I’m scared. I’m nervous. I’m crying. I’ve got until the end of Nov. (Yes, I know my previous post said two weeks, I apologize. I misheard what my landlord said and my mother explained he’d said “look really hard within the next weeks and find a new place” ) left in the home I’ve lived in for thirty plus years… My roleplays are on hold, my commissions are on hold. My landlord just told me that we need to be out or else he gets into legal trouble. (and don’t yell at my landlord, he’s a family friend who recently lost his job randomly which was a major blow/shock, he’s not even been charging us rent to live here!!!)
But I am… I am so scared. I’m terrified honestly. My heart is racing. I’m trembling. Today was supposed to be a good day… I was playing Persona 5, streaming it for a friend and making icons and now…. Now I have no energy, no strength. I feel crushed, drained. We thought we’d have til the end of the year, but we have no choice. I’m… So… scared.
I don’t know how we’re gonna make deposits on a new place, how we’re gonna afford jack shit! We’re not hurting when it concerns food/bills but deposits can be up to 1k and my mom’s on social security, we live on her SOCIAL SECURITY CHECK!!! Here’s… my KoFI. I can’t offer anything in return, not this time because my time will be spent packing, saying good-bye etc etc. But any little bit helps.
Please reblog this, spread it around, this… this is massive.
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