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Where Have You Been?

Work loads and deadlines. It happens, you know. *ah alesan, emang males update ajaaaaaa* *kasian tumblr-nya nanti berdebu* Promise will be more often here. :)

WHAT'S MY HIGHLIGHT OF FEBRUARY?

Sudah pasti konser Feist, 15 Februari 2012, Fairgrounds, SCBD. Terimakasih Soundshine membawa sang idola ke sini. Selama ini berdendang sendiri di kamar mandi *halah*, akhirnya nonton langsung dan bernyanyi bersamanya sepanjang 20-an lagu sampai suara serak. Konsernya memang tidak tampil dalam set panggung megah atau tipe konser yang akan membuat orang heboh dan meloncat-loncat, namun lebih kepada alunan kontemplatif yang membius indah (kecuali buat hipster yang datang untuk cuma bisa berisik dan eksis). Rasanya takjub, haru, puas. Di mata saya, Feist adalah salah satu solois perempuan terbaik di muka bumi. Oke, saya mungkin mulai terdengar berlebihan, hehe, tapi maklum terlanjur jatuh cinta pada si cantik, suara merdu super syahdu, dengan skill gitar mumpuni ini. Oh she was adorable and sexy. I love you inside and out, Leslie Feist. (PS: terimakasih kepada-nya yang telah menemani saya menonton konser ini, a big fan of rock slash Iron Maiden-boy who (still) can enjoy the beauty of folk-pop, hehe.) <3

What Can I Say?

When the computer screen replace the presence.. Hail Skype! =))

#Question #2 Why questioning?

The thing is, I think ignorance is boring. Live curious! God gifted us a mind, it’s our job to put it to good use.

Questioning means to be alive, Questioning means to seek the truth, questioning means to take a step toward the cure. Don’t be a brain-dead people, keep asking, seeking, learning, discovering, and exploring.

Here in this blog I will questioning myself about this and that, some of it is relevant, some of it is random, the rest is silly, I ask what I want to know and what's bothering me, even it's unimportant for other people, but it's important at least for me.

As one proverb said, “Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow, the important thing is not to stop questioning”, so yeah, let’s get stupid and have fun questioning life.

#Question #1 Why this blog?

Guess who’s back, back, back, back again. After taking a long break on blogging, I decide to start it over again. My old Multiply? I've been rarely visiting it, too crowded of online shop there :(, but will still check it out once a while. I deleted my old Tumblr page. Now same URL, new concept. Hope to be on this a lot more often.

I’ve noticed that I’ve been experiencing blogging banality, either I have too little or too much going on in my life. Too little, I don’t feel I have anything of substance to share. Too much, I have no time to formulate my thoughts or sort out what’s interesting. Too bad, by not blogging it means I kinda missed recording the history of my own life.

I’m blogging today, not because I really feel that I have something important to write about, but because I need time of just sitting still and reviewing where I am and maybe where I am going.

Cheers to the fresh start! :)

Helloo...

Dalam dua minggu ke depan akan beres-beres yang masih belum selesai. List-nya masih panjang *lap keringet*, yang pasti harus beres dan tetep semangat! The decision has been made, I'm starting to feel excited already to welcome a new journey. Well, we have to be positive, right? *smiley face* PS: My life is all about work and work lately (gimana sempet cari partner hidup kalo gini caranya.. *curcol* :p), sampai ngisi MP pun cuma sedikit gini. :D I should write more, I will. Happy Monday, people! :-)

#story of me #talk to myself

It's Official, Moving On That Is. :)

#great stuffs

Steve Jobs Stanford Commencement Speech 2005

Priorities

No one is ever always busy 24 hours 7 days a week. I believe everything is only about priorities. P-R-I-O-R-I-T-I-E-S.No one is ever busy, sometimes they are just too busy for you. That's all.So yeah, when you realized that you're not that important for someone, while you make them your priorities. That's kinda...sad. And stupid. And...*sob*.........................Aduh. Udah ah. Kamu nggak cocok dan layak untuk drama2. Siapa elo?? *ngomong sendiri* :)) Yang pasti emang lagi sedih sih, tapi tinggal (tahan perasaan dan) makan es krim aja.Accio!

#melancholic bitch #talk to myself

Counting Down..

In the next two days it's my turn to grow older..and step in..*beep* years old (don't talk about age here, thank you. Hahaha xD). Anyway, I dont feel any special on that. My life still rounding the same. Same old shit different year. And I still always don't get what I want.Uhmm..It's not that I'm not being grateful.I know, I know..Shouldn't maintain a negative way of thinking.The truth is I'm very fine, still laugh a lot and out loud,and always thankful for what I am today. Alhamdulillah.But as I said before, after all these years..it's just sometimes difficult to accept the things we want is not fulfilled.So, here's the deal.This is what I'm trying to believe to:"Allah knows what's best for me". :')I think enough at that point.Now I just wanna dream more. Need to fulfill more dreams that still left behind, speak-up and realize the dreams that I'm too shy to reveal it to the world, and grab the dreams that already exists right in front of my eyes and waiting to be taken and stabilize by me. Dream and do more, baby!

