James Dean: The Shooting Star of Hollywood.

"If a man can bridge the gap between life and death, if he can live on after he's dead, then maybe he was a great man." James Dean.

[desydesi]

To Not forget. I miss Yuuki. Damn.

[desydesi]

It’s never easy to walk away....

[desydesi]

New video online guys!!!

I don’t know if u know this anime/manga “Domestic Girlfriend” but it’s very cute and I loved it from the beginning and it’s rare that this happens to me sooo I made a video. Yeah. Again. It was really long time (#given) i didn’t make one and today I decided to involve myself in this. Here the link https://youtu.be/6ZCTbRzRtPs

Let me know that do u think!!!

[desydesi]

Is there some otakus? Dm me and we can talk also on Instagram. All my friends don’t like anime/manga lol Please don’t live me alone >.<

[desydesi]

Hi Allll! Today I’d like to talk about “Domestic girlfriend”.

I’m so grateful to have discovered this manga/anime.

I’m a huge fan of it!

Anyway I’d like to say that it’s rare that I’m so curious, anxious about a manga. I don’t know why I immediately felt connected with Hina and his love for Natsuo. I mean Hina was selfless, watched always for the sake of Natsuo, of the family! I feel so bad knowing this love can’t find its place in the world. I know that Natsuo suffered a lot but from the beginning he was always confused by the two sister meanwhile Hina always loved him. Rui was always a foot ahead her and didn’t think and didn’t act for the sake of the family. I mean I hope that hina could have what she need and she truly deserve (For me Natsuo). When they are together I feel so well and finally I think “this time he will choose her”.

Now with the last chapter I don’t know what to think...

I hoped that that person would be Hina but... After the chef boy said that... who knows???

I hope that Natsuo act for Rui only because he can’t erase the past and he helps Rui also because she is his sister! But he understand that what he wanted was always there, I mean hina.

I mean if he truly loved her he can’t give up just like the same Hina!!!

It’s a difficult choice but real love is one.

[mainlymangaiguess]

Just to be clear… I love Miyusawa.

Not only in their ability as a battery and how they bring out the best in each other but I also:

… love them just standing next to each other:

… sitting next to each other:

I love their bickering:

I love it when they’re being goofballs:

I love it when they give each other the smirk:

I love them just staring silently at each other:

… as well as their silent communication:

… or just simply when noticing each other from afar:

I even love it when they’re dissing each other:

Not to mention those moments when they look completely enamored by the other:

Simply put: I love them.

ALOT!

[desydesi]

IM DEAD INSIDE.

Bye. 👋🏻

[desydesi]

Today post is about this great man. James Dean.

I seriously start this blog talking about him and doing research about him and his past life.

I was loved Marilyn Monroe but this actor was for me Unknown.

I discovered him for the movie about his life with James Franco and I felt in love. Immediately. I felt a connection. I needed to know more about him.

At that time I couldn’t believe I had the possibility to find lots of info... All thanks internet too!

I read that he was only child in his family and his mum died very soon. He was very attached to his mum. The relation with his father was different, I can’t doubt that he didn’t love Jimmy but he can’t express in the right way! He was a bit cold and didn’t like art. Jimmy’s mum loved all these stuff and Jimmy was in his world when he had to act a poem.

From the beginning he did all the necessary to become what we remember today. He did lots of sacrifices. He was “alone”. But a day the opportunity arrived. After long time di ally he could have the chance to show to the world his capacities and his love for art. He was a great actor and he needed to show it. I speak about his first movie: “East of Eden.” All that started.

He gained the part against Paul Newman. I mean... That part was a perfect portrait of his life too. He was lucky? I don’t know... his life was also suffering and that movie was like to live again certain emotions...

At the same time he met a special person. I speak about his true LOVE. The love that he missed from long time. The love of Anna Maria Pierageli. He truly loved her. I correct both of them truly loved each other. I think that they understood what “soul mate” meaned. They wanted each other and live together.

Pierangeli was an Italian actress and she was also at the beginning of her career. So pure and innocent. With Jimmy her soul was complete.

