Filled with Determination

Indie Pre-Death!Chara Roleplay/Ask Blog -Semi selective -Read rules and about before interacting -Sideblog, so I can't follow back! ("Main" blog is taintedfrisk)

[taintedfrisk-blog]

((So im gonna be on a bit of hiatus. Havent had motivation for any of my blogs lately :/ sorry))

[asrielobsessed-blog]

Asriel’s lip began to quiver some as he heard the sheer disbelief and minor annoyance in their siblings voice, causing him to grip his ear a bit. He had to. He had to tell him what had happened in this timeline. What would happen across so many of the timelines. As much as he didn’t want to, it was the only way without completely lying to his sibling and even that wouldn’t make any sense.

“Chara, I know this is going to sound weird but….I’m…….I’m not the Asriel you know. I’m not the same one. I don’t know how you got here but it must have been when you entered the Ruins, or somewhere close because you didn’t notice….you didn’t notice the Underground is empty now.”

He faced them tearing up and trying not to let himself start to cry, even a bit “The golden flowers have been here for years, thanks to us. I know this must be really, really confusing to you but…I-I’ll try to answer any question you have the best I can.”

[determinedchara-blog]

Chara was silent, listening to what their brother had to say to them. As they listened, their foot tapped lightly against the ground, though they were careful not to step on any of the flower’s petals. And, while the monster was talking, Chara didn’t glance up at him-- Not until he had finished, and it was their turn to speak up. 

Slowly, Chara finally looked up, their eyes meeting with Asriel’s-- And, almost instantly, they felt a small pang of guilt, noticing the tears starting to swell up in the monster’s eyes. They were, obviously, slightly put off by what their brother had said... But, nonetheless, they kept a calm demeanor to them. 

There was a short moment of silence, before Chara finally spoke up after thinking of their response. 

“... So... you’re not the Asriel that I saw this morning...” It wasn’t really a question, but more of a statement to themselves. There was another short pause, before they continued. “... And, if they’ve been here for years, like you say... Then what did y- we...? What did we do? If the Underground is empty, to you at least, what led to the barrier breaking...?” They went silent for a moment, before their eyes lit up the slightest bit when a thought popped into their head. “Did we manage to break it somehow?”

[asrielobsessed-blog]

Asriel gulped and showed off his own nervous habit as Chara recalled the last thing they did, holding one of his ears with a single paw and lightly rubbing it with the other, holding it near to his face.

‘Oh dear….’ he thought, feeling bad for this Chara ‘he’s from before our plan…..I don’t think I can possibly tell him what’s going on but….he can already tell something is up…he’s tugging at his sleeves’ Asriel cleared his throat looking at the flowers and taking a deep breath “Oh well….they’ve been common throughout the whole Underground for a good few years now….and Mom and Dad were right….they didn’t use to grow down here whatsoever…”

Asriel took a very hesitant pause, a single sweatdrop doing down from his forehead….he found himself seemingly unable to finish what he was going to say

[determinedchara-blog]

Chara was silent, watching Asriel tug at his ear... It was obvious that, for whatever reason, their brother was extremely nervous about something. However, their eyes simply widened a bit as he explained that the flowers had been a common sight around the Underground for quite a few years now... That wasn't true--

Ever since their fall, Chara had never seen any of these golden flowers anywhere in the Underground. These were the exact same kind of flower that grew in their village-- The flowers that they spent so much of their time tending to. 

“... Asriel...- They don’t grow down here-- These are the first Golden Flowers that I’ve seen in years. They don’t grow ‘everywhere’!” Almost instantly, the human froze up just the slightest bit. They hadn’t meant to raise their voice-- They redirect their gaze to the ground beneath them, letting out a sigh. 

“... Sorry...- But, seriously, Asriel..? These flowers have never grown anywhere Underground, that I’ve seen... This is the very first time that I’ve ever seen them here.”

