hi there! im erica, and this is my 18+ abdl nsfw blog!! đĽ°đŁ
imma (3)3 year old pan đЎđđ socialist/leftist/conservative boy's worst nightmare âđťđš secular âď¸ pnw đđťđ˛ girlie (she/her) with multiple degrees who likes being treated like a needy baby slut on the internet!! keep reading for more about me and my kinks!!! đĽ°
my free little library of smutty stories
ive been on tumblr since 2013, reblogging all the wonderful content that artists and models create with diapers! i'm an artist, a musician, a teacher, and an amateur writer! i paint, compose, and write anything from research to diaper smut!
im 4â11â, about 100 lbs when soaking wet! you can maybe guess how i got my little tendencies! đ im into sooooo many abdl adjacent kinks too!
i love chatting and playing with the many wonderful people on tumblr!
that being said, i do have a couple of hard lines! iâm married to a wonderful vanilla woman irl. she doesnt mind me chatting here, but one of our rules is no pics of me! iâve had pics leaked before so please donât bother asking!
as long as you dont get all desperate and beg or be a jerk, ill probably be happy to chat or play with you!
no republicans, Trump voters, y'all will be blocked faster than me wetting a new diaper!
if we do hit it off, you can expect lotsa naughty things sent to your dms! i cant help sharing what gets me all blushy and needy and wet! đđ¤¤
i hope you like my blog! i have another @naughty-eri thats more of my rougher kinks without diapies. i hope you follow that one too!
ps: i block ageless, blank, and conservative blogs on sight!!
His hot breath brushes against your neck as he pins your hands to the wall, both of your wrists grasped easily in just one of his hands.
A cool shiver runs down your spin at his touch, memories of past encounters roll through you mind.
"Papa," you whine, arching your back in a silent attempt to offer your body to him, "Please."
Thoughts of his long, hard cock, driving into you over and over again as pleasure overtakes you over and over again dominate your mind.
You want him. You want him worse than you ever have.
You turn your head ever so slightly as you feel him press his body up against yours. You can't help but whimper at the electric feel of his skin brushing up against yours.
"Please," you whine out again, more breathlessly this time, "Papa, I need you."
He kisses your neck, and his deep chuckle warms your heart.
"Oh, you do?" He purrs.
Your heart flutters in response.
Is this actually going to happen?
The feel of a large hand cupping your ass heightens your hope. You press your ass back into his palm, desperation for his touch overwhelming.
The soft crinkle of your diaper, however, snaps you back to reality.
"Hm," Papa sighs as he squeezes the drench padding strapped around your waist with his long strong fingers, "It feels more like you need a change."
You whimper again, this time, not out of anticipated pleasure, but rather from deep disappointment.
Papa releases your wrists and spins you around, looking at you with paternal disappointment.
"30 years old and still not potty trained," He clucks, causing a blush to radiate across your cheeks. "On your knees, stinkbug, you know the rules: Little one's who can't keep their pants dry don't get to walk, and cetainly don't get 'big kid' treats."
You do as your told, letting yourself fall to all fours and feel the weight of your soggy shame droop low between your legs.
Papa laughs again. Its a harsh, taunting sound.
You keep your eyes glued to the floor in front of you, unwilling to look up at your partner-turned-caregiver as you crawl towards your nursery, wondering if he'll ever see you as a sexual object ever again.
In the warm afternoon, her pink bodysuit was all she needed for their little outing â soft, simple, and easy for Daddy to keep an eye on her diapee.
The little elephant in her arms was apparently on a very important adventure. She carried him carefully toward the cornfield, pausing every few steps to make sure he was still enjoying himself, while the matching elephant backpack bounced softly on her back. Its little lead remained safely in Daddyâs hand. Without it, she might have toddled straight between the tall rows, happily following whatever caught her attention next.
Allie slowed her pace to check her phone when they reached a fork in the foot path.