#story of me #randomlicious #talk to myself

Maybe He's Talking about Me

You've got the best of both worlds You're the kind of girl who can take down a manand lift him back up again You are strong but you're needy,humble but you're greedy And based on your body languageand shoddy cursive I've been reading You're style is quite selectivethough your mind is rather reckless Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is And what a beautiful mess this is It's like picking up trash in dresses Well it kind of hurtswhen the kind of words you write Kind of turn themselves into knives And don't mind my nerveyou can call it fiction But I like being submergedin your contradictions dear Cause here we are, here we are Although you are biased I love your advice Your comebacks they're quickand probably have to do with your insecurities There's no shame in being crazy,depending on how you take these words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging But it's a beautiful mess this is It's like picking up trash in dresses Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say Kind of turn themselves into blades And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt Cause here, here we are Here we areWe're still here And it's a beautiful mess this is It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes And through timeless words and priceless pictures We'll fly like birds not of this earth And tides may turn and hearts disfigure But that's no concern when we're wounded together And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts But its so nice today, oh the wait was so worth itJason Mraz- Beautiful Mess

#story of me #talk to myself

Strong Heart

.................................................................................................................. .................................................................................................................. .................................................................................................................. Dying for a person,who's dying for another person,Need a strong heart.and...bold logic. .................................................................................................................. .................................................................................................................. .................................................................................................................

#melancholic bitch #talk to myself

Random Thoughts Thursday

Bonjour! Nothing much to say. I haven’t written here for quite a while, but yeah, I’m still alive. ;-) Now I just wanna write some of the things that are running through my mind today.

Today I am happy, because tomorrow is Friday also holiday. I can sleep whole day, and ahh..whatever. Smile! :)

In need to upgrade the content of my closet..Need to shop some clothes, shoes, bags, accesorries.. Ah well, this desire always popping-up every month.. LOL.

More side jobs that make money, please.. Oh God, please please please, amin!!

Recently, I find pleasure in making cycling as a hobby (or sport..or whatever). Yup, I did not become a daily-cyclist. Most of the time I am like a weekend-cyclist who gets on my bike on Saturday or Sunday, or anytime I got invited from my friends to bike together. But obviously, cycling is fun! Really. ;-)

The age I am is 26 (F*ck I'm old!). But...honestly..whatever happens, the age I feel is...21 years old. Always! Don't get me wrong, I am proud of my age and all the things that come with my years. But I really do feel young, because that is who I am. My motto: More wiser and always young! ;-)

Something I have been procrastinating about is organizing. I need to organize time-management and money-management.. Whoaa, too many to organize! But I will be more organized. *oath to myself*

I'm still not good at cooking. But I have a great intention to learn cooking, so when I'm getting married, my beloved husband don't have to worry because I will serve the best food for him! (once again, it's about willingness..Insyaallah) ;D

Since just got being single again.. thinking to enjoy it for awhile. Anyways..I'm not into tight-commitment yet lately, although I'm looking ahead for a serious relationship too. *confused!!* :DD

Thinking to move to another kost-kostan again (any info??), because the room I have for now isn't really flexible in welcoming and brings guests into the room. Huhuhu

I made blog on Tumblr twice, and both of them, I forgot the password *LOL*. But it seems that Tumblr is pretty cool, you can write for yourself, without too much caring for response. *sign up again*

I'm thinking that the most beautiful of thoughts, is probably to think that you think about me while I'm thinking whether you are thinking about me or not. Well, I'm thinking about you often..

I miss those butterflies feeling in my stomach..

I've got too many heartbreaks, too many tears. Somehow it maybe the reason why now I locked my heart, and threw away the keys.

But I still remember the place where I threw away that keys. Of course, my heart won't close the door to someone I really trust.

FYI, last but not least, my intention today is making my heart more open to the world, and see the beauty that surrounds us... Everything will be beautiful in its time. I keep the faith. :)

Sending lovely thoughts your way... <3

#story of me #melancholic bitch #talk to myself

Stasiun

Kereta rinduku datang menderuGemuruhnya meningkahi gelisah dalam kalbuMembuatku semakin merasa terburu-buruTak lama lagi bertemu, tak lama lagi bertemuSudah kubersih-bersihkan dirikuSudah kupatut-patutkan penampilankuTetap saja dada digalau rinduSabarlah rindu, tak lama lagi bertemu Tapi sekejap terlena Stasiun persinggahan pun berlalu Meninggalkanku sendiri lagi Termangu

#melancholic bitch #poems

The city makes us blind with its lights and it wakes up feelings..

Thank God I'm Not a Drama Queen or Anything

I know that everyone has a bit of drama in their lives that they deal with.

I myself don't like drama, but I do find myself in it.

Sometimes I'm confused why is that such a drama queen exist? (Note: please kindly assume that the phrase “drama queen” applies to both genders. There is “drama king” also, although the term not so popular..).

A drama queen is someone that blows everything out of proportion, everything is always bigger deal than what it should be, makes sure everyone knows their business, likes to be the loudest and dramatic with their feelings. Basically, an attention seeker.

IMHO, I do wanna ask them who have that kind of behavior, do you have a boring and messed up life?

I don't freak out over the “small” stuff, like a bad hair cut, broken shoes, lost phone, even got robbed. So, if you find me freak out, it must be some big problems (at least for me).

I'm not over-react on minor issues. I only react in bold statement on some principal issues.

I don't seek sympathy and I don't want to manipulate others. So if I seems to be behaving as a drama queen (errr..wish I'm not..), maybe I really genuinely in trouble, in which case I need appropriate support.

But lately.., I find myself more “flexible”. Because, even in a situation that made me so shocked and trauma and lost my mind, I find myself still calm (at least from my parameter).

Yeah, at least I'm not bragging it in Twitter timeline and also in real life (even though I deserve to).

Maybe I'm just getting more mature and more emotionally-stabil (hopefully I am..Amin).

Everyone has a bit of drama in their lives, it makes us human.

But in the future,

God, enough with drama genre.., just give me more comedy, mystery and action, please...

;-)

#story of me #(un)important #talk to myself

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