[cittamemes]

In Depth Headcanon Prompts;

☠ : Are there any recent/daily thoughts they have about death or dying? ☯ : Do they believe for every darkness there is a lightness? If not, why? ♥ : Name one thing about the way their emotions work that they despise. ☆ : Would they ever wish upon a falling star? If so, what would they wish? ☁ : Describe how they would spend a stormy, overcast/rainy day. ☂ : Storms or clear skies? εжз : What about nature do they find calming? What about nature do they find disagreeable? ☎ : List three or more people they would call out for during an emergency. ☛ : What is their typical response to being given orders? ☢ : Describe a thought or dream that would cause them to have a mental meltdown. ✄ : Are there any reasons why they would ever think of self-harm? If so, what are they? ❤ : Describe a physical action that shows complete trust. ❥ : Describe a verbal way they would express complete trust. ✗ : Explain how they portray feelings of hostility or dislike. ⊗ : What is something that causes them to question themself? ☾ : On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing? ☤ : Is there anything about their health they are continuously on edge about? Something they disregard? ✓ : Name at least two people who can trust them with their life. ❣: Describe a way that will earn affection (whether platonic or romantic) from them. ✖ : Describe a way to make them uneasy or apprehensive. ♆ : Are they prone to violent outbursts or thoughts? ✏ : What are their creative outlets? ✉ : Do they tend to rely on words or actions more? ♡ : Is there a certain scent that brings about nostalgia? If so, describe a memory this scent brings back. ۞: Are there any inner demons they can never seem to get rid of? What are they?

[asrielobsessed-blog]

Asriel felt a bit sleepy…he hadn’t been able to fall asleep and his old music box was being stubborn….oh well. He hadn’t lost a huge amount of his rest but he was feeling it a bit now, as he sat there and used the watering can his mother had used when she used to come here every day to see if a human had fallen from the top of Mt. Ebott

He let his eyes stay closed a moment as he kneeled next to the patch of golden flowers, glistening from their fresh watering. His eyes shot open as he heard a familiar voice and he turned his head

“Ch….Chara? Is that you?!”

[determinedchara-blog]

Chara stared for a moment, completely baffled. Not due to the fact that Asriel was there– It was completey possible that he had, somehow, gotten there ahead of them… Not that it would have been very likely, since they were sure that he had been at home with Mom and Dad when they left to come here…- But, like I said, that wasn’t what had them so baffled. 

No, what had the human so shocked was, most definitely, the golden flowers that were growing around the area… Those, usually, didn’t grow down here… 

Chara was silent for a moment, trying to think of how to respond… Before, finally, they spoke up. Quite obviously, in response to Asriel’s rather… odd question, at least in their eyes, they nodded as well. 

“… Of course it’s me!” They stated, crossing their arms before running over– Stopping just at the edge of the bed of flowers. “… I think the real question is… Since when were these here? I thought Mom and Dad said that they didn’t grow anywhere Underground…-”

[asrielobsessed-blog]

Asriel stared at Chara in some disbelief…true this world’s timelines had the consistency of jello, but this Chara seemed….different. They didn’t seem at all like the Chara they knew, and it felt like they hadn’t experienced a full timeline yet. He rubbed his eyes some just to make sure he wasn’t hallucinating from sleep deprivation or something like that!

He stoop up as Chara came over and stared over the golden flowers, clearing his throat and speaking a bit nervously “Chara…wh-what’s the last thing you remember doing with me?”

[determinedchara-blog]

Chara was completely silent for a moment, watching Asriel stand up from the bed of flowers… Had he really not answered their question…? Oh well. It wasn’t really that big a deal. They could wait a bit for their answer… It wasn’t like it would kill the to wait a bit.

Of course, there was still something that really bothered them… And that was how Asriel was acting. He was acting… Weird, to say the least… He should know what the last thing they did together was! It hadn’t been THAT long ago– They had, last, been messing around with each other earlier in the day.

Though, all sanity questioning aside, Chara simply shrugged before answering Asriel’s question. “What’s the last thing I remember the two of us doing…? You should know the answer to that, at least, Asriel! We were messing around outside, and then Mom called the both of us in for something– And, after that, us when I left to come here!” They seemed rather nonchalant about their answer, as if there was nothing out of the ordinary going on. However, their slight nervousness was made obvious by the fact that they were, habitually, tugging at the sleeves of their sweater.

