[dest0ryed]

Somewhere off to space, aka a new blog. If you see me, you see me, you don’t you don’t. Take care. <3

[dest0ryed]

comical gulp ... love u [comically pulling at my collar to let some air in]

[ gently fixes your collar and holds your hand before we look at you like this: ]

love u too

[dest0ryed]

[   *   LIGHT SLATE EYES ROLLING TO A SIDE ,  HELVETE SAYS   :   ❛   It’s not stealing if it was mine to begin with .   ❜   ]         — — — An amused snort falls while childlike curiosity runs through veins ,  soft gaze lingers on a bag the reborn hellfire bears .   A brow quirks .   ❝   And what - what is - what is even inside of it ,  if I may ask ?   ❞   (   Memory plays   :  Helvete faced an unfamiliar figure with the bag , standing as two times bigger than her .   Xe had only appeared by the commotion they were making to see her fist meeting their chin as an uppercut .   Already by then ,  they fainted ,  much to xyr wonder .   )

DESPITE WHAT THE GLITCH HAD WITNESSED ,   xe still makes an idea that involves playing with a fire to see how @enbrann​ will react to xem .   [   Xyr curiosity ,  a dangerous ,  cutting thing it can be .   ]    ❝   Okay ,  sooo ,  if what you just did is not stea- stealing , then . . .   T- th- this is stealing ,  right ?!   —   ❞   Xe ,  a mischief in the flesh ,  snatches the bag from Helvete and runs to the opposite direction .   Glitched giggles constantly leave from the wide grinning Unknown as xe is most certain Helvete will kick xyr ass to the oblivion ,  but   —   at least ,  with xem ,  this is all for the FUN pokes and jabs !

[kutakunaga]

Yancy 🥪

uhm...not treebark today, but I have more coming up soon!

Yancy my beloved 💖

[dpdl-deactivated20240730]

when margaret atwood said “i'm sorry there is so much pain in this story” and richard siken said “there is no other version of this story” and mary oliver said “you don’t want to hear the story of my life, and anyway, i don’t want to tell it”

[dest0ryed]

LIPS COME TO PRESS THEMSELVES FIRM AGAINST THE TEMPLE OF EUNHA .   And when his kiss comes to a stop ,  he doesn't part and instead rests his head against said temple .   Closing his eyes .   Enjoying this closeness that he used to hate .   To keep himself away from .   Thinking he was better off being so cold and bitter .   And yet he changed .   Just like that of the season .   Just like that of a heart beat becoming so much warmer .   With a sigh ,  Dong-sik backs away .   Eyes gazing ,  head tilting .  ❛   Eunha .   ❜   Peaceful in tone ,  hands coming to touch and to hold .

                                                   ❛   Eunha .   I missed you .   ❜

AND EUNHA DOES NOTICE THESE CHANGES IN DONGSIK .   How he gradually evolves from an eternal winter storm to the beginning of spring ,  all soft ,  so sweet .   [   Before ,  he could only know how to bleed .   Then ,  now ,  he blooms and lives .   ]   Xe would always watch him closely ,  try to come to understanding and caring for him ,  his once sharpest self .   (   Even when xe touched him and was met with ice ,  or as xe found the abyss looking back at xem ,  xe still found something in him that he could not ,  even acknowledge    :   A dead home that can be remade in the end  .   )   Constantly does the world tell Eunha to leave Dongsik alone ,  that he is a lost cause meant to forever wander in the infernal darkness as part of punishment .   Though ,  never once ,  xe thinks of turning away from him .   Xe only holds his hand .

SKY KISSED ,  STAR BLESSED ,   EUNHA LEANS INTO DONGSIK’S TOUCHES ,  gently sighing in utter relief accepting that this moment is real ,  as they both are in this delicate sunlight ,  embraced by serenity rarely experienced .   ❝   Dongsik ,   ❞   xe breathes out his name and xyr heart begins to sing with great devotion for him and every little parts of him ,  reborn ,  beloved .   ❝   Do you know how much I - I just - I just get so happy when you say my name ?   ❞    Eunha ,  galaxy .   (   And xe is always content to be his endless stars ,  being his light ,  anything to see him smile again and again and forever .   )     Xe giggles ,  eyes closed and teeth revealed through a grin ,  cherishing warmth that radiates from @sisterless​ as his head rests against xyr temple .   ❝   Dongsik ,   ❞   xe repeats the name again ,  more softly ,  after he said xyr own twice ,  watching him lean back and look at xem in most adoration .

