hahaha lame

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how does one tell their boyfriend theyve been in a mental health facility for awhile in a way that doesnt make him idk worry i ask myself vaguely on this blog he can see because he follo w s it

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im panicking madly panicking

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these meds may make my depression go away but they sure arent makingm y suicidal thoughts go away :)

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YOURE NOT USELESS IM JUST AWFUL

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i need you more than yo u think

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im sorr y

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im really goddamn sorry im such a problem

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im gonna scream

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crying wow lame

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i told the nurse no but she made me anyway so then hahah wow fantastic

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Upset

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im really really sorry

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i want to give up

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feeling super super super suicidal

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only 3 more days i can do this i can do this i cant do this i cant i cant icantdothis

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i want to sleep forever

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curls up and cries for again ive been crying a lot today i dont know why