[asrielobsessed-blog]

Asriel felt a bit sleepy…he hadn’t been able to fall asleep and his old music box was being stubborn….oh well. He hadn’t lost a huge amount of his rest but he was feeling it a bit now, as he sat there and used the watering can his mother had used when she used to come here every day to see if a human had fallen from the top of Mt. Ebott

He let his eyes stay closed a moment as he kneeled next to the patch of golden flowers, glistening from their fresh watering. His eyes shot open as he heard a familiar voice and he turned his head

“Ch….Chara? Is that you?!”

[determinedchara-blog]

Chara stared for a moment, completely baffled. Not due to the fact that Asriel was there– It was completey possible that he had, somehow, gotten there ahead of them… Not that it would have been very likely, since they were sure that he had been at home with Mom and Dad when they left to come here…- But, like I said, that wasn’t what had them so baffled. 

No, what had the human so shocked was, most definitely, the golden flowers that were growing around the area... Those, usually, didn't grow down here... 

Chara was silent for a moment, trying to think of how to respond... Before, finally, they spoke up. Quite obviously, in response to Asriel’s rather... odd question, at least in their eyes, they nodded as well. 

“... Of course it’s me!” They stated, crossing their arms before running over-- Stopping just at the edge of the bed of flowers. “... I think the real question is... Since when were these here? I thought Mom and Dad said that they didn’t grow anywhere Underground...-”

[determinedchara-blog]

@asrielobsessed liked for a starter!

It wasn’t every day that Chara found themselves heading back into the Ruins, where they had been found after their fall... But, for some reason, today they just wanted to go see that part of the ruins. They... didn’t really know why, but they went with it, anyways. 

It wasn’t like they were hurting anything, after all... And the ruins were, more or less, extremely safe. It wasn’t like they’d be able to get themselves hurt or anything on the puzzles-- Which they had made it past with extreme ease. 

Finally coming into the dark cave that they had fallen down into... Their eyes widened, noticing the familiar monster there. They hadn’t expected Asriel, of all the monsters in the Underground to be here...-

“... Asriel...? I thought you were back home with Mom and Dad..-?”

[determinedchara-blog]

((I really need some threads over here, so like this post for a starter! :o))

[memecxllector-blog]