âIt must be that one over there,â she says, pointing to a five-story building swarming with people. âIâll let everyone know weâre here.â
Sammy nodded, staring at the crowd.
She always loved USCâs campus, having been her second choice after Stanford. And today it was buzzing with palpable, electric energy, with the epicenter being the dorms.
A steady flow of people trickled inside, arms full of suitcases, Target bags full of supplies, and college-aged kids taking it all in. Elsewhere, parents hugged their children before leaving them for their first day of college.
âLindsay is coming down to meet us. How are you feeling, Sammy? Doing good?â
âY-yeah, Iâm okay.â
Sammy was grateful Allie did her best to minimize the obviousness of Sammyâs Little status. Between her jeans and Stanford t-shirt, Sammy didnât look out of place. She even thought her diaper bulge wasnât as obvious as normal.
Even the diaper bag Allie chose wasnât immediately identifiable as one. More like an oversized bag that nobody would guess held her diapers, pacifier, and changing supplies.
Before they left, Allie promised Sammy that she would try to be as discreet as possible out of respect for this big step, but that didnât mean that Sammy should expect a hall pass from being a Little.
Allie rubbed Sammyâs back, guiding her to the dorms. âYou got this Sammy. Iâll be right here if you need me.â
âThanks, Allie.â
As they approached the building and the conversations got louder, Sammy watched a group of girls huddling in a circle, animatedly talking about something enjoyable.
One of the girls was wearing the Zara skirt that Sammy had in her shopping cart online the day before she was Classified. It looked even better in person. Sammy understood why she carried herself with such confidence.
What Sammy would give to be the girl in the circle, wearing that skirt, unburdened by the tyranny of her diaper.
âSammy!â Lindsay shouted, running over to them.
Her shout drew far more attention to Sammy than she would have liked, especially when Sammy wrapped her in a bear hug.
âIâm so glad you came!â
âWouldnât miss it for the world, Linds!â
Sammy had barely escaped Lindsayâs clutches when Carol and Henry swooped in to greet her.
Carol hugged Sammy, too. âHello, dear. It means the world to Lindsay that you came.â
âThatâs what family does!â
Henry smiled at Sammy. âAinât that the truth!â
A mother near Sammy caught Sammyâs eye and smiled. Not the cursory, polite smile made in passing to strangers in a crowd. No, it was softer than that. Her mouth and eyes pressed into something gentle and sad, haunted by the ghost of a grimace.
For a second, Sammy thought she might say something. But the moment passed. Just a smile held a beat too long.
The mother turned back to her daughter and squeezed her shoulder as if to say count yourself lucky.
Sammy stared at her shoes.
She had braced herself for the stares. Expected whispers. Laughter. Even disgust.
But somehow the way the woman looked at herâlike Sammy was a baby bird chirping in its nestâwas worse.
She didnât want to fight back. She wanted to disappear.
âWanna see my room? I need your touch to decorate it.â
âSure!â Sammy answers, trying to sound unfazed by the onlookers.
âWeâll meet you up there,â Henry says. âSomeoneâs gotta carry all your things upstairs.â
Allie grabs Sammyâs elbow, sensing an opportunity. âDo you want to go alone with Lindsay?â
Sammy nods excitedly. âCan I?â
âSure, but stick with Lindsay, okay? I wonât be gone long.â
âIâll be fine!â Sammy assures her, cheeks flushed.
âDonât worry, Allie, I got her,â Lindsay says, pulling Sammy towards the entrance.
Sammy let herself be pulled, reveling in the opportunity to be alone. Who would think sheâs a Little without a Caregiver watching over her?
âAllie is probably jealous because they destroyed the old athletic dorms she stayed in like a year after she graduated. These are much nicer.â
Lindsay was not wrong, Sammy thought. Entering the foyer, Sammy wouldâve believed it was a resort, not a dorm.
âBest part is, Iâm on the first floor. No stairs!â
As they walked down the hall, Sammy looked inside the dorms as they passed. Most doors were open, with people walking in and out and getting to know their floormates.
