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I hope you get what you deserve.

[bungadekker]

“Silence, that is our relationship. Glances, that is all we steal. Smiles, that is our connection. But nothing else. That is all it will ever be.”

— n.b.d

[thebeautifulmind]

1. Go to a party and stay sober. Listen to the way your drunk classmates talk when they don’t plan to remember tonight when they wake up. Never talk about these experiences, just keep them for yourself. 2. Start driving in one direction on the highway after school one day, pretending like you’re running away. Blast bad pop music and sing along. Stop in the suburbs when your mom calls you to come home, but buy your little brother a cupcake before you turn back around. 3. Kiss your best friend. It doesn’t matter what sexuality or gender you are or they are. It doesn’t matter if it’s a peck or you escalate to tongue. You’ll laugh about it later, but it will always make you smile just for the memory. 4. Smoke a cigarette. Let it burn your throat. Cough, loudly. 5. Take a stand for something you believe in. When half your school laughs at you, take it with pride. Someone agrees, even if they’re too scared to say so. 6. Make enemies. Make the kind of mistakes that cause your life to implode. Lose everyone and everything to these mistakes. Only when you fall will you find out that you can pick yourself back up. 7. Sit on someone’s roof and talk for hours. Forget about dinner and tell your origin stories. Let your guard down while the dog barks below. Talk about god. Listen. 8. Steal Bourbon from your parents’ liquor cabinet and put it in a water bottle beneath your bathroom sink. Spike your tea with it when you think you’ve hit rock bottom. Pour the whole thing down the drain when it’s too strong for you. 9. Become a stereotype. Buy a record player and combat boots. Wear all black. Dye your hair bright blue and get your ear pierced three times. Don’t care when people laugh at you. 10. Make wishes at 11:11. Wear your pajamas backwards in the hopes of a snow day. Look for answers at the bottom of a bottle. Pretend writing things on your arms makes you special. Believe in anything. Believe in everything. Open every book and look around every corner. You’ll never look like this or move like this or think like this again. Enjoy it while it lasts or hate every second. But feel. Feel every damn thing.

(via thebeautifulmind)

[skinny-pizza]

I put aside all the shit you put me through and you still threw me away like I was nothing to you.

Why am I always the one who cares more?

[ashleymacleanblog]

The moment you feel like you have to prove your worth to someone is the moment you must walk away.

reblog for a reminder to all (via confessing-emotions)

[moan-s]

[thinkphilo-unactive]

[leohearts]

You know you really miss someone when you crave something so simple such as the sound of their voice.

(via leohearts)

[thepersonalquotes]

[slekes]

You never apologized for hurting me, but I apologized 12 times for being angry about it

-you were so shitty  (via fawun)

[siickangel]

[sheragwrites]

Maybe all we need is a break. A month or two where we don’t talk- at least about the things that matter.  A month or two of small interactions- a small joke here, a small question there, get rid of those old memories haunting us everywhere.  A month or two where we go back to being strangers, back to being friendly acquaintances, back to being that odd we’re-friends-but-we’re-not-close that we were so long ago.  And maybe, after a month or two, we’ll be able to pick back up again: A not-so-clean slate that still offers a chance for a fresh start. A ‘how was your summer?' that throws us back into endless tales and uncontrollable laughter.  A hidden smile that says you still remember everything that happened, but you’ve chosen to bury it and let us move on. Yeah. Maybe all we need are two months.

and maybe this time, it will work out.  (via sheragwrites)

[dork-with-a-uke]

[wakingwithoutyou-blog]

I waited around for you hoping you’d say something. Anything. I wanted you to at least let me know you cared, But days went by and all I heard was radio silence. Slowly the fire that was once there began to fizzle. I would no longer light up at the mention of you or wish for a different outcome. That was when I knew, I knew that it was time to add your name to the list of people who didn’t care enough to stay.

S.F (via wakingwithoutyou)

[tdhna11w]

It’s amazing how you think you’ll never get over that boy, you think it’s impossible for you to stop thinking about the sound of his voice, the way his arms made you feel safe, you think you’ll never stop missing him, his hands, his messy hair, his laugh. Until one day you realize you finally did it, you haven’t think about him in weeks and seeing him across the street doesn’t make you nervous anymore, you actually don’t care at all, and even though you remember the smell of his hair in the morning, the way he kissed you or the sound of his voice, you don’t want him back, you don’t miss him anymore, and that’s where you get it, everything is temporary, even feelings fadeaway and the only things that stay with us forever are our memories and sooner or later that’s all we have left.

I finally did it (via tdhna11w)

[oschly]

[lomasdope]

Why try with someone who doesn’t care.

(via lomasdope)

[mypenleaksiridescence]