sentence prompts ➝ imagine dragons

❝Don’t look back.❞

❝Look into my eyes.❞

❝I am hellbound.❞

❝Is it my fault?❞

❝Nobody can save me now.❞

❝This is all for you.❞

❝This is it, the apocalypse.❞

❝I can’t escape this now.❞

❝We don’t have a choice to stay.❞

❝I’m on top of the world.❞

❝No one can understand me like you can understand.❞

❝Emptiness is all you know.❞

❝Congratulations you are all alone.❞

❝I can hardly stand myself.❞

❝If you love someone, better tell them while they’re here.❞

❝I’m never changing who I am.❞

❝My age has never made me wise.❞

❝So, this is what you meant.❞

❝I’ll let you know that all this time I’ve been afraid.❞

❝You don’t have to make it right.❞

❝What was right is wrong.❞

❝Nothing can fill your shadow cause you are all I am.❞

❝I was never welcome here.❞

❝Innocence is gone.❞

❝I’m sorry for everything.❞

❝Searching to find myself but all I find is you.❞

❝Nothing really matters in the end.❞

❝You don’t have to hold your head up high.❞

❝There’s nowhere we can hide.❞

❝I’m not gonna let you change my mind.❞

❝This is just my luck.❞

❝I broke some rocks right through your window.❞

❝I’m wishing I had what I’d taken for granted.❞

❝I won’t run away this time.❞

❝Love is a game to you.❞

❝Would you turn your back on me?❞

❝I’m bleeding out for you, for you.❞

❝Who knows what’s right? The lines keep getting thinner.❞

❝I don’t sleep so well at night.❞

❝Don’t get too close, it’s dark inside.❞

❝It’s time to begin, isn’t it?❞

❝I’ve turned into a monster.❞

❝Don’t tell me that I’m wrong.❞

❝I’m a reckless mistake.❞

❝Don’t throw stones at me.❞

❝I shot a hole through everything I loved.❞

❝Stay with me, please.❞

❝Oh, quiet down. I’ve had enough.❞

❝How did it come to this?❞

❝I’m dying to feel again. Oh, anything at all.❞

❝I know that I did you wrong.❞

❝You can leave, now it’s your choice.❞

❝Show me what this life is for.❞

❝The blood’s run stale.❞

❝Life isn’t always what you think it’d be.❞

❝The kiss of death will have to wait.❞

❝I wanted your truth, but I wanted the pain to disappear.❞

❝You can have it all but life keeps moving.❞

❝I say it’s up to fate.❞

❝Maybe you could save my soul.❞

❝I’m trying not to face what I’ve done.❞

❝But i’ll take your word. Cause after all, you’ve never lied.❞

❝Come with me and we will run away.❞

❝Just when I thought I was clear of the mistakes.❞

❝If I seem dangerous, would you be scared?❞

❝We still are made of greed.❞

❝There’s always time to change your mind.❞

❝Trust me when I say that I’ll make it up to you somehow.❞

❝I’ve traveled all this way for something.❞

❝Your eyes, they shine so bright.❞

❝Nothing is forgiven unless you want it to be.❞

❝I’m only gonna do you wrong.❞

❝You’re all I know.❞

❝We are apart of the same play.❞

❝I’ve never seen this side of you.❞

❝I don’t ever wanna let you down.❞

❝Welcome to the new age.❞

❝These days, you tend to lie.❞

❝I know it’s hard when you’re falling down.❞

❝This road never looked so lonely.❞

❝I feel it in my bones.❞

❝I’m waking up to ash and dust.❞

❝This city never sleeps at night.❞

❝It’s not me you’ll save cause I’m a lost cause.❞

❝I never said that I want this, this burden came to me.❞

❝All the emptiness inside of you is hard enough to fill.❞

❝I wanna hide the truth. I wanna shelter you.❞

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[determinedchara-blog]

((Like this post for a starter when i get up tomorrow :o ))

[determinedchara-blog]

"C-Chara. I'm scared. Help."

Chara had been sitting outside, casually messing around with the headband for their costume- Hearing the familiar voice started them just a bit- not because it was Asriel’s voice, but because of the fact that Asriel wasn’t there- And the words that were said. 

Of course, they pushed that aside and leaned down, so that they were on eye-level with the flower– By design, it looked incredibly familiar– Didn’t it look like one of the flowers from their village..? 

“… What’s wrong? Did someone scare you, little guy…?”

[heiraeth-blog]

Chara’s words didn’t ease Asriel’s shivering, like they always had in the past. They didn’t make him feel calm. They didn’t make him feel anything. He couldn’t even focus anymore. That one thought was crashing down on him again and again, like a tidal wave. Chara had always calmed him down in the past. Chara was his best friend. Why wasn’t this working? Why wasn’t this working!?

“W…What if there is no fix for this, Chara? It didn’t even have a reason for happening. W…What if I’m always like this? I’m not even afraid of it, Chara. Not sad, either. I’m just numb. And it’s so much worse. I can’t even put it into words, Chara.”

His face seemed to distort into a horrifying expression as he quickly spat out the words. His mind was still racing. What if Chara being there by his side didn’t mean anything? Not anymore? What if companionship had lost its prosper? That idea was twisted and wrong. 

“What did I do to deserve this?” 

[determinedchara-blog]

And, even if there wasn’t anything that could be done... Asriel was still their brother. And they cared about him- They wouldn’t just sit around and let this happen to him-- He meant too much to them for them to allow that to happen. As Asriel started speaking again, Chara fell silent- listening to what he had to say. 

“... There has to be- There has to be a way we can fix this. I’m not going to just sit around and l... let this happen- We can fix it-” 

As they spoke, Chara could feel themselves growing more and more upset and anxious- The idea of Asriel being stuck like this forever... They couldn’t stand it. He meant too much to them. He was one of the most important people to them- As they tried to shake that thought from their head, however, the felt warm tears begin to stream down their face. 

“You didn’t do anything, either, Asriel- And, like I said! We’ll fix it- I... I promise--” 

[determinedchara-blog]

"C-Chara. I'm scared. Help."

