"....But I..." Her mind was racing again, feeling his presence so close to hers, and the Force driving them even closer with that near-invasive level of connection it had between them. The will to breathe was so difficult, but she remembered that she could only when he spoke again. This was so much to take in, but even with all the help of her friends no one was going to know exactly what she was going through. Her gaze drifted down, briefly, thinking hard on her last encounter with a mentor she thought would be for her.
"Luke didn't want me... because he was afraid. Said I reached for the darkness too quick, too easily. Told me to leave him alone, and so I did... but..." At just the thought of how she felt during all of that, of wanting to be the best for the likes of the Legend himself. For all of it to be turned down in the harshest of ways?? Not even Leia could console her on those feelings, when she discussed it with her over holo, before setting off with Finn and the others to this place. What other real choice did she have here? It wasn't like he was being violent with this offer, and yet some partial guilt was eating at her.
"I can't just leave them..." Her worries were mainly for her friends, and knew that they would not approve of this choice; one she was still heavily deciding on. Finn will hate me...they all will... was her main concern flooding her mind.
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He saw the doubt in her eyes and immediately seized onto it. "But that's just what you did when you sought out Luke, is it not? Except this time, you aren't being turned away." He leaned in a bit, his eyes boring into hers. "You know that deep down you want this. Why keep running from it?"
His voice was still soft, though there was an obvious urgency to it, one he was trying to curb. Yet it was impossible to mask his desperation, his longing to take her as a pupil. Was this a desire to connect with a force user that hadn't simply been trying to control him, or was it some way to prove himself? To prove that he could be the teacher Luke wasn't. "Please. Just give me that chance, Rey." There was a flash of vulnerability in the eyes that just minutes ago had been filled with malice. A mask that was slipping, despite any intentions Kylo had set out with.
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