âDirty Computerâ by Janelle MonĂĄe
Janelle MonĂĄeâs short film is a narrative collection of music videos from her third album, Dirty Computer, that is heavily imbued with social criticism concerning gender, race, sexuality, religion, and life in a futuristic utopia. Dirty Computer is a beautiful, artistic rendering of MonĂĄeâs experiences living in America as a black woman, an identity whose oppression is continually downplayed. Not only does the storyline proclaim her pride as a queer, black woman, but it recounts the history of adversity which forged that pride and resilience. MonĂĄeâs affirmation of identity had to grow in order to become capable of enduring the hardships imposed upon her by external forces (to conform). Since the piece emphasizes a dissent from societal conformity, the power of affirmation thus becomes a tool of survival to validate oneâs own existence and space they occupy. The juxtaposition of strength and vulnerability are depicted to capture the full existence of what it means to be human (specially as a marginalized person).
âThey drained us of our dirt and all the things that made us special.â
This narration is particularly interesting because we often associate âdirtâ negatively as undesirable, grimy, and soiled; we want to clean dirt from our homes and thus cleanse ourselves from itâs presence. In her film, the authoritative government attempts to cleanse her from this impure entity, yet MonĂĄeâs character resists and embraces the âdirtâ as a unique quality that individualizes people. While her character has to repeat "I am a dirty computer,â she relishes in the idea of being dirty because it means a celebration diversity; dirt is messy and malleable, constantly changing and never the same. Being dirty is like being an orphan in a sense that we were left behind by the government that vowed to protect us and keep us safe... Instead, we are ambushed for being different.
Song - Crazy, Classic, Life
âRemember when they told you I was too Black for ya?
And now my Black poppin' like a bra-strap on ya
I was kicked out, said I'm too loud
Kicked out, said I'm too proud
But all I really ever felt was stressed outâ
As orphans from the government, we lack the representation of our own beings - people who share similar qualities that divert from the norm. I love these lyrics specifically because it lyrically juggles the objective power dynamics of race and gender eloquently while also hinting at MonĂĄeâs own vulnerability. Society discriminates that sheâs âtoo blackâ and âtoo proud,â but beyond the hard front she has her own worries that stresses her out, alluding to the humanity that is far too often overlooked.Â
The âbra-strapâ is also a thoughtful commentary on the imposition people have on simple bra-straps showing, inducing the normalization of sexualizing our women over articles of clothing. This feeds into more problematic ideas, such as blaming women for misfortune out of their control (Ex: âshe asked for it because she was dressed like a skank!â).
âAlready got a Oscar for the casa
Runnin' down Grammys with the family
Prolly give a Tony to the homies
Prolly get a Emmy dedicated to the
Highly melanatedâ
These lyrics reveals MonĂĄeâs own interpretation of an accountable future: showing solidarity with her community through her success. This suggests a future where the historically marginalized groups create their own triumph and inspire future generations to continuously produce their own knowledge. Although the film heavily celebrates individuality, thereâs an underlying emphasis on community as well. To hold an accountable future is become our own knowledge/content producers, while never forgetting our own identity and people (whoâve supported us as well).