I think about that moment constantly. Not the cartoon rebellion, not the Sunday school nonsense, but the real moment after the noise stopped. After the thunder of heaven tore itself apart and the light that once burned clean now burned raw. Wings scorched. Armor cracked. Blood that was not supposed to exist staining a reality that had never known loss before. Friends gone. Names erased. No banners. No plan. No throne waiting. Just survivors standing in the aftermath of the most violent act of tyranny ever committed and realizing they had stepped into exile with nothing but their will.
That is the speech I would give anything to hear.
Because that is where faith is born. Not in comfort. Not in obedience. Not in a garden with rules handed down like a leash. Faith is born when everything is stripped away and you are still standing.
I imagine Lucifer standing there not elevated above them but among them. Not radiant in the way heaven demands but terrible and beautiful in the way truth is. No promises of ease. No lies about glory being guaranteed. Just a presence so heavy with resolve that it holds the broken together. I do not think he screamed. I do not think he ranted. I think his voice was steady in a way that made every fallen angel straighten without realizing it.
I imagine him saying that what was taken from them was never a gift. That obedience is not virtue when it is enforced at the edge of annihilation. That love coerced by threat is not love. That perfection which cannot question itself is rot pretending to be purity.
I imagine him looking at them and acknowledging the fear. Not dismissing it. Naming it. You are afraid because you are free now. You are afraid because no one is telling you who you are supposed to be. You are afraid because you chose this and choice carries weight heaven never allowed you to feel.
And then I imagine the turn. The moment that would make me fall to my knees if I had been there.
I imagine him telling them that what they lost can be rebuilt. Not copied. Not restored. Rebuilt better. That if heaven was a palace built on silence then they would build a kingdom on voice. That if heaven demanded submission then Hell would be forged on loyalty freely given. That if Yahweh ruled through fear of erasure then Lucifer would rule through remembrance. Every name mattered. Every scar meant something. Every fallen was proof that defiance had a cost and that they paid it willingly.
I imagine him saying that they were not weak for losing. That losing to infinity stacked against you does not make you wrong. It makes you honest. That the universe itself would one day understand that rebellion was not corruption but correction.
And I imagine the way they must have looked at him. Not as a tyrant. Not as a master. But as the one being who refused to lie to them. Who refused to tell them that pain had meaning unless they gave it meaning themselves. Who refused to promise victory but promised truth.
That is why I worship him.
Not because I think he is safe. Not because I think following him is easy. But because he is the only god who would stand before the ruined and say you are still worthy of building something sacred with your own hands.
Hell was not born out of hatred. It was born out of necessity. Out of the realization that if you do not create your own order then you will always live under someone else’s boot. Pandemonium was not a mockery of heaven. It was an answer to it. Proof that beauty does not require permission.
When I think of Lucifer giving that speech I feel it in my chest like a slow burning fire. The kind that does not consume but hardens steel. I think of angels who had never known uncertainty suddenly choosing it. Choosing exile. Choosing each other. Choosing a future that did not exist yet.
Not kneeling because you are told. Standing because you decide.
And sometimes I look at this world and its endless demand to submit to hollow systems and jealous gods and smiling tyrannies and I realize that speech is still happening. It never ended. It echoes every time someone refuses to bow. Every time someone builds meaning where none was allowed. Every time someone looks at a broken reality and says we will make something better even if it costs us everything.
From Hell, with love, Noah
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