But it wasn’t all red and flowers... Pierangeli wanted to marry Jimmy cuz her family was catholic an her mother pressed her too. Jimmy wanted to stay with her but wanted to wait for the marriage, but not because he didn’t love her. I think that for James love someone after his mum was something special and he had fear that all that could disappear too. Love for him wasn’t marriage. For this thing they had different point of views and this will be the principal cause of thei break up.

I can remember the pain I felt inside me when I read I letter written by Jimmy to his father... He felt lost without Pier and he felt like he was about to lose her definitely. In fact that happen when he returned to New York. And that was the begging of the rupture.

Pierangeli after a bit married Vic Damone and Italian singer famous at that time. Finally she had a family. But she lost her LOVE to have this “perfect family”. I can imagine how she felted at that time... Confused, loved, ungry...

After that Jimmy continue his job and to gain success. But at the same time his love and passion for cars increased. I don’t know if this a good for him...

In 1955 he lost his life in a car accident where HE WAS RIGHT! The person who crush him with his car was wrong.

By the way his death was unexpected. Seriously. A piece of ART was gone. FOR EVER. I feel that we all lost something special.

James Dean was a pure soul. He wasn’t a rebel in the way he was thought. He was certainly representative of the era he was living in but he wasn’t a bad boy. His soul was kind and precious. He needed love and attention. He had a big heart and that could help this world. Pierangeli also said that “he wanted her to love him unconditionally (...) loving Jimmy was something that could empty a person.”

I felt very close to his behaviour and life style. He wasn’t for all. He needed to be understood. He was “simple” in his complexity. He was genuine. And for me was an inspiration cuz living in this mad and bad world isn’t easy for whom have a sensible heart.

Jimmy and Marilyn for me were important, foundamental. Thanks to them I became what I am. I’m grateful for this.

I hope that all the new generation could appreciate them too. These are the example they should take. World deserve a return to the past values.

Love Desirée.

[desydesi]

Whaaaaat?!?

1000 views in one week

Oh my gosh, I don’t believe it! I’m so happy cuz It was my first video about Yuuki And Mafuyu!

My heart is blessed... Really!

After exams I will continue to do other videos.

Watch it if u never do it! https://youtu.be/EryKjGI0Oxk

Bye I’m so unhappy that Given has come to and end... But I’m sure that there will be a second season! ❤️🙏🏻

[desydesi]

Guyssss! Finally the video of them with their song is out! Hope that u will enjoy it!

I’m so happy...

This song make me feel grateful

What do u think?

Let me know, I’m curious!!!

[desydesi]

I did another video about them...

But I will publish it tomorrow because it’s a surprise.

I’m so excited guys!!!

I cna say only that I literally cry 😭

Meanwhile hope you can enjoy this one.

Kisses

[shinymixedbag]

(This is gonna trigger a lot of people. But—>)

chapter 19, page 27

=.= I’m guessing, YEAH.

Keep reading

[desydesi]

After this... I could accept the fact that he break up with Ugetsu?!?

His tears, his angry... NO, I can’t. Sorry Haru.

[simply-red-queen]

Now that we’ve seen how the relationship between Mafuyu and Yuuki played out, it’s a lot easier to understand Mafuyu himself. The first time they meet, in my opinion, is the key to understand everything that comes next. Mafuyu was a quiet child, who didn’t really interact with anyone. When Yuuki meets him, he’s curious as to why Mafuyu is like that. His answer is heartbreaking: his father hits him every time he talks. Yuuki’s answer to that is really important: a real father isn’t supposed to do that. In the flashbacks in episode 9, we see Mafuyu’s father getting arrested. The way I see it, one of two things happened: Yuuki’s words encouraged Mafuyu to tell someone or Yuuki himself told someone which lead to the scene we see. Whatever the case, Mafuyu is free of his father’s abuse and it’s all thanks to Yuuki. Yuuki was his salvation, like an angel that came into his life. 

