♡ villainess ♡

Ex celebrity from the black and white days, and probably one of the last adults on Tumblr. I am made of magic, strong opinions, and alcohol. I am happiest a streak of energy, when my feet don't touch the ground. TW: ED, alcoholism, SH, substance abuse, and bulimic extraordinaire. Stats because I never left 2009. 5'9" HW: 198 LW: 105 CW: 116 'FOR UR SAFETY AND THE PROTECTION AROUND U, DONT DO NONE OF THIS AT HOME' - Loiter Squad

[punchyleaf]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I want to get lost in you, disappear; I want your body to swallow me up,”

— Dacia Maraini, tr. by Tim Vode, from “Dreams of Clytemnestra,” wr. c. 1994

[desukvltchan]

...crush me

[desukvltchan]

I'm angry at you for wasting my time. I'm angrier at the fact that I could have done better. I'm angry that I wasted 3 YEARS of my life on you. I am alone. I have been single for a long time. I crave security. I crave affection. I crave praise. I have nothing. You make me feel less than nothing every fucking day. Fuck you. Our entire relationship is a lie you tell yours to feel better. I hate you. Go inflict your enormous ego on someone else.

[thebootydiaries]

every night after 10pm my feelings start crawling out, starved, as i beat them with a moderately large stick vigorously hissing “stay back” until i inevitably fall asleep

[geyashvecova]

Art G.Shvecova (Design graphics - Pastel Series - Glow Pastel Stars_020418)

[erezkaan]

[risingphoenixpress-deactivated2]

I WANTED TO BE LOVED SO DESPERATELY THAT MY FINGERS SHOOK WITH IT I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL BUT I COULD BE

Emily Palermo, What I Could Never Confess Without Some Bravado, published in Rising Phoenix Review (via mythaelogy)

[windowgaze-blog]

[girlgoblin-deactivated20200924]

I want you to burn this Judas of a body. I don’t want to be buried. I’ve spent enough time lying down. Burn it.

Frida (2012)

[desukvltchan]

Didn’t even hear me out, but if you want to jump to conclusions go the fuck ahead. NO, of course I don’t want to eat it. But I would if I had your support. But I don’t, you’d rather be mad. I have no reason anymore. If this is how it is going to be, I want to go back more than I want you.

[eggdropsoupe-deactivated2016050]

[gentle-fluidity]

U ever look at someone and just think man I want to treat you like no one else has

[desukvltchan]

I’m trying. The other side of this is they won’t even notice. I never dreamt I’d end up this unappreciated.

[inspiring-pictures]

Dear Mom, thanks for this beautiful life and forgive me if I don’t love it enough.

(via s-ensitivus)

[oldaccount-beautifulcellardoor]

[youarethebloodiinmyveinss]

[desukvltchan]

Other hit harder because your the only person I have left. I traded my family for you. I traded my family for you and you treat me like this. Don't fucking touch me.

[gaydicks420-deactivated20150829]

me: *has A Single Emotion*

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