Just Keep Trying

Indie, semi-selective, post-tainted pacifist Frisk/Chara from Undertale Tracking the tag taintedfrisk -Please read rules and about before interacting -Multi-fandom and OC friendly This Blog's muse(s) develope through interaction and plot points. Please keep that in mind when you interact with them.

[taintedfrisk-blog]

((So im gonna be on a bit of hiatus. Havent had motivation for any of my blogs lately :/ sorry))

[determinedduality-archive-blog]

[*Well wasn’t that a familiar face?  Frisk was already starting to get used to seeing so many of themselves they had considered starting a Frisk club.  They smiled back at the other them, trying to push down their deja vu feeling they got around other thems.]

*Ah, hello!  Um… I don’t think I’ve met you…er well YOU you specifically, before.  Heh… even after meeting so many versions of ourselves, it’s still kinda awkward talking to another self.

[taintedfrisk-blog]

Frisk smiled, chuckling just a bit as they nodded in response to what the other had said. Honestly, it was starting to get kind of uncanny, with how many of them were starting to show up. Not that Frisk really minded all that much, of course. They liked getting to meet other versions of themselves. It could be quite nice, from their few experiences with the matter. 

* Yeah, I don’t believe we’ve met before, either! Though it is nice to meet you. ... As awkward as it can be, sometimes.

Frisk gave their other self another polite smile, before continuing. 

*Nonetheless, how’re you?

[taintedfrisk-blog]

@determinedduality liked for a starter!

Frisk was silent for a moment, allowing a bit of a smile to form on their face. Honestly, at this point, they had gotten used to the sight of other version’s of themselves. It... really didn’t phase them much, if at all, anymore. Alternate Timelines existed, after all. 

Shrugging, they finally brought up a hand to wave at the other, approaching them. “Hiya--” 

[cittamemes]

In Depth Headcanon Prompts;

☠ : Are there any recent/daily thoughts they have about death or dying? ☯ : Do they believe for every darkness there is a lightness? If not, why? ♥ : Name one thing about the way their emotions work that they despise. ☆ : Would they ever wish upon a falling star? If so, what would they wish? ☁ : Describe how they would spend a stormy, overcast/rainy day. ☂ : Storms or clear skies? εжз : What about nature do they find calming? What about nature do they find disagreeable? ☎ : List three or more people they would call out for during an emergency. ☛ : What is their typical response to being given orders? ☢ : Describe a thought or dream that would cause them to have a mental meltdown. ✄ : Are there any reasons why they would ever think of self-harm? If so, what are they? ❤ : Describe a physical action that shows complete trust. ❥ : Describe a verbal way they would express complete trust. ✗ : Explain how they portray feelings of hostility or dislike. ⊗ : What is something that causes them to question themself? ☾ : On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing? ☤ : Is there anything about their health they are continuously on edge about? Something they disregard? ✓ : Name at least two people who can trust them with their life. ❣: Describe a way that will earn affection (whether platonic or romantic) from them. ✖ : Describe a way to make them uneasy or apprehensive. ♆ : Are they prone to violent outbursts or thoughts? ✏ : What are their creative outlets? ✉ : Do they tend to rely on words or actions more? ♡ : Is there a certain scent that brings about nostalgia? If so, describe a memory this scent brings back. ۞: Are there any inner demons they can never seem to get rid of? What are they?

[mis-chara-cterization]

◙ A ‘happy ending’ for them, at least.

[ * Chara sneers at the table a little, and digs in their pocket for some cash.]

◙ It’s not fast enough for me. C’mon, let’s leave before I start wanting to tear up the place by the roots.

[ * They toss enough and a little more on the table (thanks Frisk), and slink over to the door, waiting for their double. It has started snowing outside.]

[taintedfrisk-blog]

Chara nods, shrugging once again. 

- Yeah, at least for them- For now. 

- And yes, that’s probably a good idea--

As the other placed the money on the table, Chara sighed, reaching into their own pockets for some-- Frisk had agreed to pay for part of it, after all. Might as well keep up their part of the deal. 

However, rather quickly, they pushed themselves up from their seat, following after the other Chara. 

- So, what do you want to do now? 

