Jacqueline

my super-secret diary blog 🌷🤫🦋

[diaryofayoungsinger]

I’m trying to motivate myself to finally piece together the album I’ve been aspiring to make for years, thought a little online diary might help me do that

🦋 21 years old

🦋 New England/New York area

🦋 Singer, songwriter, and subpar guitarist

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[diaryofayoungsinger]

been thinking about the future a lot, stepping into that great void ahead with nobody out there to catch me

it reminds me of thinking too much about death , very frightening and lonely but comforting almost

a return to the way you think about things as a child, where there is so much future ahead of you that anything and everything is possible

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More from the album moodboard 🖤

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Like tree branches, I’ll grow where the wind pushes me

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Accepting less from you, but I know I’m worth more

Bargain for my body, seven dollars for my soul

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Part of my album moodboard 🌙

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Wrote a couple of good ones lately, but it’s been hard with school

It’s starting to come together though, I’m very happy with how it’s coming along :)

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“Maybe men are not meant to be gentle giants,

Or maybe I am not meant to be loved without violence”

Two lines from a poem I wrote last year. I’m so lucky I’m in a better place now and I’ve found that this is not the case, but I think about how I felt in that time a lot

I’ve tried to put these lines in a lot of songs since, but nothing else in the songs ever felt like it could hold up the gravity of these lines

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I wonder how you make a song sound like night or day

Are there certain chords? Instruments?

All I know is I want my work to sound like the cool of the evening

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Wrote 2 choruses last night, I really need to get myself to practice guitar

I’ve probably written over 100 choruses and verses in the last couple of years but it’s so hard to get through writing a full song

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Wrote a poem that turned into a verse and a chorus this morning, not much but it’s something 🌸

Doesn’t fit the vibe I want on the album anyway but that’s okay, as long as I practice writing

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I struggle so much with knowing I could never write something as good as this album, but nevertheless I keep trying in vain

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Like hello??? Genius genius genius omg

[diaryofayoungsinger]

I struggle so much with knowing I could never write something as good as this album, but nevertheless I keep trying in vain