Koneko Dez

Hi my name is Dez, and I love greek mythology, drawing, and shipping uncanon ships -- please have mercy . Also a college student so emphasis on mercy

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Part 1 on My Descent into Madness (Yes. There are parts.)

TikTok is getting banned so here’s a quick rundown of my descent into madness and accidentally creating a mini fandom in my last days of the app that has been holding my mental health together alongside a toddler and his beef with a rock.

First: Telling my Chinese Spy Goodbye in the most demure and mindful way possible.

Oh the story goes on but I gotta break it up into pieces to finesse the system while still keeping the audio cause Gifs won’t cut it. The audio sells the melodrama.

The Madness in Parts because Tunblr doesn’t allow more than one vid in a post but I don’t care.

Part 1: You are here. Welcome

Part 2: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772851331270574080/part-2-of-my-descent-to-madness

Part 3:https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772852899535601664/part-3-of-my-descent-into-madness?source=share

Part 4: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772923167201247232/part-4-of-mt-descent-into-madness-yes-this-is?source=share

Part 5: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/776025709688815616/part-4-of-mt-descent-into-madness-i-accidentally?source=share

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My Story Factions

So I had been in the process of making a Webtoon at one point but that might never come back so here's some of the groups/factions from the 'Seven 8 Lies" unviverse!

The Royal Family

The Royal Family consists of the ruling party of Hell.

King Ada is the mother of the Seven Deadly Sins and the absolute ruler of Hell. Each Sin, minus Pride and Envy, rule their own Ring of Hell.

The Seven Prototypes

The Prototypes are the seven original suc/incubi. In my universe, they're a race of highly advanced puppets designed and built by Lust. Every incu/sucubi that follows after is created using their designs as reference, thus creating "Lines".

Thursday, due to his "instability", is the only one without a Line and his blueprints were destroyed. The Archangels (incomplete)

The Archangels are Heaven's highest authority.

Their only duty is to maintain order and watch over mankind.

Though some of them have betrayed that sacred duty.

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Epic the Musical Designs because I have brainrot again

Here’s Circe and Hermes (+ Odysseus)

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Forgot to add Poseidon

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HIII came from tiktok and I just needed to follow this story love the plot! I do have a Question are you going to add anymore type of spies? Like Russian? I would love to know more about this story!!

(Also to all the people writing fanfics I haven’t check them out yet BUT i hope there’s some “x Reader” ones<333)

So I wasn’t initially planning to add any more spies but the idea sounds nice. I’m still hammering out the plot for the webtoon so we’ll see how it goes.

But for now it’s just the FBI agent and Chinese spy.

Here’s a tired FBI agent I doodled.

(He’s been up all night listening to me sob over TikTok 😔)

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So I had started to work on the webtoon but kinda lost interest as the hype left. I still love these characters and have been throwing together plot and lore in the background every so often but I’m in my senior year of college so content and updates will be far and few between 😭

But I’m glad to hear that somebody still likes this lil thing I had going lol

Might drop some doodles later if I find the time.

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Me: freaking out over a would be commission

Me friends who came over for the weekend and one’s a Fed: *(looks at the messages and emails from PayPal about account issues*) That’s a scam.

I feel dumb now.

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Just to let yall know…

My commissions are open.

Just use this for more details cuz I’m rarely active on tumblr.

KonekoDez Comms

Commissions!

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Epic the Musical Designs because I have brainrot again

Here’s Circe and Hermes (+ Odysseus)

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Fuck Around, Find Out

HI! Hello, this is your friendly neighborhood author, who isn't feeling so friendly right now.

Listen to me very, very carefully: Fandom is a community. You have to build it, engage with it, say hi to your neighbors, and be courteous.

It seems that some of y'all have forgotten that.

Fanart, fanfics, fan analysis, GIFs, and all of the things that keep a fandom alive are made by -gasp!- real people!!

It's crazy I know, that the person who writes that fic you love, and the other person who makes those amazing GIFs, and that other person who writes in-depth character analysis are real people with real feelings! What a wild concept!

So tell me, why do y'all feel the need to be assholes? Why do you feel the need to demand updates, to demand more artwork, to tell an author how their story should go, or that you hate the direction they took a story in? Why do you tell the people are are working hard to create everything you hate about what they've done?