[taintedfrisk-blog]

((Well fuck, I haven’t been on here in a couple of days. Just haven’t really felt up to it, I guess ^~^ 

Anyways, like this pot fr a starter, I guess? ))

send “▶▶️” to get a glimpse at a scene from my muse’s future. send “◀️◀️” to get a glimpse at a memory from my muse’s past.

[taintedfrisk-blog]

(( Ok so y'all know how I'm kind of working on redeeming Chara on this blog and stuff? Obviously that's gonna be a long process that's going to take a while... And I would love to have some threads to do as things happen, and Chara kind of starts to change for the better and stuff-- Would it be possible for you guys to send me IMs so we could, maybe, plot some stuff out? :o If you wanna, I mean--))

[askdragonbladetalon]

Tumblr’s new messenger

If I don’t reply to you, it’s probably because:

I’m in a different tab/window

I’ve fallen asleep with my computer left on

I’m using my phone

I’ve got a game/movie fullsized on the screen

I’m busy creating something

I’m at work/school

Someone is reading over my shoulder

I don’t feel up to socializing

I am in another conversation

I’m in too many conversations

I’m not even at the computer

It is NOT because:

I dislike you

I’m mad at you

You’re annoying

I don’t want to talk to you

I’m hoping you’ll go away if I ignore you

I know a lot of people get anxious if their messages are ignored, so have a little reminder that there are a ton of reasons why people might not be responding, all of which have nothing to do with you. Okay? Okay. <3

[mis-chara-cterization]

[ * Chara idly watches the bar as their twin explains in hushed tones. They lean their chin on their hand.]

◙ I’m impressed you’ve made it all the way. Mine keeps insisting or resetting without warning to prevent our last ascent.

[ * They scowl, and push their plate away from themselves.]

[taintedfrisk-blog]

Chara scoffs a bit, leaning back in the seat, now. Their voice is still hushed as they speak, just to be safe. 

- Mm... They were insistent on giving the monsters their ‘happy ending’ that they reset over the first time.  - Not that I’m really complaining about it- Even though I haven’t gotten to do much yet with this timeline. 

- Though things’ll happen with time. 

[memecxllector-blog]

