[cithaerons]

Leila Chatti, Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare

[typodescript]

[text ID: Your god comes and he is ordinary and terrible. end ID]

[cithaerons]

Leila Chatti, What Will Happen

[typodescript]

[text ID: You will go to the grave

and it will be an ordinary hole, it will terrify you. end ID]

[wishbzne-deactivated20210526]

mary oliver, ‘watching a documentary […]’

[ID: “That God had a plan, I do not doubt. But what if His plan was, that we would do better?” end ID]

[dailyholzer]

I want them nude, harmless. I need room in time. I hate the people who consider their sadism repairable.

[dailyholzer]

I am afraid of what I do not know so I may kill myself and light fires.

[lifeinpoetry]

I have no desire for death no suicide ever had watch me vanish watch me                  vanish watch me watch me                  watch

Sarah Kane, from 4.48 Psychosis (via lifeinpoetry)

[100493503004422]

I always wanted to die clean and pretty but I’d be too busy on working days so I am relieved that the turbulence wasn’t forecasted I couldn’t have changed anyways 

[100493503004422]

me: I'm unhappy

someone else: you seem unhappy

me: you don't know anything about me

[diabhl]

You should probably be on antipsychotics but not for the reason she thinks.

[diabhl]

You don’t understand, why pretend you do?

[nicoletriestolearn]

4.48 Psychosis

[typodescript]

[ID text: At 4.48

when depression visits

I shall hang myself

to the sound of my lover’s breathing

I do not want to die]

[diabhl]

“But what if His plan was that we would do better?”

[weltenwellen]

Heather Havrilesky, How to Be a Person in the World

[typodescript]

[ID text: You’re so good at being GOOD. But how good are you at being YOU?]

[diabhl]

Can you be self-obsessed when there is no “self” to be obsessed with? 

[diabhl]

All our parents died, bitch, let’s get you some fruit.

[did-you-know]

Researchers studying the happiness and mortality of people around the world found that the key to a longer life is having a sense of purpose. When the elderly participants felt their lives had a meaningful purpose, their chances of dying were dramatically reduced. 

(Source, Source 2)

[diabhl]

It’s not like that at all.