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he. welcome to my diary where i talk about dumb gossip :)

[dewcoatedbasil]

Also I watched a video during a history lesson that made me really want my joyfriend to punch me in the face and knock me out

[dewcoatedbasil]

Where are all the boys that stick their fingers down your throat and make you throw up 😢

[dewcoatedbasil]

I'm so lucky my joyfriend is literally love

[somekindofstray44]

testosterone is fucking awesome. wdym im hard AND wet rn. i can hump things like a mutt til my cunt gets wet n then use that as lube to jerk off my dick ??? transsexuals are angels.

[yourstarforthenight]

being trained into expressing what I want...being trained into being a horny puppy who openly humps his owner when he wants attention...being praised for rubbing my puppy parts in front of them, being praised for taking their hand and shoving it down my boxers...😵‍💫

[rivvvvs]

I’m so wet thinking about being degraded and used like a toy. Being told to be a good little pup and take it, feeling my pussy stretch around you and unable to do anything about it due to the restraints on my arms, all my holes take turns being fucked open as I whimper and cry like a little slut, screaming and begging you to stop as I come over and over again until you are satisfied. Once you’re done, my holes are stuffed with new toys and I’m left shaking covered in cum and sweat unable to move until you want to use me again.

[dewcoatedbasil]

getting ass BURT by BRICK 💔gee if only there were someone to kiss it better ,,,

[dewcoatedbasil]

I hope he went to bed knowing I love him

[dewcoatedbasil]

Second time tonight that thinking of him has made me tear up oh I love them

[dewcoatedbasil]

third! hbhbhhhhjnbbbhbhbjbh 😢😢😢😢🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

[dewcoatedbasil]

Second time tonight that thinking of him has made me tear up oh I love them

[dewcoatedbasil]

Oh my god I wanna be with this guy forever

[dewcoatedbasil]

I didn't know I could be jealous of a fictional character so bad,,, like why am i okay with him liking copia but suddenly the guy from repo the genetic opera crosses a line in my brain,,, why am I stupid put me down already god

[dewcoatedbasil]

I thought about this again and this has happened another time actually back before we were dating they had a crush on this guy and would talk to me about him sometimes and it was all fine and dandy until one time reading all the stuff they had to say about this guy made me feel really weird and I had the thought of "i think I might be aromatic reading about this feels so gross"

[dewcoatedbasil]

Okay clarification for this one since I realized the wording may have made my sunny bee feel bad about himself and I don't want any of that :-( when I say gross I mean uneasy like something inside just felt off not sure how else to describe it and I only know this happening those two times I'll work on verbalizing if I'm uncomfortable but I don't think anything else he's said has made me feel that way

[dewcoatedbasil]

Reach into my gut and pull out my intesitnnes and force feed me them it'd okay if I ghfow up a bit as long as I ghhhhhhhhhhggghhgghghghghjghgghgjhjhg

[dewcoatedbasil]

Sometimes I don't talk to joyfriend until a good chunk into the day because I don't feel like it yet and it makes me kill myslff

[dewcoatedbasil]

I didn't know I could be jealous of a fictional character so bad,,, like why am i okay with him liking copia but suddenly the guy from repo the genetic opera crosses a line in my brain,,, why am I stupid put me down already god

[dewcoatedbasil]

I thought about this again and this has happened another time actually back before we were dating they had a crush on this guy and would talk to me about him sometimes and it was all fine and dandy until one time reading all the stuff they had to say about this guy made me feel really weird and I had the thought of "i think I might be aromatic reading about this feels so gross"

[dewcoatedbasil]

Do you think if I click this it'll be him telling me to kill myself

[subhumananimal]