EUNHA LOOKS BACK AT HIM AND SEES HOME ,  HOME ,  WELCOME HOME .    Xe holds the hands of xyr beautiful blossom​ back ,  feeling the tenderness that they both deserve to have and had then received at last .   ❝   I mi- missed you too ,  so much .   ❞   Xe kisses him on the lips ,  tasting honey and coffee and xe remembers   :   I would always wait for you .    Always have my hands out for you to take with your own ,  bloody or otherwise .   In my dreams and reality ,  constantly ,  the universe would tell me you were blue aches and buried bones ,  you were nothing to me .    That I should had let you fade and disappear ,  be abandoned and forgotten .   But never had I thought to let you go .  Never will I do so .   I will always hold your hand ,  in light or dark ,  reminding ourselves we are allowed to love and be loved again .

[neptunite]

“Why do you live?”

[rpclefairy]

𝟐𝟎𝟎 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 

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❛ close your eyes and hold out your hands. ❜ ❛ what are you smiling at? ❜ ❛ i can’t leave you alone for one minute, can i? ❜ ❛ was it you? did you do all this? ❜ ❛ i don’t know how you do this every day… ❜ ❛ that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you’ve just met. ❜ ❛ i’m not sorry. ❜ ❛ i did warn you not to trust me. ❜ ❛ do you remember anything? at all? ❜ ❛ you’re lucky you’re cute. ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me? ❜ ❛ did you hurt yourself? ❜ ❛ i could show you the way. ❜ ❛ i don’t feel so good. ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner. a very nice dinner. ❜ ❛ don’t go. please. ❜ ❛ you wanna know what your problem is? ❜ ❛ i’m here to drink alone. ❜ ❛ don’t run away from this. ❜ ❛ i’m just saying, murder is an option. ❜ ❛ i didn’t realize you were in so much pain. ❜ ❛ i guess it runs in the family, huh? ❜ ❛ you wouldn’t understand. ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot. i think we should just lay low and take it easy. ❜ ❛ dangerous to be out so late. ❜ ❛ i hope you haven’t been standing out in the cold this whole time. ❜ ❛ i made a mistake. ❜ ❛ am i not good enough? ❜ ❛ i’m going to get you out of here. ❜ ❛ why did you bring me here? ❜ ❛ aren’t we in a good mood today? ❜ ❛ don’t shut me out. please. ❜ ❛ the storm’s getting worse. ❜ ❛ i never meant to hurt you. ❜ ❛ you’re about as intimidating as a butterfly. ❜ ❛ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ❜ ❛ here, take this. you’ll catch a cold. ❜ ❛ this is the part where you leave. ❜ ❛ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ❜ ❛ you stepped on my foot! ❜ ❛ you’re not a very convincing liar. ❜ ❛ we’re in completely different leagues. ❜ ❛ how did you find me? ❜ ❛ i don’t need you anymore. ❜ ❛ rough day today? ❜ ❛ snap out of it! ❜ ❛ you look better in my clothes than i do. ❜ ❛ why are you still here? ❜ ❛ can i ask… what happened? ❜ ❛ are you saying you care about me? ❜ ❛ i won’t let anyone hurt you. ❜ ❛ it’s not stealing if it was mine to begin with. ❜ ❛ well, this is where i live. ❜ ❛ we’re not so different after all. ❜ ❛ how long have i been asleep? ❜ ❛ no more lies, no more secrets. ❜ ❛ can you forgive me? ❜ ❛ i thought you… i saw you get shot. ❜ ❛ why are you really here? ❜ ❛ i wish we never met. ❜ ❛ you look like you need a hug. ❜ ❛ would you run away with me? ❜ ❛ see? i’m not just a pretty face. ❜ ❛ we can stop them. i can help you. ❜ ❛ what now? i’m tired. ❜ ❛ i didn’t want you to see me like this. ❜ ❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜ ❛ if you tell me yours, i’ll tell you mine. ❜ ❛ are you threatening me? ❜ ❛ did you ever care about me? ❜ ❛ treat me like the princess that i am! ❜ ❛ i’m not leaving you. ❜ ❛ why did you come? ❜ ❛ i need your help… and you need mine. ❜ ❛ i wish i could hate you. ❜ ❛ i see you don’t recognize me. well, it was a long time ago. ❜ ❛ you’ve lost a lot of blood. ❜ ❛ i had my suspicions, but until now i wasn’t sure. ❜ ❛ there’s nothing left for me here. ❜ ❛ that is… literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. ❜ ❛ wait. i’ve heard that sound before. ❜ ❛ just try to hang on. ❜ ❛ so why’s it so important anyway? ❜ ❛ i’ll stay in tonight, thanks. