling at them then glance at each other being reminded of their college days.
"It doesn't matter~ Firecracker."
"Stop calling me that, you Mayo monkey."
"We're in front of church, stop name calling.. I'm telling God on you."
"Hey! says the one kissing me in front of a church.. I don't know what's worse." [Name] halts her steps as she rotates her head to stare at him, with a bewildered expression plastered on her face, her arms flew to pin itself on both side of her waist.
"You hypocrite. that was hardly anything.. walk quicker~ I wanna get inside." He forces her to move again in a gentle pace as the two continue to walk together as she faces her front.
"Geez, I'm going to pray to God that he delivers you from being hot headed."
"Why you—"
If only you listened to your Aunty and God back then not to take the things to love for granted.
[Name] stares outside the window gazing at the way the various brands and chromatic shades of cars zoomed past by as she listens to her Aunt Esther's humming along with the melody of the r&b gospel blaring in the background, Her Aunty had picked her up from the airport as they were driving to her apartment complex. Her eyes now glued to the airplanes flying above in the blue atmosphere as [Name]'s finger tap across her thighs, leaning back into the padding of the leather seat as she lets out a strained sigh.
"Hey... does God see me now?" You part your lips to speak in a hushed tone as [Name]'s Aunty could still hear the sweetness and curiosity in her dulcet voice.
"Yes, he's watching us right now. You need to repent of your sins and ask him for forgiveness before it's too late." Her aunt Esther responds back to her innocent question as she reminded her as Her aunty's sentence is glued and stuck on her mind so she couldn't forget. She had many other questions to ask as the all flood her mind as she departs her lips to speak.
"I know, I know but how does he see everyone at the same time?" A low chuckle slips out Esther's lips as she glances briefly to her niece as a smile is sewn on her carmine lips — She shakes her head as the young adult reminds her of a little kid.
"He's omnipresent — "
"God is like so cool."
"Then why does he let bad things happen? Why did he let my dad send me away, why does he let me get abused like that."
"[Name]. Im not God, how am I supposed to know? ask him yourself."
"To answer your question — he doesn't, just bad people in this world. Bad people polluted his world or because you haven't repented properly or barely pray."
"I pray..."
"Only when you want something? it's got to be an everyday thing. Look, when you're ready, you can come to my church. Stop asking me questions." [Name] could sense the attitude laced within her raspy voice with a hint of softness as the girl's eyebrows furrow downwards into a 'v' shape as she clicks her tongue at her Aunty. She only wanted to know about who God was like. She yearned to be closer to him, to be best friends and not a dirty sinner of this world.
"Geez. Someone's cranky." [Name] shifts her weight on the hard texture of the leather underneath her bum as she slouches letting out a tired groan — Her peripheral vision glued on the Rover in-front of their own car as she observes how it speeds into the distance. She just came from an 5 hours of a flight and her father just abandoned her for his business. She didn't need this.
"What was that, young lady?" Her voice was louder than before as her head snaps to glare at the young adult beside as her niece extends her arm out in defense, mirroring Esther's actions. Her heart dawns for a strong relationship with Adonai, If she wanted a man she needed to know the man above.
"Sorry! im just out of it."
"Alright, I wonder if you might see Gojo, I heard he's living in some apartment complex. A fan said they saw him." Esther clears his throat loudly as she opens her mouth to speak, her voice changes to more ecstatic as she lets g of the steering wheel to clap her hands. As you glance to look at if she's crazy.
"Aunty there's no way, plus aren't you to grown to be liking him. He's 23, no?" Both waves of laughter fill the car as your aunty shakes her head at what you said.
"30 isn't grown, plus I'm a fan of him."
[Name] observes — her vision is trained on how the group of men done in their late 30's and twenties grasp ahold of her luggage and furniture as they exit out of the open structure of the back of the truck as they stride inside her house to dump it. Can you believe it? Her parents wouldn't even let her stay with her aunty, what was the point of wasting money when she could live comfortably with her Aunt.
"Hey! careful on that.. thanks." The young woman warns in a gentle manner as the younger one around his 20's nods his head discreetly as he does what does told, lodging out the cardboard box carefully with calculated steps. He turns his head to the side to make sure he doesn't trip— accidentally stepping on her toe as she lets out a strained breath.
"Ow!"
"Sorry but are you blind, do you need help?" She further speaks in a annoyed tone that she stepped on her shoes and didn't even apologize as she rolls her eyes and prays to the God Almighty that he gives her patient as a sigh slips past her glossed lips.
"Yeah, can you do something instead of standing or move in general. I know I'm fine but stop staring babe." The audacity! His bored voice was laced with cockiness she could detect the rudeness evident on it as her eyes dart over to his face. His ebony locks veiled over his eyebrows as a smirk curves on his pink lips.