Why is it so damn hard for some of you people to hit the fucking X at the top of the screen? Presumably, being as you're on the internet, you know how to leave a page without announcing why you've left in the process.

Presumably, you know how to be a decent fucking human being.

This is a goddamn PSA. Fuck around and find out. If y'all keep telling authors how much you hate their works, if y'all keep telling artists how they should be drawing people, or demanding more for creators, you will find that they will leave. And they will take all their works with them. Why not? Clearly you didn't want it anyway.

You think I'm kidding? It's been done. It's happening right now.

I've had friends wonder if they should just delete their entire AO3. If they should just Nuke their Tumblrs.

Every day you act like assholes you lose more content. Which is apparently the only thing you care about, since you can't seem to remember that there's another real life breathing person on the other end of the screen.

Fuck around and find out. See how fast my AO3 vanishes. See how fast you lose work after work.

I fucking dare you.

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I WROTE A WEBTOON!

So I’m not super active on tumblr though I wish I were oof. But for those who’ve followed me on like TikTok know that I’ve been cooking up a story for a while and OTS FINALLY OUT!!!!

It’s called “Seven 8 Lies”!

It’s a slowburn romance that takes place in Hell between (redacted cuz spoilers). But the characters are all LGBTQ+ and I love them all so much 😭

And the main character is a DILF!!!!

I need at least 500 likes for it to really catch webtoons attention So please give it a read ❤️

Seven 8 Lies

(LGBTQ+) Love. It is an emotion that has no place in Hell. But Guilt? Guilt thrives and grows like a weed, no matter how much you try to di

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Part 5 of My Descent into Madness (I accidentally logged out when I updated my computer and have only now found the password)

So back to the story of my descent into madness...

THE PEOPLE WANT ANOTHER LOVE INTEREST?!!!!

Ok, I can manage that.

FBI Agent enters that chat and I didn't intend for him to be hot but apparently people find him hot? I was going for skrunkly but someone said they wanna climb him like a tree and that he's built like Jason Todd...

Whatever! There was nothing demure or mindful going on and I approve!

I think...

Part 1: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772849829308137472/tiktok-is-getting-banned-so-heres-a-quick-rundown?source=share

Part 2: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772851331270574080/part-2-of-my-descent-to-madness

Part 3:https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772852899535601664/part-3-of-my-descent-into-madness?source=share

Part 4: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772923167201247232/part-4-of-mt-descent-into-madness-yes-this-is?source=share

Part 5: Wait...This is still going...?

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Looks my fellow gays in the eyes

You.

You have the ability to do the funniest thing on Earth.

Trump has declared that men do not exist. That means all my trans fem friends are officially women. That means that if you are gay and are told you can't love another man, just say that your partner by law is not a man and that its fine. If you are lesbian and someone says that you shouldn't be with another woman, tell them that technically everyone is a woman and they're also sinning because they're now in a queer relationship. For the non-binaries and gender fluids, you can now argue that anyone who tells you you aren't the gender you are, tell them that the law now declares everyone a woman and that everyone has become fluid to some extent.

Look, Im no good at comforting people. But what I'm trying to say is to not let Trump's stupidity be the end. I don't want these next four year's to be someone's 13th reason. You are you. You love who you love. Don't Collonel Collusion make you do something you can't take back.

I want all of you to live.

Live for your. Live as yourself. Live to spite the Cheetoh Dust Derby.

Because at the end of the day, you can hold the hand of your partner and not have them smack it away on national television. Multiple time. Every time, actually...

These next four years will be hard but we can survive them and hopefully get someone who actually cares about us. Who cares about you.

And if you need a reson to live, even a really dumb one, I can give you my list I use:

Felix Lee is my alarm and I'd hate to never hear his voice.

Genshin Impact on the Switch

My dog is too bougie to survive without my dumbass pampering her

Pedro Pascal and Henry Cavill Edits

Spite

I need to finish the fic I was writing...

There's no AO3 in the afterlife

I need to finish my Weebtoon...

season 2 of Ouran Highschool Host Club

Bianca del Rio on Drag Race All Stars

the list goes on but it also gets unhinged so that's all you get.

But live you beautiful bitch!

