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“That me - even I dnt understand ”

I have always been such a oldie in thoughts

When I was 18 ,I wanted to be a single mom even before I had a thought about love of my life !!

Never understood why I want to curl beside a baby and sleep with a protective hug,

Or walk down a road with those little fingers tightly clutching to mine ,

And have those curious glances totally focused on me !!

And now I’m 22!! And I really can’t wait to be 72!! With grey hair and wrinkles,

And to be with a person who now was a stranger !!

escapingfromtheordinary

MY BUCKETLIST

1. Throw a dart at a map and travel to wherever it lands 2. Travel to Australia 3. Travel to New Zealand 4. Travel to America 5. Travel to Paris 6. Travel to New York 7. Travel to London 8. Travel to Rome 9. Travel to Hawaii 10. Travel to Norway 11. Travel to The Philippines 12. Travel to a deserted island 13. Go to Disney Land Paris 14. Go to Six Flags 15. Go on a safari 16. Visit Auschwitz 17. Visit the museum in Cairo 18. Walk on the great wall of China 19. Be completely bilingual 20. Be completely trilingual 21. Cohabitate with a friend 22. Buy my own dream house 23. Buy my own dream car 24. Buy my first horse 25. Buy my second horse 26. Breed my own foal 27. Ride my horse on the beach 28. Go on a vacation with my horse(s) 29. Train my own foal 30. Participate in a horse contest 31. Go on a safari on horseback 32. Ride a horse in a foreign country 33. Get a dog of my own 34. Have my own pack of dogs 35. Get my driver’s licence 36. Spend the night at the beach with a loved one 37. Ride an elephant 38. Have my hair short 39. Attend a wedding for a whole day 40. Stand front row at a concert 41. Have a bonfire with friends at the beach 42. See the Hollywood sign 43. Get my first full-time job 44. Run a marathon 45. Ride the bullet train in Japan. (Shinkansen) 46. Throw someone a surprise party 47. Speak a foreign language (apart from English) and travel to that country 48. Eat sushi in Japan 49. Have kids 50. Get a job that actually makes me happy 51. Celebrate Christmas above the arctic circle 52. Go to an airport and buy tickets for a random flight 53. See the Northern lights 54. See the Midnight Sun 55. Visit the Northpole 56. Visit the Southpole 57. Climb to the top of a mountain higher than 5km. 58. Go on a real cruise 59. Go on a mini-cruise 60. Get my braces off 61. Work abroad 62. Have an awesome picnic 63. Swim with a dolphin 64. Travel completely without destination, going wherever the roads take me 65. Set foot on all 7 contents (2/7) 66. Ride a hot air balloon 67. Paint my hair a weird colour 68. Go on a big trip with friends 69. Learn how to play the piano 70. Live in a big beautiful city of my own choice 71. Take my mom on the vacation of her dreams 72. Be able to do 100 push-ups 73. Breed my own kittens 74. Build a real treehouse 75. Become vegan 76. Float in the dead sea 77. Stand with one foot on one side of the equator and with one on the other side 78. Go bungee jumping 79. Ride a limo 80. Go skiing 81. Ride a husky sled 82. Meet a celebrity 83. Get on a plane all by myself 84. Get a lip piercing 85. Get a stomach piercing 86. Get an ear piercing 87. Celebrate Halloween in America 88. Have/Build my own horse stable 89. See a real shipwreck 90. Kiss beneath the mistletoe 91. Give a kickass birthday party 92. Graduate 93. Get permanent make-up 94. Jump off a cliff 95. Wrap a snake around my neck 96. Milk a cow 97. See the Great Barrier Reef 98. Go snorkelling 99. Go on Yacht Week 100. Dive in an aquarium with sharks 101. Learn to surf 102. Stand under a waterfall 103. Have grandchildren 104. Have my own fireplace 105. Read the Bible 106. Read the Koran 107. Help an endangered or injured animal 108. Write a song 109. And play the piano with it 110. Attend at least 20 festivals (1/20) 111. Take a Mud Bath 112. Stay in a 5-Star Hotel (just for once!) 113. Drink milk from a Fresh Coconut 114. Eat at a 5-Star Restaurant 115. Eat Caviar 116. Have at least 10 plants in my garden that are eatable 117. Go to a Book Signing 118. See a Volcano 119. Stay in an Underwater Hotel 120. Touch a Pyramid 121. Visit as many of the United States as I can | 0/50 122. Visit the Grand Canyon 123. Visit the Niagra Falls | New York 124. Swim at night in the sea 125. Swim in icewater 126. Read all the Harry Potter books 127. Go on trip to at least 50 countries (13/50) 128. Visit 100 different countries (17/100) 129. See the statue of liberty 130. Own a beach house 131. Climb the Eiffel tower 132. Do something special on Valentine’s day 133. Go skydiving 134. Go paragliding 135. Climb a mountain 136. Hike a mountain 137. Get hair extensions 138. See earth from space 139. Experience weightlessness 140. Visit the roman colosseum 141. Go to at least 100 different concerts (11/100) 142. Stay overnight in an icehotel (jukkasjärvi, Sweden) 143. Spend the night in Finland, igloo village, kakslauttanen 144. Spend the night in an overwater bungalow 145. Watch the sunset over Ayers Rock 146. Eat pizza in Italy 147. Swim in every ocean | ¼ 148. Visit Mistic Falls (Covington, Georgia) 149. Jump off a small waterfall 150. Visit Harrods 151. Jump off a bridge (no, not like that!) 152. Breath in helium and speak 153. Write a letter to myself and open it in 10 years 154. Finish 10 diaries (2/10) 155. Write a book

Sooo, this is everything that’s on my bucketlist. As I said, I’m quite ambitious. xD I hope this inspires some of you! :)

ruleswanttobebroken

I stayed up all night, Drifting in and out of consciousness. All I could think about was how it was my fault. I let you do this, I let you ruin me. You’ve ruined me.

E.T // 16:41 (via ruleswanttobebroken)

When you look at me with all that feelings in your eyes which I couldn't put into words wants to make me dance on the water and swim in the rain Which is impossible but still I wanted to do so

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