devenio

The place where I document my thoughts.

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[kolderkai5244]

[delicatepoetry]

you’ll regret me like the tattoos on your skin 3.18.14

[screenshotgod]

DEEP

[v01ded-deactivated20150422]

OH MY GOD

[justachloe]

ouch 

[mitchdahbitch]

[animalsnaps]

[monrousel]

[whitepaperquotes]

[universexy]

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[4ysl]

[henriqueportto-deactivated20150]

[ravine]

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Got a psychiatric assessment in fifteen minutes and I just want it to be over already 

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Trying to distract myself from the need to self-harm so I'm studying. Like, actually studying. At 1:05am on a Saturday night. I don't understand myself. 

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everything will not be okay

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Cross out what applies to you:

I am shorter than 5’4.

I think I’m ugly sometimes.

I tan easily.

I have a bad memory.

I wish my hair was a different color.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.

I have/had braces.

I wear glasses.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.

I have more than 2 piercings.

I have piercing in places besides my ears.

I have freckles.

I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I have a sibling less than six years old.

I want to have kids someday.

I’m in school.

I have a job.

I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.

I almost always do/did my homework.

I drift off a lot.

I have big dreams.

I’ve missed a week or more of school.

I failed more than 1 class last year.

I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.

Disney movies still make me cry.

I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.

I think of stupid things to do.

I was born with a disease/impairment.

I’ve gotten stitches/staples.

I’ve broken a bone.

I’ve had my tonsils removed.

I’ve sat in an emergency room with a friend.

I’ve gotten a ride with someone I don’t know.

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve wished on a shooting star.

I’ve seen a meteor shower.

I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

I’ve been to a casino.

I’ve been skydiving.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

I’ve gone skinny dipping.

I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

I’ve had dry rum shots.

I’ve been skiing.

I’ve been in a play.

I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

I’ve seen the Northern lights.

I’ve sat on a roof top at night.  

I’ve played chicken fight.

I’ve played a prank on someone.

I’ve ridden in a taxi.

People have only liked me cause of my looks.

I’ve been used sometimes.

I’ve gone on a blind date.

I’ve used someone else.

I’ve broken someone’s heart.

I miss someone right now.

I knew someone who has committed suicide.

I have a fear of abandonment.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve had a crush on a teacher.

I am a cuddler.

I’ve kissed a boy.

I’ve kissed a girl.

I’ve kissed more than one girl.

I’ve been kissed in the rain.

I’ve hugged a stranger.

I have kissed a stranger.

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.

I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

I’ve snuck out of my house.

I am keeping a secret from the world.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve been suspended from school. 

I’ve witnessed a crime.

I’ve had people who wanted to bash me.

I’ve been arrested.

I’ve helped a friend who has passed out from alcohol.

I regularly smoke cigarettes.

I’ve tried smoking cigarettes.

I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.

I’ve eaten shrooms.

I’ve popped E.

I’ve inhaled Nitrous.

I’ve done hard drugs.

I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.

I have at one stage in my life been diagnosed with depression.

I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. 

I shut others out when I’m depressed.

I take anti-depressants.

I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.

I’ve hurt myself on purpose.

I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.

I hate funerals.

I miss someone who I know isn’t coming back.

I’ve seen someone dying.

Someone close to me has committed suicide.

I’ve planned my own suicide.

I’ve attempted suicide.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own an iPod or MP3 player.

I regret some things I’ve done in my lifetime.

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I hope for so many better days.