Chara had been sitting outside, casually messing around with the headband for their costume- Hearing the familiar voice started them just a bit- not because it was Asriel’s voice, but because of the fact that Asriel wasn’t there- And the words that were said. 

Of course, they pushed that aside and leaned down, so that they were on eye-level with the flower– By design, it looked incredibly familiar– Didn’t it look like one of the flowers from their village..? 

“… What’s wrong? Did someone scare you, little guy…?”

[heiraeth-blog]

Asriel shuddered a little in Chara’s arms. Was he genuinely touched and afraid? Or was he forcing himself to seem so baffled? He didn’t know. He didn’t understand. He couldn’t grasp his own mind anymore, and it was totally awfully wrong. Here he sat, in the arms of the one person he cared about most, and he couldn’t even muster a smile.

He buried his head in Chara’s sweater, as if the fabric could will his apathy away. As one could have guessed, it didn’t. The familiar presence didn’t even reassure Asriel. Chara’s grasp didn’t free him from that feeling of being submerged in nothingness. It didn’t feel warm and calming like it used to. It felt empty and mocking.

Finally, Asriel pulled away, looking up at Chara, trying his best to be worried– To feign worry.

“I… I can’t feel it, Chara. I’m not scared. Oh god, I’m not scared.” He didn’t expect Chara to understand his words, but he felt the need to say them aloud, anyways.

[determinedchara-blog]

Quite obviously, Chara noticed Asriel’s shuttering in their arms– They didn’t know what to think. They didn’t know how to react to any of this– They were scared for him. They didn’t like seeing him like this– As he buried his head into their sweater, Chara hugged him just a bit tighter- Though they were careful not to squeeze him too tightly. 

As the flower pulled away, Chara allowed him to– And they noticed to ‘worried’ expression on his face. And, when he spoke up, their eyes just kind of… widened. They were, obviously, kind of confused- but… 

Just the way he said it made them even more worried. This shouldn’t be happening- Their brother had to be okay-- 

“A... asriel- it’ll be fine. I... I promise-- I promise that we’ll fix it-- ... And I’m going to be right here, beside you, a... alright..?”

[determinedchara-blog]

"C-Chara. I'm scared. Help."

Chara had been sitting outside, casually messing around with the headband for their costume- Hearing the familiar voice started them just a bit- not because it was Asriel’s voice, but because of the fact that Asriel wasn’t there- And the words that were said. 

Of course, they pushed that aside and leaned down, so that they were on eye-level with the flower– By design, it looked incredibly familiar– Didn’t it look like one of the flowers from their village..? 

“… What’s wrong? Did someone scare you, little guy…?”

[heiraeth-blog]

Usually that was the point where Asriel would have started panicking, too. Upon hearing that desperate franticness in Chara’s voice he should have felt a knot in his stomach. A sick ache telling him that something was horribly wrong, and that even his sibling was freaked out.

Yet… This was about the dozenth time the flower noticed the same numbness. Nothing felt real. He felt clouded, like he was submerged underwater, and not experiencing anything; Not for real. There was no panic. There was no fear. He said he was scared. But he wasn’t. He was empty. And that was ten times worse.

“…Y…Yeah. We’ll have to figure out a fix for this, together.” His words came out in a mumble. He was barely even focused on them anymore. Panic wasn’t gripping his chest. It was wrong. He should have been crying. He wasn’t crying. This felt like a dream. It wasn’t a dream. It wasn’t even a nightmare.

Suddenly, despite pulling away from something as simple as a pat earlier, Asriel jolted towards Chara, as if begging for a hug. Chara could make him feel. They had to.

“C…Can I have a hug? I… I want a hug.”

[determinedchara-blog]

Noticing that Asriel was mumbling, Chara looked away and let out a sigh. They... honestly had no idea what to think about what was happening. They were worried- they didn’t like seeing their brother like this. 

“... Yeah- we’ll figure something out-- I’m... I’m sure we’ll be able to fix this-” Their voice was a lot quieter than it had been not too long ago. And, just a quick look at their face showed that they were extremely worried- And then they flinched as Asriel jolted towards them. Not out of fear- but more out of shock than anything. 

