Vk20002

23m, just a guy yearning for love

[vk20002]

Gone are the nights where I’d rush to my room for my nightly chats with her,

The nights when I’d sacrifice my sleep to listen to her voice,

Falling asleep after she tells me it’s getting late and I kiss her through the phone.

Waking up in the middle of the night to her even breathing as we slept “together”

Now I clutch onto the plushie she gave me, as I lie in silence, in a room more empty than ever

[vk20002]

"you are everything someone could want and more my love... I'll keep telling you until we die"

If only those words were true...

[vk20002]

She asked for my number, she messaged me first, she started flirting with me, she showed interest first, she kissed me in front of my friends and hers. My first ever kiss. I thought this was the start of something real. And now she tells me that she doesn't want anything romantic with me...

[manincaffeine]

I want romance. I want laughter. I want the 3am love making. I want consistency. I want loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you're just for me. I want date nights and flowers. I want truth. I want priority. I want love that's pure and calming.

[vk20002]

It hurts the most when you want to tell them something but you realize you can’t anymore.

[vk20002]

I originally made this account to read some of the poems she wrote. I never thought I’d be sharing my writing as I yearn for her to come back.

[vk20002]

You’ve left a mark on my heart that’ll last forever. A sharp pain that may dull with time but I’m glad it’ll always be there, because it’ll serve as a reminder to the happiness and love we shared. A reminder that there is light among the darkness.

[vk20002]

I can feel the physical pain of each and every butterfly dying inside me that used to flutter every time we talked

[thehopefulquotes]

“The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander.”

— Robert Tew

[vk20002]

I really hope this is true and that she’s meant to be in mine

[vk20002]

“You are so easy to love.”

Oh how I wish those words were true…

[vk20002]

Im sorry to hear that 💔 well if you ever feel like entertaining a silly goose I humbly offer myself

🪿

Appreciate the offer. Things happen, if it’s truly the end I’m glad I’ll have the beautiful memories of what we had to look back upon.

[vk20002]

Do you write about someone specific?

🪿

Yes, every post has been about the same person

[vk20002]

I haven’t gone a day without thinking of you ever since our very first conversation

[thoughtcascades]

sometimes i reread old messages just to see where it all started falling apart.

[vk20002]

I’m genuinely afraid I won’t ever be able to love again. You’ve taken a part of my heart with you. I’m scared I’ll marry someone and I won’t be able to love them in the way that they deserve because I can only love you.

[vk20002]

I thought I was giving joy, providing comfort, and making you feel safe. If you can’t find it with me, I’ll set you free my angel. As long as you’re doing well, I’ll learn to be okay, whether I’m there by your side or not.

[vk20002]

I feel myself starting to accept the fact that maybe our story is meant to remain unfinished.

But then I eat a mango and think about the time you bought a mango for us in Central Park and we ate it together.

I see the moon shining bright in the night sky and I think of you watching over me.

I watch a motivation reel, telling me that I’m enough, and I remember how you told me you’d say that to me forever until I felt like I was enough.

Maybe I’m not yet ready to accept that you’re gone from my life.