dicent.dice

Hi! This is my dice blog :)) I post my handmade resin sets here. Check out my ko-fi shop and other social media here https://lnk.bio/dicent

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Hi again!

I haven't posted my dice creations on tumblr for a long time.

If you want to stay up to date, follow me on Instagram or Facebook where I post more frequently.

You can also follow me on my Ko-fi shop, to stay up to date with my shop releases :)

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Commissions and Art Trades OPEN

I found some time to add commissions and art trade to my ko-fi page.

Dice aren't my primary source of income, so I can only devote what little free time I have to them. That's why new sets rarely hit the store.

If you'd like to receive a specific set from me or want dice created specifically for your vision, this is a great opportunity and way to get them!

There are not many slots available right now, but I plan on updating them accordingly as the time goes on.

Go check them out! https://ko-fi.com/dicent/commissions

**I run my art trades on a waiting list. They are my last priority, so the waiting time before I can make the dice may be significantly longer than commissions. Please be patient**

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Przedmiot: Kości do gry Klasa: ⏶ Pospolity

Czy uważasz, że masz szczęście w grach?

Odpowiedz na moje pytanie i nakarm algorytm, blogerze.

Zdarza mi się mieć szczęście w planszowkach, ale mam kompletnego pecha w erpegach. Szczególnie gdy korzystam z własnych kości, nie lubią być rzucane przez twórcę 😂

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I saw your dice and thought they were so beautiful, so I came to check out your blog and saw your post about your sweet little Fenia, and my heart just breaks for you. She sounds like she was such a special friend, and it’s so unfair that you had to say goodbye much, much too soon. I hope one day her memory brings you more joy than pain, and she sounds like she was very lucky to know so much love. Sending you some love and warmth from a stranger during this sad time in your life.

Thank you so much anon, it means a lot. I constantly think about her and I miss her so much but it's easier every day 💔

This is one of the last photos of her, she was such a sweetheart bear

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Tw: animal loss

I lost a ferret today. It's my second loss this big. I adopted Fenia 3 years ago. She was rescued from a farm with prolonged heat. She always had some sort of medical problems, but no matter what tests and vets saw her, no one could say what her problems are 100%. Her medical history should a book right now (just today I thought I need to make a binder with her vet papers). I suspect some of her problems could be related to her prolonged heat. Anyway... She was supposed to have a dental procedure. She got all her tests right and got approved to this procedure. After medication she stopped breathing and vet couldn't bring it back.

I went home with only one ferret Bambosz, who already lost one sister before Fenia.

Fenias passing is difficult for me. She was the greatest angel alive, she was a companion and such a love-giving pet. She slept always near me, she acompanied me everywhere, she loved cuddles and giving kisses. I just... In the back of my head I've known that it soon might be the end (with her medical history and still some unresolved health mysteries). I was also super anxious today. Knowing this, I didn't make a lot of photos of her lately. Despite my dreed I somehow hoped she will be having more time with me, and when she fells better I will make more. And it's not the case. I won't be able to make more photos. I didn't even cuddled her property before handling her to vet... I miss her dearly.

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Bambosz grief

I'm watching Bambosz all day... When her sister Baby died, I thought Bambosz running away and hiding was her not caring about Babys death.

But she is doing it again. She quickly checks nearby bed (the one where usually Fenia slept), then runs away under sofa, hides in blankets and sleeps. She refused to drink water, only ate a soupie.

Right after getting back from the vet she was running away to hide under the sink - her stashing place. But she was just lying there on the cold floor. Now at least she is hiding in blankets. I think that is her way of grieving. Or am I thinking about it to much? I hope she understands Fenia is in a better place now. I hope Bambosz will be ok.

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Tw: grief

Today I keep thinking what if it's my fault. What if I could do something better, what if it's her medication that made her lungs and heart to stop, what if it's me not giving her anything to eat before procedure. What if I should refuse this dental work cause I known she had a hard time last time to wake up. What if. What if she was still around. I know it's not that simple, I know she had to have empty stomach before procedure (for safety reason and it's mandatory), I know vet wouldn't let me proceed if her medication could mess up with this dental work. I know she had good blood work results, I know she was approved, I know she was strong. But I still wonder what if it's on me.