Live even if only to spite the enemy who doesn't know you. Live knowing that their hate is measure of the stupity that they test at every perceived convenience. Live knowing that you live a life more fulfilled than the follies of a man unloved by the whose hand he longs to hold.

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HIII came from tiktok and I just needed to follow this story love the plot! I do have a Question are you going to add anymore type of spies? Like Russian? I would love to know more about this story!!

(Also to all the people writing fanfics I haven’t check them out yet BUT i hope there’s some “x Reader” ones<333)

So I wasn’t initially planning to add any more spies but the idea sounds nice. I’m still hammering out the plot for the webtoon so we’ll see how it goes.

But for now it’s just the FBI agent and Chinese spy.

Here’s a tired FBI agent I doodled.

(He’s been up all night listening to me sob over TikTok 😔)

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Part 4 of Mt Descent into Madness (Yes, this is still going on, I'm dramatic as Hell.)

So as the story continues, I find out that people find me funny and like my content. Go figure?

And I mean the REALLY like my content. More so the concept. So much so that THEYRE APPARENTLY WTITING FAFICTION!!!

Here is an accurate portrayal of what seeing that fic was like:

This is EXACTLY how it went down. No dramatization. None.

(Here’s the fic, btw: https://archiveofourown.org/works/62237380 )

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

But now there’s a slight problem:

I gotta commit to the bit.

(And apparently the bit includes a new love interest...)

Part 1: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772849829308137472/tiktok-is-getting-banned-so-heres-a-quick-rundown?source=share

Part 2: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772851331270574080/part-2-of-my-descent-to-madness

Part 3:https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772852899535601664/part-3-of-my-descent-into-madness?source=share

Part 4: You're still here. Good.

Part 5: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/776025709688815616/part-4-of-mt-descent-into-madness-i-accidentally?source=share

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Part 3 of my Descent into Madness

I made a crackpost. In no way did I intend for it to come of as romantic, just a goofy lil haha thing (I blame my song choice but here we are). I accidentally created a romantic and somehow emotional ship of myself (aka Y/N or Reader) and my Chinese Spy. My fellow degens and booktok girlies and delulus are now invested and want me to see this through. I start seriously contemplating it...

Why am I invested in this...?

Part 1: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772849829308137472/tiktok-is-getting-banned-so-heres-a-quick-rundown?source=share

Part 2: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772851331270574080/part-2-of-my-descent-to-madness

Part 3: You are here. Its too late to back out now.

Part 4: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772923167201247232/part-4-of-mt-descent-into-madness-yes-this-is?source=share

Part 5: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/776025709688815616/part-4-of-mt-descent-into-madness-i-accidentally?source=share

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Part 2 of my Descent to Madness

So I'm now in a tizzick.

I have o find somewhere else to get my dopamine fine. Twitter is a no and Fuck Zuck. But then the Boston Tea Party Remastered has been quietly brewing and suddenly I'm given a tea crate to throw in the form of RedNote.

The ACTUAL Chinese TikTok. Fuck it we ball. I download it, make an account and am promptly greeted by the one who knows me best.

For some reason, people find find my spy hot.

That wasnt even my intention.

But this shit post ends up, at the time of this post, getting:

644.9K VEIWS, 206.5K LIKES, 1,055K COMMENTS AND 22.8K BOOKMARKS???!!!!!?!?!?!!!!!

My flabeers are ghasted and the comments are thirsty, understanding and amused because they want their spies to get them like mine gets me.

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The Madness in Parts because Tunblr doesn’t allow more than one vid in a post but I don’t care.

Part 1: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772849829308137472/tiktok-is-getting-banned-so-heres-a-quick-rundown?source=share

Part 2: You are here. We are now in this together.

Part 3:https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772852899535601664/part-3-of-my-descent-into-madness?source=share

Part 4: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/772923167201247232/part-4-of-mt-descent-into-madness-yes-this-is?source=share

Part 5: https://www.tumblr.com/dezz111/776025709688815616/part-4-of-mt-descent-into-madness-i-accidentally?source=share

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YALL I’m dumb as hell.

So for homework, we were supposed to translate a poem into Old English/Anglo Saxon.

I misunderstood and translated it into RUNES!

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Be gay.

Do crime.

Thank you for joining my Ted Talk