broken

nothing good ever stays with me

[kosmogrl]

[bpderanged]

I identify as family disappointment.

[bpderanged]

A part of me still wishes this were all just a dream, and that one day I'd wake up and be okay for the first time in forever.

[feeling-likeastranger]

I’m not healing, I’m just getting better at pretending it doesn’t hurt.

[borderlyx]

It's like living a life where I know 100% I'm gonna kill myself soon

[hazyhhh]

[lost-ang3l]

𝒯𝒽ℯ𝓎 𝑔𝒶𝓋ℯ 𝓂ℯ 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓂ℯ𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝓅𝓇ℴ𝒷𝓁ℯ𝓂𝓈 𝒾 𝒽𝒶𝓋ℯ 𝓉ℴ𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌ℴ𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀ℯ 𝒶𝒸𝒸ℴ𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒶𝒷𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓎．𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓎 𝓃ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇 𝓈𝒽ℴ𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋ℯ 𝓅𝓇ℴ𝒸𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓉ℯ𝒹．𝒾 𝓈𝒽ℴ𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃𝓉 𝒷ℯ 𝒽ℯ𝓇ℯ． 𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝒸𝒸𝒾𝒹ℯ𝓃𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓌𝒶𝓎．

[vaniilabeans]

2019 will always be 1 year ago

[feeling-likeastranger]

I don’t want to die. I just want everything to stop for a while.

The thoughts. The guilt. The noise.

[obscurix]

i want to be someone good so bad. but i’m not. i’m angry and violent. bad bad dog.

[mournfulroses]

Sarah Manguso, from her book titled "Ongoingness: The End of a Diary," published in 2015

[a-hospital--for-souls]

They say it gets better, but I have been hearing this since I was 12.

[feeling-likeastranger]

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

[obscurix]

unfortunately i’m going insane again.

[cyssmcmc]

I hate being alive I hate this I don't understand what I did wrong

[nofuckingideawho]

anyone else feeling constant dread at the thought of tomorrow or is it just me

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