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep going on like this. ❜ ❛ in about a minute, you’ll be sorry you didn’t listen to me. ❜ ❛ is this seat taken? sorry, it’s a bit crowded here. ❜ ❛ you can’t leave me here alone! ❜ ❛ i’ll believe it when i see it. ❜ ❛ why are you laughing? this is a very serious situation. ❜ ❛ i bought two. here. ❜ ❛ i’ve seen you before, walking by. ❜ ❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜ ❛ c'mon. aren’t you worried what might happen if we go? ❜ ❛ walk with me? ❜ ❛ it’s very rude to stare. ❜ ❛ how many times have i told you? you can’t visit me here. ❜ ❛ we can’t fix this. can we? ❜ ❛ are you going to kill me? ❜ ❛ it’s not like you can stop me. ❜ ❛ it’s not safe for people to see us together. ❜ ❛ take me with you. ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking. ❜ ❛ let them go. take me instead. ❜ ❛ what do you want in exchange for it? ❜ ❛ is being drunk an excuse? ❜ ❛ promise me you won’t overreact. ❜ ❛ how can i possibly trust you? after all you’ve done. ❜ ❛ how long have you been standing there? ❜ ❛ why did you wake me? ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings. ❜ ❛ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ❜ ❛ for some reason, i’m attracted to you. ❜ ❛ promise me? ❜ ❛ it’s nothing, i’m just tired. ❜ ❛ i feel safe with you. ❜ ❛ i don’t need your help. ❜ ❛ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. ❜ ❛ no way, i’m not doing that. ❜ ❛ i do care. ❜ ❛ you snore in your sleep. it’s adorable. ❜ ❛ i have a spare bed. ❜ ❛ you’re very kind. some day it’ll get you killed. ❜ ❛ you’ll always have a home with me. ❜ ❛ of course i care. you’re my family. ❜ ❛ you shouldn’t insult people that are bigger than you. ❜ ❛ i never wanted to hurt you. ❜ ❛ i swear it wasn’t me. ❜ ❛ we can just sit here, you don’t have to talk. ❜ ❛ did you miss me? ❜ ❛ this isn’t just about you. it’s about what’s best for all of us. ❜ ❛ you can never admit when you’re wrong! ❜ ❛ is this what you wanted? ❜ ❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜ ❛ sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now. ❜ ❛ the only time you talk to me is when you need something. ❜ ❛ i’m still learning. ❜ ❛ if you have something to say, spit it out. ❜ ❛ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ❜ ❛ i’m on your side. ❜ ❛ i risked my life for you! ❜ ❛ whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is no. ❜ ❛ you can stay with me. ❜ ❛ i just need time. ❜ ❛ please don’t do this, don’t act like you care. ❜ ❛ who the hell invited you? ❜ ❛ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ❜ ❛ i just wanted to say i’m sorry. ❜ ❛ think of it as a compliment. ❜ ❛ do you ever stop being so serious and dull? ❜ ❛ it’s rare to see your kind around here. ❜ ❛ you remember me. that’s good. ❜ ❛ you’re a terrible flirt you know. ❜ ❛ are you kidding me? we’re not ‘fine’! ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead. ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you. ❜ ❛ you’re not alone. i’m here. ❜ ❛ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ❜ ❛ knowledge is power. ❜ ❛ you scared me. ❜ ❛ well, what’s so strange about that? ❜ ❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜ ❛ i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you. ❜ ❛ just who do you think you are? ❜ ❛ you look… amazing. ❜ ❛ we’re safe, aren’t we? ❜ ❛ you know, i really hoped i’d never see this place again. ❜ ❛ don’t touch me. get away from me. ❜ ❛ i thought you’d like this. ❜ ❛ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❜ ❛ what’s that smug look for? you think you can do any better? ❜ ❛ who did you piss off this time? ❜ ❛ you should’ve thought about that before you got into a fight. ❜ ❛ i only wanted to help. ❜ ❛ you knew and you didn’t tell me? ❜ ❛ you don’t scare me. ❜ ❛ wow, look who remembered my existence. ❜ ❛ change isn’t easy. ❜ ❛ why did you help me? ❜ ❛ why do you hate me? ❜ ❛ i can’t even trust myself anymore. ❜ ❛ i was making sure you weren’t dead, since you never called. ❜ ❛ you look awful. what happened? ❜ ❛ are you here to kill me? ❜ ❛ you know you aren’t allowed in here, right? ❜ ❛ was that a friend of yours? ❜ ❛ two years later and you haven’t changed. ❜ ❛ you look like you just saw a ghost. ❜ ❛ nobody tells me what to do. ❜ ❛ you’re too scared to do it, aren’t you? ❜ ❛ come on. it can’t be that bad. ❜ ❛ i hope to repay your kindness someday. ❜ ❛ just let me do this for you. ❜ ❛ why were they coming after you? ❜ ❛ how many people have you killed? how many? ❜ ❛ how much do you value your life? ❜ ❛ you don’t know when to give up, do you? ❜ ❛ don’t lie to me. ❜ ❛ i’m not sober enough to talk about this. ❜ ❛ have a drink with me. ❜

