I get a lot of the same questions so I just want to answer them once and for all! This is completely true.
How it began
I started wearing diapers in college at night because I started having accidents when I was drinking in college, at 19 years old.
I would wake up in a completely soaked bed, I would have accidents when I was trying to go to the bathroom before bed or I would have them in the middle of the night trying to get to the bedroom door to go to the bathroom. I lived alone throughout school so I could hide it, but I was on campus so it was embarrassing, obviously. Then, after months of that happening, I had a completely sober accident in the hallways between my dorm room and the bathroom, I stopped dead in my tracks in the middle of the hallways peeing my pants. And the universe had immediate karma as I wore sweatpants tucked into rain boots, so it mostly just filled my shoes.
After that, I think I had one more sober accident and then went to my campuses health services to ask questions and claimed it was anxiety and over activity. Which I agreed could be it! When she gave me adult pull ups, and a potty training log (I wish I took a pic of it or kept it), I was annoyed, but kinda felt funny about it all, but wasn’t mad about being given diapers.
That night I looked up adult potty training and came upon ABDL and that same night I came in my diaper, I also had a real time accident in that same diaper, at some point later that night.
Since then I wear a diaper every night and I pretty much wear some form of a pull up during the day, just so it stays hidden and I can wear what I truly want to. However, wearing pull ups during the day has still led to major leaks. Duh! Any time I am in my house I have a diaper on, I think I am gong to start doing stuffers too!!
6 years later I pretty much wear 24/7, I love being in a full diaper, I love being at home naked in diaper, I love when I am with a man that would never wear a diaper and never let his girl out of one, but I don’t know that I love the baby part of it?
When the doctor told me to potty train, and gave me a literally chart, I was embarrassed and mad, yet I went to sleep thinking about me failing potty training for a man.
I pee in my diaper without realizing it all the time, since I started writing this I’ve had an accident, but I also will try to hold it as long as I can so it gets as saggy as possible. It even happens in public, and I need to start wearing thicker diapers during the in public, especially as, I have had a few messy accidents without realizing.
Thanks for listening, tell me what you want to see!
I kinda want to start pooping myself on here, it’s really hard to get videos of me peeing myself because the second I think about it I do it… like I peed on my hand in my red pants video… but I can do more as soon as I put on my diaper… I can do diaper checks in public or in the car …. I love sitting in a wet and/or messy diaper!!
Last thing, I weigh 115 pounds on the heaviest of days, it is so hard to get size small diapers unless I go to the medical supply shop…. I don’t like when I order abdl ones and they come in frilly packaging. Can anyone help?