They were silent for a moment, before slowly leaning forward and wrapping their arms around the large, yellow flower-- tears slowly starting to swell in their eyes. “... Of course you can--”

[determinedchara-blog]

"C-Chara. I'm scared. Help."

Chara had been sitting outside, casually messing around with the headband for their costume- Hearing the familiar voice started them just a bit- not because it was Asriel’s voice, but because of the fact that Asriel wasn’t there- And the words that were said. 

Of course, they pushed that aside and leaned down, so that they were on eye-level with the flower– By design, it looked incredibly familiar– Didn’t it look like one of the flowers from their village..? 

“… What’s wrong? Did someone scare you, little guy…?”

[heiraeth-blog]

Asriel seemed to shy away a little at Chara’s touch. He didn’t want anyone to touch him right now. Something about this whole experience was too horrifying and chilling for him to allow it to be comfortable. He seemed to wobble a little upon his movement. Moving like this was hard. He didn’t like it. He didn’t like any of this.

“B…But if you don’t know… Then who does?” It had probably been dumb to assume Chara would have known anything. But Chara had just always seemed so… Confident. So knowledgeable. So reassuring. Suddenly all of that was lost. They didn’t seem reassuring anymore. Asriel ‘gulped’.

“W…What are we supposed to do? I… I feel really weird, Chara.” He stared beggingly at the human.

[determinedchara-blog]

Noticing that he’d shied away, Chara quickly pulled their hand back- They didn’t want to make their brother uncomfortable. Especially during a moment like this. “... Sorry-”

They went silent for a moment- before shifting from their crouched down position to just sitting on the ground in front of the flower. Their eyes, quite obviously, looking him over- They had no idea what to do. They didn’t know how to fix this- They couldn’t fix this- 

“I... I don’t know, Asriel- I don’t know what happened!” Their voice seemed to become more frantic as they spoke. “I don’t know how to fix this--” 

“... We’ll... have to figure something out, though. I just.. have no idea where to even start-”

[determinedchara-blog]

"C-Chara. I'm scared. Help."

Chara had been sitting outside, casually messing around with the headband for their costume- Hearing the familiar voice started them just a bit- not because it was Asriel’s voice, but because of the fact that Asriel wasn’t there- And the words that were said. 

Of course, they pushed that aside and leaned down, so that they were on eye-level with the flower– By design, it looked incredibly familiar– Didn’t it look like one of the flowers from their village..? 

“… What’s wrong? Did someone scare you, little guy…?”

[heiraeth-blog]

“L…Little guy?”

“I… It’s me! I…It’s  Asriel! O… Or at least… I think so.” He went quiet. There were no longer chills travelling down his spine, yet he still shivered. “D… Do you know what happened to me? This isn’t another one of your pranks, is it?” Usually he would have felt accusing. But right now he felt nothing. Just some kind of emotional numbness. He couldn’t bring himself to be annoyed or even offended. It felt wrong.

“Y… You have to help me, Chara- I don’t know what’s going on.” He begged. His seemed to be having trouble balancing himself without arms or legs.

[determinedchara-blog]

Chara gave the flower an annoyed look at first- but it soon shifted into one that was more concerned than anything. This was Asriel..? … No, it had to be some kind of joke- Asriel wasn’t a flower–

And, yet, the other’s pleas… they were too realistic. Too much like Asriel’s cries when he was scared for whatever reason. 

“A- Asriel?!” They fell silent, trying to think of what to say. They were panicking- and trying to keep themselves calm. They couldn’t show that they were upset- they had to stay strong for Asriel. 

“N- no! I can’t do anything like th- this, Asriel- You know that-” Slowly, and shakily, they reached their hand out to gently pat the flower’s ‘head’- Not that it would accomplish anything. “I- I don’t know, either-”

[determinedchara-blog]

"C-Chara. I'm scared. Help."

Chara had been sitting outside, casually messing around with the headband for their costume- Hearing the familiar voice started them just a bit- not because it was Asriel’s voice, but because of the fact that Asriel wasn’t there- And the words that were said. 

Of course, they pushed that aside and leaned down, so that they were on eye-level with the flower-- By design, it looked incredibly familiar-- Didn’t it look like one of the flowers from their village..? 

“... What’s wrong? Did someone scare you, little guy...?”