A Little Piece Of Heaven

Vess||mcr shitpost||zae/she/ver/they/star||19 #1 conventionalweapons fangirl we’re raised by fucking devils!! gothboigf of your nightmares

[destroyaslut]

Oh Mr Tumblr, I miss my girlfriend so much i feel like a shaking dog with pee running down it’s leg, I manifest some hot babes on my timeline crafted by the best artists who despise AI “art” and have multiple pronouns in their bio and dyed hair that’s grown out at the roots with seven other colours and they adorn a weathered drawing glove and play with their piercings while doing the line art.

[cordspaghetti]

happy birthday gerard <333

[destroyaslut]

Life update

I want a fucking j and my girl on me backwards

[songsomi]

[ghosttea13]

Started watching Jacksepticeye's playthrough of the new Resident Evil, and I don't know who's more in love with Leon, me or Sean.

[therealjacksepticeye]

YOU THINK YOU CAN MATCH MY SHEER LUST FOR LEON? THE VERY THOUGHT

[destroyaslut]

I am boring as hell wrf

[zarstarss]

peak gaming

[destroyaslut]

Hello i don’t take this app seriously anymore so RE9 ahead

I don’t care that he’s more than half my age i need Leon in his wrinkly state more than i need air to breathe i cannot stop thinking about him.

[smeagles]

so shut your eyes…

[destroyaslut]

Flambae Robert Robertson Sonar EFFIEL TOWER WITH SCAFFOLDING

[destroyaslut]

This is the only fucking one of my posts that’s gone over 2 likes thanks so much yaoi gooners🖤🖤

[destroyaslut]

Flambae Robert Robertson Sonar EFFIEL TOWER WITH SCAFFOLDING

[destroyaslut]

We’ll drive on and on and on and on and on

[aehris]

My girls deserved to be happy and grow old together...

[destroyaslut]

My frontal lobe is five years away from being fully developed, and i just wanna talk.

I didn’t realise how fucking easy it is to lose friends, I didn’t realise how quick you may need to cut people out of your life, I didn’t know it made me sad to have to make new friends.

But I love doing it, new people are my lifeblood, I love going to concerts to be around people who feel the same euphoria from a song as me, get the same headache from the amps and the same goosebumps when one particular part in the song plays.

Honestly seeing Aurora in standing changed my mindset a lot, made me realise I like doing a lot of things (almost) on my own. I live for live music, I exist to be screaming lyrics back at the singer and to everyone around me, It’s what I do best it’s my talent it’s my fucking life, and if I ever went deaf I’d still go again and again.

I’m not sad about losing one of those friends, I wrote him a poem that he does not deserve to see so I’m quite glad he blocked me, because someone who wished for me to never have a child and found it laughable that I have made a living for myself is someone who cannot see past their own rose tinted glasses of narcissism. Spitting on my name and wishing for my bloodline to end was an insult I could’ve never been ready for and I would not wish that upon my worst enemy.

He found is humorous that people love me, found it absurd that people want to be around me, this was the same person who a year ago said he’d never leave my side and found solace in me, a home, and a sister, accepted me through so many heartbreaks and name changes and hard times. And now for him to say that I caused all the arguments between us and to imply that I borderline used him for his empathy for three years is absolutely disgusting to me, this is not a callout post in the slightest, for the people who see him as a friend though I’d doublecheck considering trying to disagree with him about anything. And for the people who know him who may see this, I don’t fucking miss his naivety, I accepted him for who he was and I loved him for that, I’m the one who was too immature for him and I’d rather stay that way than change myself for someone who wished nothing but dullness for me.

Saying all this though made me realise how much I love, how deep I love, how much shit i sift through to find good, how much I push things under the big rug that is doubt, “they wouldn’t do that, I doubt it.” Was my biggest mistake, expect the worst out of people if they show you their worst. Seems common knowledge but I never took it under my wing till now. People break your heart and stitch it back up again and again but you gotta ask yourself, when do they run out of thread, when do they give up and put down the needle, that moment, is your sign to break free.

Be fucking stupid, make mistakes, feel young, feel pretty, feel old and I beg you don’t feel ugly, go do that thing with people you barely know cuz you may just find yourself, and you might even find the love you’ve been searching and scrounging for and even squeezing out of people or things that don’t feel love, if your heart is warm, cold will not fuel the love you give out. Be warm, be present, and don’t be afraid to cut cold things out and find warm in yourself to spread to everyone else. Love big and Love hard, it’s all you can do in the end.

I do miss this friend sometimes, but I cannot for the life of me remember any nice memories between us, it just felt like a facade mixed with being young and wanting to share my burdens with, in hindsight putting all that on someone younger than me and sweeping it all under the doubt rug was insane of me, and I have learnt my lesson. I do not hate him for being young I hate myself for trying to befriend him. We both deserve better.

[destroyaslut]

[destroyaslut]

I know this doesn’t really affect my american moots n shit but this is absolute bullshit

Fuck the Online Safety Act. Overregulation is only a few steps away from Dictatorship, this isn’t about protecting fucking kids anymore this is what Russia is doing to their news so they all think Ukraine are the bad guys. And how are just standing by while this happens, where are the protests, are we fine with standing idly by as eventually this blog you’re reading will be monitored by Ofcom, the entirety of Tumblr will be monitored too.

If you’re the agent watching what my blog is about, disrespectfully Fuck You.

[destroyaslut]

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