"My guy! what am I paying you for then— oh please, anything but cute." She gawks into his dark blue eyes, as her eyes widened to a fraction in intimidation as she eyes him up and down. A low chuckle flew past his lips as he adjusts the package to his chest, strutting past her with his chin lift up in confidence — he tilts his chin down slightly at her as she shakes her head.
"May God bless you for your hard work! God loves and sees you!"She cups her lithe hands over her mouth as she shouts after him as she could hear him say "Amen to that sister!" in the distance.
The black haired girl senses her phone vibrating in her back pocket as she stretches her arm to fish it hence she slides it out, using her calloused finger print to tap the round circle green button with a white cellphone as she positions it near her ear drums as she clears her throat before parts her lips to speak, staring at the men upload your package.
"Hello Aunty." Her voice is low as she struts over t
"Hi, I hope you're doing well. I'll check on you later, yeah?"
"Yeah, I'm doing well.. still can't believe you left me like—"
"You need to be independent and hope you're not arguing with that temper of yours."
"You watchin' me?"
"[Name]! stop arguing with people, okay? when you're doing settling in, you're coming to church with me. Periodt."
"Okay!" The sound of your footsteps align with the croaks of the old wooden steps as you heave yourself.
"[Name] are you free?"
"Chika!" You hear your aunty hang up the phone as mindlessly tuck your phone into your back pocket.
The so called girl gazes at the guy in- front of her as he was sat on the wooden step, smoking what seemed to be a melatonin pen or what she hopped was. She was captured by such ethereal beauty. He looked like a model and if he wasn't then heck was he doing with his life. His eyes were fixated on the ebony birds un braiding thence braiding in the light blue atmosphere gracefully. He was garbed in ebony hoodie, the hood veiled over his head — you couldn't see the design on the front but only the side of his beautiful face and cerulean eyes.
Why did he look so familiar? His face cloud your thoughts as you ponder on when you saw the make before. It was at the tip of your tongue, without realizing you've been staring long — he glances over to as he stood up to his full height whilst he stretched his long arms out, cracking a bone or two hence the male trudges over lazily to the girl as she snaps when his deep voice catches her off guard.
"Can I help you? can you not stalk me so openly."
"Cheese and biscuits, that's who you aree, the dude that my aunty likes. Dojo no Gojo Lee ." The black haired drags out in a matter of fact tone as a smile is sewn on her glossed lips when she got it judging from his facial expression— his trimmed white eyebrows knitted together, as his tounge swept over his top lip as he chews on the inside of his cheek like he's been caught.
The girl snaps her fingers at him as she repeats his stage name again "Yeah. You're Gojo Lee, can I get your autograph my aunt loves you." He then nods his head discreetly as a scoff dances away from his lips.
"You're a stalker, huh?" His deep voice confirms as his tone was highly annoyed as both their gazes locked upon each other as his tired eyes blinks at her repeatedly. He brought his melatonin pen up to his blushed lips as he takes another hit, inhaling then exhaling the lavender puff of smoke into her face as she coughs lightly.
"What?"
"Why don't these fan girls leave me alone." The young woman heard that as she crosses her arm over her chest as she tilts her head up high so she could match his energy as she clicks her tongue at him he cuts her off as she was about to talk again.
"Look I'm trying to go to sleep now, leave before I call my agency on you. Sweetheart."
"What— if you'd let me talk, I'm not a stalker and I actually live here."
"That's what they all say." He says as he repeats his actions, you stare into his cerulean eyes beneath them held something much more, like he was filled with sorrow. As you couldn't help but wonder what a famous guy like him was living in an apartment complex like this? oh yeah, you remembered something about your Aunty saying that he had to retire because he picked up a fight with another model.
"Stop vaping, sinner. Sorry to bother you, have a good day." Yes you, [Name] had given up an argument when you remembered what your aunty says. Just as you were about to rotate your back to leave he calls out to you.
"It's a melatonin pen that helps me sleep, actually and we all sin, including yourself don't you agree?"
"Yeah, I agree with you." You glance back at him as you gift him an innocent smile with your eyes closed as you shrug carelessly. You strut back in a cat walk style up the wooden stairs as you stuck your hands in your pocket as Gojo observes you amble away as he can't help but chuckle and shake his head.
"What an odd person.." Gojo pronounces softly as he slowly blinks his eyes feeling sleepy, he tucks his melatonin pen into his hoodie pocket — as he trudged towards the place she went to go back to his apartment if he even made it like last time when Geto had to carry him back to his housing place.
[Name] plops forward on her freshly made bed as she snuggles into the warmth of the polyester bed sheet, succumbing into the comfort as she extends her arms out and wraps them around her plush pillow, just to feel something. Her nose inhales the fresh scent of the ambrosial cotton lingering on the fabric that reminisced her of her Grandmother. She lets out a heavy weary sigh after arranging her whole apartment as the soothing angelic tone of Darla Baltazar resonates in the faint distance.
