Whatever Happens.

Liam Kilgannon 07.01.1993 Runaway.

[dggystyl]

Those days where you are just over it and couldn’t care less and just could end it. One of those months.

[dggystyl]

Going through a month, where I feel as if the whole world hates me I feel unworthy for every person I come into contact with. Work life is okay and i feel appreciated there however every other moment of my life lately I feel useless, unworthy or unwanted.

[outofitoutofit]

he didn’t have to attack us like that. then again he always does.

[fleeten-deactivated20150421]

don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense

[siickangel]

[unbotheredmuse]

why is being alive so expensive. i’m not even having a good time

[surrealist-lyricist]

I Am A Nightmare - Brand New

[peachpitgirl]

[lyricobsessed]

Jesus Christ // Brand New

[heavensghost]

Degausser // brand new

[dggystyl]

So fucking tired, physically mentally in everyway, unappreciated and in turn I have a bitter taste in my mouth. I always thought I’d be dead by 25 but I’m not sure I did really live past 22. For moments maybe a month here and there. I never imagined this.

[dggystyl]

I wish I could rewind back to careless days of listening to blink 182 and being a free young youth

[lucazade-blog1]

also, i want to apologize to people whose messages were ever ignored by me or took me ages to reply to. i have no excuses, i’m just shit at communicating and a lot of time get stuck in my own head, postpone replying and then either forget about it or think that it is too late to reply. i’m sorry if i’ve ever made someone feel bad bc of this - honestly, it’s never personal, it’s just me and my inner problems. i will try harder to work on it. thank you for ever initiating conversations with me

[yuripink]

i feel like im in the sims where it takes 5 hours to make pasta and then u have to immediately go to bed

[dggystyl]

Journal entry

So going to try going back to using this as A journal.

I’m terrified and have so much contradicting thoughts on my mind.

I’m starting a course online part time for the duration of the next two years and my first lecture is tonight. Assuming tonight will be chill but however I feel like I’m unprepared and way in over my head. I have to take steps towards my life and it’s one that has lingered for a long time. I hope I can conquer this and find comfort in this. It’s just weird to rewire myself into being a student and focusing on things. Here’s to better chances and trying.

[dggystyl]

380 days free of my weed addiction

Can’t believe it I did it.

[dggystyl]

Felt like a big bag of shit lately.