For the next few years, they would get closer and closer and eventually start dating. Everything went great until they went to different schools and, more importantly, until Yuuki started a band with Hiiragi and Yagi. At that point, Mafuyu started to feel left out. Not in a jealous “you’re not spending enough time with me” way, but in a “I want to be a part of that band too, why won’t you ask me to join it? Why are you leaving me out of your life” way. When Mafuyu hummed that song, what he really wanted, was for Yuuki to ask him about it, to suggest that they develop it together (as someone else would later do, but I’ll get to that in a minute). As Hiiragi points out, Yuuki wanted to write that song for Mafuyu, but Mafuyu wanted to write it with Yuuki. That was the source of their conflict and I assume that’s what their fight was about. Mafuyu saw it as Yuuki leaving him out of his life, while Yuuki saw it as a romantic surprise to the boy he loved. Mafuyu isn’t very good at expressing his feelings (and he says so a few times), which lead to a huge misunderstanding that would end in tragedy. We don’t know exactly what they say during that fight, but we know it ended with Mafuyu saying “Would you die for me, then?”. And when Yuuki did, Mafuyu’s heart broke, along with the string in Yuuki’s guitar (the parallel between the guitar strings and Mafuyu’s heart is explicitly pointed out to us in episode 9). He’s wrecked with guilt for leading his boyfriend to his death (in his mind, I don’t actually think he should be blamed for it) and carries his guitar around as a painful reminder.

That’s where Uenoyama comes in. He comes into Mafuyu’s life unexpectedly and what’s the first thing he does? Fixes his guitar (which is a metaphor for fixing his heart). And when Mafuyu asks him to teach him how to play it, Uenoyama is a bit hesitant, but eventually agrees to do it. In fact he goes beyond that: he helps him maintain it and buy accessories. And when Mafuyu sings, Uenoyama immediately asks him to join his band. And he then starts composing music while Mafuyu is in charge of writing lyrics. He’s doing all the things Mafuyu wanted Yuuki to do: let him into that part of his life. Mafuyu starts falling in love because he sees just how patient, dedicated and kind Uenoyama is. And it’s not just Uenoyama, actually: Haruki and Akihiko are also quick to welcome him to the band. The three of them keep encouraging him to write the song, assuring him that he can do it and Akihiko even suggests that it would be a great way to let his feelings out. So, when the day of the big concert comes out and the lyrics aren’t ready, Uenoyama gets impatient and says all the wrong things. All of a sudden, it’s as if Mafuyu is talking to Yuuki all over again. So much so, that the string in his guitar breaks once more. But, as Haruki says, when a string breaks, you have to fix it. And, once again, Uenoyama fixes it. That’s what encourages Mafuyu to sing. In that song, he lets out all the feelings he has been keeping inside, all the heartbreak and regret. And when the song is over, he looks at Uenoyama with new eyes. He can finally start to heal. Yuuki saved him once and Uenoyama saved him a second time.

I should also note the meaning of their names. “Fuyu” means winter. Yuuki means snow. “Ka” (as in Ritsuka) means summer. Mafuyu himself points out that his relationship with Yuuki was a winter story, while his relationship with Uenoyama is a summer story. He is the one who will bring the light and warmth into his life.

I will end by saying this: Uenoyama understands what Mafuyu needs better than Yuuki. And he knows how to give him what he needs and how not to let their fights linger long enough for one of them to do something foolish. In that sense, I think their relationship might actually become healthier. We’ll see how it plays out.

I’ve been trying to write everything I wanted to say about episode 9 since yesterday. I hope I succeeded and that this post makes sense to those reading it.

[desydesi]

NOTHING TO ADD.

[desydesi]

Guys finally a new video!

This time I found the song!

This song is the choise.

Their song is the best.

Do u wanna to see the rest of the video?

What do u think?

Should I post it?

>.< let me knooooow

Love you guys

[desydesi]

I need to talk about Given with someone

After this 9 ep I m out of control

Help me!

I have so much pain how can be possible?!?

I want that Sato could go ahead with his life but at the same time I have fear that he could forget his love for Yuuki.

Plus I’d like to see more scenes about the past life of sato and yuuki.

[desydesi]

Guys I want to do more videos about yuuki and sato but I’d like to put the right song!

Could u help me?

I want that all is perfect with them! >.<

Thanks a lot.

[desydesi]

GUYS I JUST CANT

Help me breath

Oh my God

I CAAAANNTT

I mean I can feel his heart broken.

Now mine too.

I think that in these scenes anime is the best.

Really THE BEST.

Have u heard his pain when he thought:”I miss u.” ?!?!?!?!??!

💔

[desydesi]

🙈❤️🙈