I think about it everyday... what if I had stay? What if you never chose to leave and sell drugs? Was it my fault? Why didn't you choose me instead of that lifestyle? Was I not enough? Did I not try hard enough to save you? If I had stayed, would you have been with me that night instead? Did you leave because you knew? You knew this would happen and that why you left right? That's why you let me go right? Do you hate me for not being there? Was I the worst girlfriend for letting you do that? What could I have done different... what could I have said to change your mind? Did you think about me in your last moments? Why did you risk it all? What changed? I'm really sorry. You said I deserved better, but I think it was you that deserved better.











