A hiding space for my soul

Isn’t that what we’re all afraid of? That we won’t be loved? That we’ll be all alone?

[origamicrow]

take a break while watching this little bunny cross your dash

[dezasteu]

I used to believe in “if we’re meant to be together, we will be.”

But that’s bullshit.

That’s a lie broken people tell themselves to soften the pain of what they’ve lost.

Life doesn’t work that way.

Love doesn’t work that way.

If you truly love someone, if you truly want someone, you don’t just say it, you prove it.

You show up.

You keep working on it, again and again.

You don’t walk away saying, “you deserve better.”

You work on yourself to be better.

But it only works if both people carry the weight.

Both people have to fight for it.

And here’s where I learned my lesson:

I was pushing, trying, breaking myself open to make things work…

And I didn’t see that I was doing it alone.

You weren’t pulling the weight.

You weren’t even trying.

You chose the easy way out, saying things could never be the same, that I couldn’t change.

Well, honestly?

Fuck you.

I broke my own heart believing you’d fight for me,

believing you’d choose me the way I chose you.

How could I not believe it?

I always say actions speak louder than words, yet I was the first to fall for the words instead of the truth.

I believed you.

And look where that left me.

[inkcobwebs]

𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚖 𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝?

song: "trailers after dark" by finn wolfhard

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[thesewordsarelife]

— Charles Bukowski, “fate”

[thehopefulquotes]

“I’ve had so many knives stuck into me, when they hand me a flower I can’t quite make out what it is. It takes time.”

— Charles Bukowski

[bnmxfld]

It is only once in a while that you see someone whose electricity and presence matches yours at that moment.

Charles Bukowski / Once In a While 

[thoughtkick]

“I want to be with you, it is as simple, and as complicated as that.”

— Charles Bukowski

[xxrrisxx]

We don't even ask for happiness, just a little less pain.

Charles Bukowski

[thehopefulquotes]

“Too often, the only escape is sleep.”

— Charles Bukowski

[petaltexturedskies]

Charles Bukowski, Betting on The Muse

[fehck]

"Eyes. Those damn eyes fucked me forever."

Charles Bukowski

[gabellls]

[woundsoflove]

The thought of kissing your lips...

[herhurthoneyheart]

I will forever be the person who says "it’s okay, I understand.." even when my heart is breaking into pieces..

[vk20002]

I haven’t gone a day without thinking of you ever since our very first conversation

[qvotable]

Because once you hear something, you can never return to the time before you heard it.

Jonathan Safran Foer; Everything is Illuminated