(D)EVIL WOMEN CONFESSION

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❝ I watched the 5000th video about love addiction. Fuck, I love advice like "focus on yourself, find new hobbies, etc." AS IF THAT FUCKING HELPS 😂😂😂. It only helps to switch to another object of affection to continue this cycle of suffering, but with a different person. But even that's hard to do, because this person is just the center of your universe, like a drug without which you'll die, the Most Special One. You don't idealize them, you know their flaws, but you just suffocate without their attention (which they never give anyway). Fuck, there's just no fucking way out of this. All these psychologists are fucking useless, just talking shit, charging money for nothing, I hate them. Aahhh, your emotions are important, ohhh. Fuck off. I went to them so many times, not for a short period either, just empty talk, repeating the same shit over and over. And the funny thing is that I'd find another person to distract myself, not to be so obsessed, because I really wanted to kill myself. Did it help? Fuck no! I'd constantly think "I wish I had this kind of attention from someone else", but I don't appreciate what I have, it even annoys me. And all that. Yeah, I'm sure if this person became more distant, unavailable, there'd be some kind of distance, then I'd probably start suffering again. But I don't want this every time, why the fuck... They say it's all from childhood, like a cold mother or whatever. I say no, think about it properly, remember. Fuck no. I think it might go back to school days, I don't know? Like damn it, we live in society, it's not just family that has power over you, it affects you somehow. I'm afraid I'll always think about someone else when I'm with someone else. I'm not asking for a relationship, I just want to spend time together sometimes, have a bit of contact, (use me). It's just that you live your life, years go by, and your brain is like infected. the same cycle over and over, an endless cycle of pain and suffering. And I'm just scared to meet people, go on dates, because you get attached, and then it's just pain

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❝ Be careful, you might criticize me next and you might be right.

I'm not a radical feminist, just a feminist who isn't separated from men. What follows will either be my whining or aggression towards my life's bullshit.

I feel disgusting. I don't understand how to exist normally and try to build something with someone (I'm bi), if I'll sell my soul for a bit of attention. My brain doesn't care about gender or age, it just wants attention, to be treated like a human, and I'll love them forever, get married, and do whatever else comes with that.

Every time I get a bit of attention, I turn into an obedient lap dog and create a new persona that my crush will definitely like. I feel like a stupid clown, and I'm both angry and sorry for myself.

The latest thing - I fell for a guy just because he carried a heavy package for me and cleaned up my house 🤡🤡🤡

Damn, I'm such an idiot.

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❝ I'M SICK AND TIRED of people coming to the parcel pickup point who ABSOLUTELY DON'T SEE THE TRASH CAN

It's good if they even ask if there is one, but there are some who just throw away the packaging from their orders with the words "Throw it away", and the really clever ones even add "I'm giving it to you".

We've written that there's a trash can under the table, and an arrow is indicated. On the trash can, it's written in big bold letters that it's a trash can just in case, but people just don't care. They throw trash everywhere.

EXCEPT IN THE TRASH CAN.

Despite the fact that even if they don't find a trash can, there are at least three more trash cans and one trash chute within walking distance of the parcel pickup point

But they just don't care about it. Why is that a problem? Why can't people see anything?