Chloe Valentine Anslow @diaryofacoward-blog - Tumblr Blog

Kitbull is my forever favourite, fight me.

“I was in a state or condition where my happiness could not be identified as sadness, worry or weakness, the sort of happiness I achieved which was a product of my incapacity to shoulder this suffering; for instance, I was never happy at all in my life; I would willingly submit to happiness, if it would rather just an intention to live my life simply out of my difficulty; if only I was not so disturbed by her good qualities or outgrown me out of respect.”

— Chuck Akot, all in my l i f e

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possiblynya

a little autobiographical piece about the internet

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khytal

We are the Phantom Thieves!!

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Alternate versions of Futaba, Makoto, and Goro below the cut:

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iheartmoosiq

Just as we foretold, Toronto’s Jessie Reyez has become a shining star in the R&B pop scene. And now she’s lent her phenomenal voice to a new track from Atlanta hip hop artist Russ. It’s a slow burning, poignant aching elegy about love before fame, which Russ produced himself. Two beacons of light in the urban music soundscape unite flawlessly on deeply reflective Basement, which can be found on Apple Music, here.

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I ignored your faults...

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Goody Grace - Pretend

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Control

One thing I've learned is that I lean towards men and women who like control and are really insecure. I say this as me and my boyfriend have just broken up (I laugh as I write this but I've wanted to cry since he said it).

I say this now as the past three relationships I've been in, have mostly been on and off at the snap of a finger (one wasn't) and would always go about telling me what to do.

I don't know why, maybe I like a challenge.. Or maybe I want to help everyone and heal those who are hurt, I want to be needed.

As a woman who goes by the beat of her own drum, I love them and I especially loved him but I do not do well with unjustified authority, being told to shut up and sit down loads as a child and (trigger warning) as a victim of rape, it is the last thing now as a grown woman that I could ever want. After finally finding myself, for someone to douse out that light for the sake of their ego.

What made it worse was that it was okay for them to do whatever they wanted, say and message whoever. Like, hypocrisy please?! And somehow for them it's , but I have to do the time.

I'm sure I will grow from this as a person, I love him to pieces so whatever happens, happens. I'm down for if we get back together, I'm also down if we are not.

Done crying over it now. Because I know I'm worth more and I know I'm more than this.

Inb4 - me and him have both had our fair share of issues and insecurities in this relationship. I just wanted to highlight my part and the significance this has in my life. We have been on and off for ages however, trying to have a clean slate with someone who brings up the past and makes things up in their own head don't help.

#personal #relationship #break up #hurt #sad #motivation

In a tough place atm, feel like doing something stupid so I can feel alive and feel a little sane..

So I coloured my ends purple, needed a refreshing change from going all brown! I've had a history of colouring my hair but I was never sure of why I kept doing it. It started from blonde highlights at about 14 to red(the longest colour I had!), various shades of brown, and doing my ends in various colours!! (And using various wigs)

Pink (hot pink & rose gold)

Turquoise (which faded to green)

Blonde

Orange

And now, purple!

I don't think I could ever keep to a consistent colour and I have made plans to return natural when I get married and when I give birth. Maybe there will be a time I can chill and keep to one colour long term 😂😂

My hair is naturally curly! And due to the colouring my hair is actually really damaged but because of the curls it's usually hard to tell ahaha. 👋🏼