[rotblut]

“I tried to show no emotions, but solely act with the expression in my eyes.” – LEE DO HYUN as Lee Eun Hyuk in SWEET HOME (2020, Netflix)

[mjalti]

sometimes im like “tone down the Self to fit in” and other times, the voice of God comes to me in a dream and says “I didn’t make you crazy for no reason”

[thequietone]

Hi, Captain.

[dest0ryed]

[   *   ON THE DEATH FIELD ,  FRESH CORPSES AND SICK OOZE EVERYWHERE ,  THEY SAY  :   ❛   There is no rhythm or clarity . . .   There is just chaos .   ❜   ]   — — —   Already catching the joke they had slipped into their words ,  the glitch laughs at the face of horror ,  sharp mirth tearing across its throat ,  wet and heavy from just consuming human flesh   /   a delightful meal carelessly made by them ,  their infernal cruelty    —     (  YES ,  THERE IS JUST YOU NOW ,   CHAOS AGENT .   )   It stands ,  leaves the body alone with spilled organs and open wounds ,  and stares at the being in childlike curiosity ,  wanting to learn so much more about them and their origin .

❝   And it - it is - it is BEAAAUUTIIFULLLL ,  no ?!   ❞   it grins asking them with strangest excitement ,  gesturing at their surroundings that are stained in blood red and ultra black .   Xyr vessel gli- gli- glitches ,  disappearing and repeating and disappearing a- an- and   —   it teleports by their side ,  analyzing and lightly poking their gas mask with a giggly boop  .    ❝   Quite delicious ,  too !   Not ev- every- everyday chaos gets to bring over some act- actual great meals !   ❞   In xyr other hand ,  the glitch bears a bone that has a bit of human flesh still ,  holding it up to them ,  this an offer  .   ❝   BONE appétit !   ❞   it laughs more with a hard pat given on the shoulder of @chaosorigins​   (   as the starry sky above shivers at its entropy   ) .

[glitchphotography]

The secret life of a speck (A04)

[mayclair]

on earth we’re briefly gorgeous, ocean vyoung / we are okay, nina lacour / @fairycosmos / how this ends, andrea gibson / the zahir, paulo coelho / alex hirsch

[dest0ryed]

[   *   THE DOCTOR TELLS THE UNKNOWN   :   ❛   You have kind eyes .   ❜   ]   — — —   And xe squints a few times ,  somehow taken aback by his compliment given to xem so casually ,  yet with most adoration .   In softness ,  xe laughs at xyr reaction and shyly glances up to the Doctor ,  properly admiring him ,  appreciating the lovely light browns with a small patch of blue present in the corner of his eyes .   (   Xyr own can change colours out of will or at occasional random ,  though they are usually seen as cyan and red ,  of holy sky and hellfire .   Xe does not often look at xemself ,  afraid of the chance xe will fall into believing xe is looking at anyone but xemself .  But he still makes xem feel seen ,  loved ,  and xe can never thank him enough for the tenderness xe rarely gives to xemself .   )   The Unknown places soft kisses on the Doctor’s eyelids and makes xyr last on forehead ,  smiling against his skin ,  and steps back with a giggle .   [   Out of affectionate for @undecimusor​​ ,  xyr eyes glow .   ]

❝   And you have kind eyes too . . .   Kind face and kind everything el- else !   ❞

[aridante]

the black saint & the sinner lady & the dead & the truth, morgan parker // the truth the dead know, anne sexton.

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