Each room was its own little world. It took no effort to determine which had boys living in it and which had girls.
The first room she passed, Sammy saw a poster of Bob Marley next to a poster of John Belushi drinking a bottle of Jack Daniel's in a sweater that said âCollege.â
Definitely not a girl's room.
The next room was mostly white with tasteful pops of pastel highlights and lace curtains. Elegant. Feminine. One Sammy would happily live in.
Whenever the occupants noticed them walking by, they waved or smiled. One already knew Lindsay by name, though that didnât surprise Sammy.
Lindsay was always a social butterfly.
But the farther they got from the loud, chaotic entrance, the quieter the hallway got. Every step forcing Sammy to wonder if anyone else could hear what was so loud to her.
Crinkle. Crinkle. Crinkle.
Her diaper seemed determined to blow the cover she was thoroughly enjoying.
Sammy slowed to a snailâs pace as a boy carrying a heavy-looking box passed them by, smiling at them both.
âIâm in room 32A, come say hi!â he said to both of them.
When he was out of earshot, Lindsay whispered in Sammyâs ear. âYouâre fine, Sammy. Nobody can hear you.â
âH-how did you know? Am I really that loud?â
âNo, silly. Youâre just walking like a penguin. So, it was either that or you had an accident. And I donât smell anything.â
âVery funny.â
âJust get out of your head and enjoy yourself. Besides, we're here.â
Lindsay walked through the open door.
âTa da!â
The room was only half decorated, but it already had Lindsayâs fingerprints all over it: creamy whites with flourishes of forest green everywhere.
Sammy was so focused on the Lindsay side of the room, she didnât notice the two bunk beds to her right. Or the two girls sitting on the bottom bunk.
âHey, Lindsay! Your parents leave already?â
âOh, no, theyâre grabbing some more things from the car. I went to meet my friend here. Sam, meet my roommates, Cecilia and Jasmine.â
âNice to meet you, Sam,â Jasmine said. âOh, you got into Stanford?â
Sammy beamed with pride but was terrified of any follow-up questions. Questions that she didnât want to answer.
âUgh, donât remind me,â Lindsay answered for her. âI was secretly hoping sheâd have to come here so weâd be roommates.â
Lindsay laughed before adding, âNot that I mind you guys!â
âGood save,â Cecilia added, laughing.
Neither asked any more questions about Stanford, content to show Sammy their plans for the dorm, having apparently discussed their designs before moving in.
Sammy was more than happy to let them. She couldnât remember the last time she had a normal conversation that wasnât tainted by being Little.
She did her best to show how thankful she was to Lindsay in furtive, appreciative glances.
For the first time in months, she felt like an adult. One of the girls. A college student like Lindsay.
Maybe Allie will realize how independent Sammy was after this. That she didnât actually constant supervision. That she could have some independence from Caregivers.
Lindsayâs phone buzzed. She made a show of laughing at it, like it was an inside joke that Sammy needed to see.
âYou have to see this, Sam!â she said, showing Sammy a text.
It was from Allie. âHowâs Sammy? She doing okay? Let me know if she needs me to come get her.â
Sammyâs heart drops. Somehow she was still being treated like a Little by phone.
âThatâs great Linds! But a hard pass for me.â
Lindsay nodded, understanding the meaning and texted Allie.
Sammy tried not to dwell on it. Even if hearing Lindsay and her roommates talk about college parties, boys, and social lives caused a pang of jealousy, they were also giving her something special.
Being treated as an equal. An adult.
Not a Little who needed to be cared for.
There was only one problem.
Sammy felt pressure building in her stomach. She knew what it meant.
And was determined to fight it. To prove she wasnât a Little. Not here. Not right now.
She looked at Lindsay, eyes begging for a savior.
But she was too deep in a conversation about the parties tonight to notice her best friend strugglingâŚ