[Name] rests her head on the pillow as she gazes at the light Polaroid images plastered on the wall with sticky blue tac she had since the first year of college as they included some of herself, her two best friend named: Nobara and Yu posing in silly ways and clothed in silly attire as her eyes travel to her family portrait, some bible quotes told her to hang around. Her head slightly tilts over to her drawings, paintings, majority was of her friends and animals as a wave of laughter flew from her lips when she peers at the one Yu drew of her.
"So cute."
Speaking of the little sunshine, The pop melody of the heavenly tune swam in the air, their singing was a gift from God enough to soothe one's soul and paint it with sweet euphoria as the song reverberates and mixed with her playlist in the background. As she hops off the bed, her legs lift up into the air as she stands up to her full height like a gymnast. Hence, she uses her left arm to fling the plump pillow as it lands onto her flower patterned duvet — As [Name] reaches her arm out her svelte fingers clasps around the rectangle-shaped object, it forms into a perfect shape as she feels warmth radiating from it.
Her finger tip taps on the round green circle with a white cellphone in the centre as it taps on the speaker as the girl holds it to her ears to hear her friend— Yu's bubbly voice screamed loudly into her ear drums, "Hey girl!" his strident tone apparent as ever as she had to remove the phone from her ears.
"Hey— bro my phone was actually at my ear.. that hurt~" [Name] complained in a whiny tone nor did she care because she was used to him always screaming randomly. Her eyes scan around her bedroom for her ebony nike slippers as she departs her lips to speak "I miss you, yu." Followed by a stifled laughter at your own joke as you could hear the male mirror your laugh.
The average height girl prances happily toward the pair of sliders as she slips her feet inside them, wriggling her painted toes. "You know how I say that joke never gets old, yeah it is." He voices his opinion as you could sense the playfulness in his high pitched voice.
The girl strode out of her open doorway with calculated steps as she feels the smooth wooden tiles beneath her slippers as the squeakiness resonate from the friction of her soles. "What is that sound."
"My shoes and first my jokes never get old, yu silly boy." You position the object under your ear and shoulder as it stays stil, listening to your friend babble nevertheless you amble around the puny kitchen area searching for your metal keys so you can exit your house to buy shoppings.
"Keep yourself safe."
"You're not nice." Her stomach rumbles loudly as she prayed Yu didn't hear over the phone as she quickly power walked over to her single key laid down on the polished granite table top as she swipes it hastily — continuing to walk toward to the pallor.
"Neither are you — anyways, how's it like there is cali... meet any celebs?"
"It's alright, nope. Only weirdos." You insert the key into the mini- hole as you twist it open as the tall oak door clicks as it stretches open to reveal the fresh breeze of October slamming your face as your body immediately shudders, thanking God you brought all your winter wear. The girl steps outside as she repeates the same action but this time closing her door as she extends her arm to aggressively push down the handle to double check if it was locked.
"Wait — I'm gonna use google maps to check where the shops are, I want to prove to my aunty that I'm actually an independent women." You state with a confident tone as Yu could heart the credence dripping on the sound of your soft voice whilst you began to stride forward as you stare at the two girls around your age conversing amongst each other with suitcases clasped in between their fingers as they dragged it along the pavement and bags lodged on their arms as you nod discreetly at them as they mirror your actions.
"Girl try not get lost or kidnapped, make sure to stay on call with me." The girl rotates her head to glance back at the girls as they near her apartment and she was guessing they were moving on some where.
"Yeah, yeah — Huh? Wait yu." You then pause your steps as you take a double take seeing them about to unlock your door as you quickly turn around and trudge towards them.
"Excuse me girls..that is my apartment, you must be confused." You speak up in a clear tone that was loud enough to hear as they both glance towards you as you three make eye contact.
The taller one departs her glossed lips to speak as you turn your weight to face her — Her pale peach skin gleams under the winter sky, as her long light blue hair
"We speak English and didn't your aunty tell you that we traveled for a church camp?" [Name] falls agape as she lifts her eyebrows up to her forehead, thinking back to when her aunty told her the information and how it made sense why there was stuff in the other room.
"Uh— So I might have forgot..." Her long arms flew over to rub the nape of her neck gently as she tilts her head to gawk over the balcony.
"What did you do?" The average height one speaks up who's had been quiet the whole time as you shake your head as a wave of laughter flew from your lips.
"Funny thing. I got them to unlock the doors and they probably left your sh— stuff anyways."
"I pray to God they do."
"It's okay, it's not your fault— we all make mistakes."
"Guys, let's talk about this later I gotta bounce to the super market.”
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