I read her vet paper from yesterday. It's devastating knowing what she went through. The vet did all what could have been done to save her and yet.

I sniffed her favourite bed but it doesn't smell like her. Her blankets also didn't smell like her, I washed them not so long ago and they are still fresh. She smelled like warm fresh hay, and little earthy. Like she just returned from a walk. I want to remember that smell... I don't remember how Baby smelled. I never wrote about her death, even tho I had a full story saved in my notes. It felt too personal to post but now I understand grief more. I want to tell someone, anyone. I thought loosing a group of friends will be the last such big heartbreak in this year, I wasn't prepared to also loose such a big important part of my life. She was everything for me, I hope she at least didn't suffer. I regret a lot. I hope it wasn't my fault. I hope she is not mad at me for not giving her enough. I hope she loved me as much as I loved her, I hope she knows how much se was loved. I hope she wasnt mad at me for dragging her through so many vets end forcing her to take so many medications. I hope she enjoyed the way I spoiled her. I hope she loved getting cuddles and kisses from me, I and I hope the kisses she gave me back were her way of saying "I love you". I hope she had a good life with me and I regret it was such a short one. I wish she was healthy and strong. I wanted her to be. That's why we ended up here... And now she is gone. And she wont be lying next to me while I'm at work, she won't follow me to kitchen and back, she won't wake me up at 6 to give her breakfast, she won't sprint after me to bathroom to lay on her favourite bathroom rug, she won't ask me to drink water from my cup, she won't clean her whiskers and snout on my sock after eating, she won't bob her head up and down listening what I am saying to her, she won't lay on her favourite crinkly toy, she won't enjoy more textures, she won't lick me so hard my skin hurts, she won't cuddle me and lay on top of me, she won't beg for a scrap of chicken while I'm cooking, she won't go on any more walks outside and she loved those. She's gone and I miss her so so so much.

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Tw: animal loss

I lost a ferret today. It's my second loss this big. I adopted Fenia 3 years ago. She was rescued from a farm with prolonged heat. She always had some sort of medical problems, but no matter what tests and vets saw her, no one could say what her problems are 100%. Her medical history should a book right now (just today I thought I need to make a binder with her vet papers). I suspect some of her problems could be related to her prolonged heat. Anyway... She was supposed to have a dental procedure. She got all her tests right and got approved to this procedure. After medication she stopped breathing and vet couldn't bring it back.

I went home with only one ferret Bambosz, who already lost one sister before Fenia.

Fenias passing is difficult for me. She was the greatest angel alive, she was a companion and such a love-giving pet. She slept always near me, she acompanied me everywhere, she loved cuddles and giving kisses. I just... In the back of my head I've known that it soon might be the end (with her medical history and still some unresolved health mysteries). I was also super anxious today. Knowing this, I didn't make a lot of photos of her lately. Despite my dreed I somehow hoped she will be having more time with me, and when she fells better I will make more. And it's not the case. I won't be able to make more photos. I didn't even cuddled her property before handling her to vet... I miss her dearly.

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Bambosz grief

I'm watching Bambosz all day... When her sister Baby died, I thought Bambosz running away and hiding was her not caring about Babys death.

But she is doing it again. She quickly checks nearby bed (the one where usually Fenia slept), then runs away under sofa, hides in blankets and sleeps. She refused to drink water, only ate a soupie.

Right after getting back from the vet she was running away to hide under the sink - her stashing place. But she was just lying there on the cold floor. Now at least she is hiding in blankets. I think that is her way of grieving. Or am I thinking about it to much? I hope she understands Fenia is in a better place now. I hope Bambosz will be ok.

