did you pee in your underwear, bud?

Just a mom trying to be as real as possible in a world where everyone tiptoes around their feelings

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I had a daughter y’all. Almost two months old. ❣️

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I never use this blog so. I'm pregnant. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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I love my husband. This marriage is going to work. We will come together, I just need to keep holding on and having faith in us. This is all going to be okay.

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Committed to make this work even if it kills me

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You are so fucking backwards. I'm over it. Don't ask me when you can expect me to move out of MY home (yes MINE because I pay bills in this motherfucker) and then wonder why I'm upset. Don't say "oh I'm only cleaning my things" and then wonder why I'm upset when I've been cleaning after your ass for years. YEARS!!!! Don't be like "okay I'll do my thing and you do yours" and get upset when I actually do it. I'm over it. I can't be with someone who refuses to communicate how they feel. I can't be with someone who makes this a joke. I can't be with someone that so fucking obviously doesn't give a fuck whether I stay or go. Do you, dude. You have been wanting out for awhile and it's apparent. Nobody's stopping you 👌🏽

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It's obvious this isn't what you want anymore. Make up your mind. Let me go or tell me you want me. I'm over it

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I'm sad.

Idk where my life is going

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I got dumped and he says it's because I brought up leaving him first lolololol He says i don't seem like I'm sad even though my marriage failed LOLOLOLOLOL

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you’ll be fine 

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I've been using the revenge roulette button for two hours now and I can't get enough

Revenge roulette button is really addicting and it gives you a different story on every click! :))

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Done. Gonna act like everything is fine, but if things don't change, I'm gone by the end of the year. I'm not going to stay with a man who refuses to change FOR THE BETTER. Lost cause indeed. It sucks because I love him even while he's an absolute fucking dick, and I'm breaking the family apart. But, I'm done. I can't anymore. I WILL NOT anymore.

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I'm seriously thinking of leaving my husband, and I point out everything he's doing that is hurting me, and he decides to throw himself a cute little pity party and disregards EVERYTHING I have outlined. Accuses me of changing him (which damn, how he was and how he is now is an improvement so I'm fucking sorry?) and stifling his opinions.... ok. I ended up as the bad guy for standing my ground??? Hahaha. Whatever. Idk how this is going to play out. I'm gonna keep doing me and bettering my life and if you continue being this way... guess you'll end up on your own. I've had enough of standing through this shit with barely no change like. I just can't.

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I never use this blog ): I made it for good reason but I just can't keep up. It's not like it's hard and I have a huge following but ugh. I might make this my ~super personal~ blog instead of a mommy blog because I suck at mom blogging. Idk yet.

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So tired of not being pregnant. First world problems. It hasn't been that long. I just want a baby.

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GUYSSSSS

I passed my bus exam and I am now a licensed bus driver!!! Dear god I am so happy hahaha. More money coming my way. 😛

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I just realized I'm a year and 3 months self harm free!!!! I was 4 years SH free, but I slipped up after losing the baby. Nobody knew about it, not even my husband... and I'm now comfortable with speaking on it. Shit happens. Relapses happen. Don't let it get you down or stop you from fighting.

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4:14 pm

I was blogging everyday on this blog and just kinda stopped. I only have one follower now 😂 but I'm still sorry. I'll be back up here with updates... eventually.