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[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[ang3lf0rlif3]

Sadness actually consumes me

[oshiwambo]

[diaryofaborderlineman]

“If only you knew how much poetry I’ve written about you.”

[diaryofaborderlineman]

*texts someone*

….Why did I do that?

[jonjjja]

my biggest desire: to be seen

my biggest fear: to be seen

[catcrumb]

[diaryofabpdbxtch]

You text me just to be mad that you’re blocked everywhere else. Idk what to say to you anymore.

[shadowseductress]

sex is fine but is there someone who's afraid of losing you?

[thebelchers]

[chocoette]

[diaryofabpdbxtch]

Do you regret it yet.

[sickfrr]

[diaryofabpdbxtch]

sometimes life’s a bitch and then you keep living.

[bpderanged]

I'm in so much pain and I need to be unconscious immediately or I'll kms

[carnage-cathedral]

btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused

[inspiredtrans]

Screw that. In fact one of the most common tactics of my abusive family was to make me apologize for every little thing caused by my "disorder" while they got away with some vile stuff spot free.

So yeah idrc. Hurt me you deserve to be hurt back.

[carnage-cathedral]

yeah. my abusive family did the same thing. that's common in abuse. the other thing that's common is the mindset in victims that you "deserve" to pass that hurt on to others. hurting people back who have hurt you is one thing, that can be justified. but that wasn't really what this post was about. there is no excuse for letting your symptoms go unmanaged and hurting people without taking accountability. full stop. if you cannot control yourself and hurt people, you still have to take accountability, even if you did not mean it. the victim to abuser pipeline is very very short and mindsets like yours are exactly how you get there

[carnage-cathedral]

thank you prev this kinda is what I meant. like this post was for when you accidentally hurt people with your symptoms. not revenge or fighting back against abuse, because that's something different. this post is a reminder that you need to take accountability for the hurt you caused even when you didn't mean to cause it

[daddystinygirll]

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

[adlersappetite]

god, yeah