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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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YOU ARE THE REASON

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if i look back, i am lost
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almost home

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Body shaming Dinosaurs
being emotionally abused has made me incredibly defensive towards being told what to do, but at the same time has made it hard for me to do things without someone telling me that it’s ok to do out if fear of doing something wrong and getting in trouble
i have never ever related to a post more in my life, if im not told to do something i wont do it. i wont make first moves, it’s like im blind to opportunities because i’m so terrified of what has been done to me. but at the same time, i’m super defensive and stubborn when certain people tell me to do things. sometimes i just need to be led and hear that it’s ok
The hardest part of recovery is realizing that “recovered” doesn’t mean “the same as you were before.”
Brain: If you're not someone's favourite they don't like you at all
Me: That is literally not how it works
Brain: Okay but what if it is
fave quotes from stage managers:
‘could whoever is breathing heavily down the radio mics please stop, it’s terrifying the lighting tech’
‘could the sound tech please stop turning up the lights on the desk so she can take selfies’
‘my nose is bleeding but i will continue on because i am not weak’
‘when i said front of house music i did not mean barry manilow’
‘NOR DID I MEAN THAT RAP MUSICAL ABOUT OLD POLITICS’
‘could the sound tech please stop rapping about alexander hamilton on the radio mics’
‘why does that actor not have any shoes on’
‘LIGHTS GO…what lights? how the fuck am i meant to know, it’s not like im the one in charge…oh’
‘the director has asked for us to be smart casual tonight so bring your freshest looking black tshirt’
‘i think an actor just got literally punched in the face’
warning on my medications: do NOT consume with alcohol, is VERY dangerous, can have SEVERE interactions
me: lol
let’s talk about girls and how excited they get when they agree on something and their eyes go wide and they say “me too!!!”
don’t pumpkin spice shame me when you participate in bacon culture.
east coast blogger: today i murdered a rat with my own crystalized rage and hatred
west coast blogger: this beach is so relaxing my body melted right into the sand
midwest blogger: o Lords of corn, what sins have we committed for the weather to punish us so
southern blogger: y'all'd've
U ever juss…wanna hide ur face in someone’s neck and …. Sleep
Shit I love Technical Theater
The sound of everyone’s feet on a stage during a black out
when 5 techies go on stage, move a piece and it looks like no one did it
the sound of a smooth fly system
the feel of a screw driver with a newly charged battery
at the end of an act or a show and the curtains close and ten techies converge on the stage at once to do their job
being able to see in the dark
the satisfaction of building a piece and seeing it on stage knowing how hard you worked on it
fixing shit the actors break
the sound of ripping gaf tape
saying jokes into the mic during sound check because ‘Testing 123′ is boring
going to a restaurant at the last show
watching actors cry about never seeing each other again and knowing that you will always be back
getting a cue just right
always wearing black
when a scene change goes faster and smoother than planned
saving something before anyone notices it’s wrong
watching actors freak out when something goes wrong and being the only person calm enough to fix it
putting 100% of yourself on stage and no one knows you were there
learning that the best validation can only come from yourself
learning to be creative, quick minded, resourceful, quiet
learning to be humble
knowing that sometimes you don’t have to be loud to be productive
knowing that you don’t have to be seen to do something incredible
IF YOU FIND ME PLEASE (2016)
i hope you find someone that matches your capacity to love