sentence prompts ➝ imagine dragons

❝Don’t look back.❞

❝Look into my eyes.❞

❝I am hellbound.❞

❝Is it my fault?❞

❝Nobody can save me now.❞

❝This is all for you.❞

❝This is it, the apocalypse.❞

❝I can’t escape this now.❞

❝We don’t have a choice to stay.❞

❝I’m on top of the world.❞

❝No one can understand me like you can understand.❞

❝Emptiness is all you know.❞

❝Congratulations you are all alone.❞

❝I can hardly stand myself.❞

❝If you love someone, better tell them while they’re here.❞

❝I’m never changing who I am.❞

❝My age has never made me wise.❞

❝So, this is what you meant.❞

❝I’ll let you know that all this time I’ve been afraid.❞

❝You don’t have to make it right.❞

❝What was right is wrong.❞

❝Nothing can fill your shadow cause you are all I am.❞

❝I was never welcome here.❞

❝Innocence is gone.❞

❝I’m sorry for everything.❞

❝Searching to find myself but all I find is you.❞

❝Nothing really matters in the end.❞

❝You don’t have to hold your head up high.❞

❝There’s nowhere we can hide.❞

❝I’m not gonna let you change my mind.❞

❝This is just my luck.❞

❝I broke some rocks right through your window.❞

❝I’m wishing I had what I’d taken for granted.❞

❝I won’t run away this time.❞

❝Love is a game to you.❞

❝Would you turn your back on me?❞

❝I’m bleeding out for you, for you.❞

❝Who knows what’s right? The lines keep getting thinner.❞

❝I don’t sleep so well at night.❞

❝Don’t get too close, it’s dark inside.❞

❝It’s time to begin, isn’t it?❞

❝I’ve turned into a monster.❞

❝Don’t tell me that I’m wrong.❞

❝I’m a reckless mistake.❞

❝Don’t throw stones at me.❞

❝I shot a hole through everything I loved.❞

❝Stay with me, please.❞

❝Oh, quiet down. I’ve had enough.❞

❝How did it come to this?❞

❝I’m dying to feel again. Oh, anything at all.❞

❝I know that I did you wrong.❞

❝You can leave, now it’s your choice.❞

❝Show me what this life is for.❞

❝The blood’s run stale.❞

❝Life isn’t always what you think it’d be.❞

❝The kiss of death will have to wait.❞

❝I wanted your truth, but I wanted the pain to disappear.❞

❝You can have it all but life keeps moving.❞

❝I say it’s up to fate.❞

❝Maybe you could save my soul.❞

❝I’m trying not to face what I’ve done.❞

❝But i’ll take your word. Cause after all, you’ve never lied.❞

❝Come with me and we will run away.❞

❝Just when I thought I was clear of the mistakes.❞

❝If I seem dangerous, would you be scared?❞

❝We still are made of greed.❞

❝There’s always time to change your mind.❞

❝Trust me when I say that I’ll make it up to you somehow.❞

❝I’ve traveled all this way for something.❞

❝Your eyes, they shine so bright.❞

❝Nothing is forgiven unless you want it to be.❞

❝I’m only gonna do you wrong.❞

❝You’re all I know.❞

❝We are apart of the same play.❞

❝I’ve never seen this side of you.❞

❝I don’t ever wanna let you down.❞

❝Welcome to the new age.❞

❝These days, you tend to lie.❞

❝I know it’s hard when you’re falling down.❞

❝This road never looked so lonely.❞

❝I feel it in my bones.❞

❝I’m waking up to ash and dust.❞

❝This city never sleeps at night.❞

❝It’s not me you’ll save cause I’m a lost cause.❞

❝I never said that I want this, this burden came to me.❞

❝All the emptiness inside of you is hard enough to fill.❞

❝I wanna hide the truth. I wanna shelter you.❞

[mis-chara-cterization]

◙ Three times…

[ * They play with their last fry on their place.]

◙ All the way to the end? Or… interrupted partway through?

[ * Their other hand is fidgeting, takking their nails on the table, the plate, uncomfortable.]

[taintedfrisk-blog]

Chara nodded once again, shrugging.

- Yes, three times. All the way to the end.  - First time the Monsters reached the surface; and then there was a reset.  - Second time, everyone was killed-- - And this, the third time, was a repeat of the first... With some obvious changes.

[taintedfrisk-blog]

Mmkay, headcanon time for Chara! 

After much thought, I definitely will be using the headcanon that Chara was the flavor text in-game-- Being a sort of guide to Frisk during the Pacifist Run, and up until the point where Chara takes control in no-mercy-- 

That headcanon is just too good to pass up, and I absolutely love it! 

Anyways, as for what happened in No-mercy route with my Chara and Frisk? Well, like you guys saw in those drabbles a bit ago... They kind of lost it when Frisk killed Toriel in their no-mercy timeline, and took control there as revenge; as well as the fact that they felt like they needed more LOVE and EXP. (Think of it as an addiction, and then sugar high, if anything)

And, since I have the whole redemption arc thing going on... Chara’s only, just now, starting to calm their shit from all of that. 

[taintedfrisk-blog]

((As a note! Feel free to send me messages using the new IM feature that tumblr has! ;u; I don’t bite, I promise ;w; ))

[roleplayers-ink]

roleplayer’s IM psa;

[ectobiologoof]

Bold what your blog will accept!

IMs for out-of-character communication

IMs for in-character communication

IMs that are roleplay related only (plotting, etc)

IMs just to say ‘hello’

IMs from personal blogs

Does not accept IMs

Feel free to add your own!

[mis-chara-cterization]

◙ It would’ve been better with some chocolate… and probably if it had been baked.

[ * Chara snorts quietly, toying with their fries. They glance up at their twin, like they’re figuring out what to say.]

◙ How… many times have you done this? Come back, I mean.

[ * They mouth the word ‘Reset’. The bar is noisy, but just in case.]

[taintedfrisk-blog]

Chara nodded in agreement with their other self, taking yet another fry. 

- Mm... Agreed. Not that I really mind cookie dough, on occasion. 

They sit there, quiet for a moment. Thinking over how they would answer the other’s question. 

- ... As for how many times we’ve done this?  - Mm... This was the third time. 

[taintedfrisk-blog]

.... Damn. I hit 300 followers while I was away... I'll try to think of something to do for you guys :o