I keep saying it, but I really need to just focus on myself instead of other people. I’m sad that one of my favorite friendships is suffering right now and I don’t know how to fix it, nor do I even know if it’s fixable. I’m just going to let go, and find peace in that I guess. My intentions were always good and I always remained true to myself. It hurts me (so sensitive 🥲) but I can’t force it… a little over a year with this person in my life has brought me more good than bad, but when it’s bad, it’s bad. I wish peace and genuine love over everyone in my life. I’m done harping on the negatives and the “what ifs”, it never ends well for my anxiety ridden brain. Part of me believes half the issues in my life arose because I overthink everything but I’ve become more vocal about this and better at controlling my emotions. Sometimes we feel a way and don’t understand why. That’s how I feel right now. Sad mostly, but what can I do? I feel like everything I do isn’t enough, or too much, or just wrong. I get in my head too much, but I’m trying my best and I genuinely just need people around me that understand this. If anyone sees this, remember to treat people with kindness because you never know what they’re going through. 🥲😅