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Tw: animal loss

I lost a ferret today. It's my second loss this big. I adopted Fenia 3 years ago. She was rescued from a farm with prolonged heat. She always had some sort of medical problems, but no matter what tests and vets saw her, no one could say what her problems are 100%. Her medical history should a book right now (just today I thought I need to make a binder with her vet papers). I suspect some of her problems could be related to her prolonged heat. Anyway... She was supposed to have a dental procedure. She got all her tests right and got approved to this procedure. After medication she stopped breathing and vet couldn't bring it back.

I went home with only one ferret Bambosz, who already lost one sister before Fenia.

Fenias passing is difficult for me. She was the greatest angel alive, she was a companion and such a love-giving pet. She slept always near me, she acompanied me everywhere, she loved cuddles and giving kisses. I just... In the back of my head I've known that it soon might be the end (with her medical history and still some unresolved health mysteries). I was also super anxious today. Knowing this, I didn't make a lot of photos of her lately. Despite my dreed I somehow hoped she will be having more time with me, and when she fells better I will make more. And it's not the case. I won't be able to make more photos. I didn't even cuddled her property before handling her to vet... I miss her dearly.

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I need a place to rant about personal stuff but this is "technically" my official account (I don't have a private one). I know it's just Tumblr, aka the blogging site, but still ...

Can I rant?

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....i am trying to form a coherent story, cause it's a lot, but every time I think I'm ready, there is a new update to the story. I wish to move on but it's soo hard.

Thanks to everyone who reached out. I am dealing with a lot of emotional stress for months now and its hard for me to menage social media and online interactions. I will try to answer when I can

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....this is a circus that keeps on giving. Eh.. I WILL write about this at some point, cause that's a lot. I'm tired.

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✨ Hi! It's been a while ✨

It was a hard year for me. Many difficult situations have happened related to work, family and personal life. I am starting a new one very slowly but with hope. Despite all this, dice are still a hobby I enjoy, and I have no intention of giving them up. Right now I've prepared some interesting new sets for you! Check out the store, take advantage of the discount on last year's sets, and have fun! (I still cant ship packages to the US :( sorry)

👉 Follow this link ko-fi.com/dicent/link/2025 or use code “2025” during check out to get -20% on last year's sets

🇵🇱 Dla klientów z polski możliwość płatności w złotówkach oraz wysyłka inPost.

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I need a place to rant about personal stuff but this is "technically" my official account (I don't have a private one). I know it's just Tumblr, aka the blogging site, but still ...

Can I rant?

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....i am trying to form a coherent story, cause it's a lot, but every time I think I'm ready, there is a new update to the story. I wish to move on but it's soo hard.

Thanks to everyone who reached out. I am dealing with a lot of emotional stress for months now and its hard for me to menage social media and online interactions. I will try to answer when I can

[dicentdice]

I need a place to rant about personal stuff but this is "technically" my official account (I don't have a private one). I know it's just Tumblr, aka the blogging site, but still ...

Can I rant?

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✨ Hello friends! ✨

I still have a lot of sets from previous month drops, so I decided to create a discount for you! Until the end of November, you can get -30% on all dice on my ko-fi shop. 

It's the perfect opportunity to grab a Christmas present before postal traffic starts, and for me to make some space for more designs. It is my last discount for this year so don't wait! Your every little order makes a huge difference for me and I'm grateful for all of you ❤️

 👉 Follow this link https://ko-fi.com/dicent/link/NOVEMBERSALE or use code “NOVEMBERSALE” during check out

Ps. I still cant ship packages to the US, im very sorry and i miss you all :C 

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✨Shop Update✨

This time I have prepared 6 new sets and two d10s pairs for you! Go take a look, your support means a lot to me and helps me create more dice.

Visit Dicent's Shop!

Support me

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✨Shop Update✨

This time I have prepared 9 new sets and one single D20 for you! Later this month I will add a few more sets that i wasn't able to finish on time, so follow me ok ko-fi to get notification when they drop!

🇵🇱 Dla klientów z polski możliwość płatności w złotówkach oraz wysyłka inPost. Napisz do mnie wiadomość prywatną lub zostaw komentarz pod postem :)

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What do you guys do when the only thing that brings you joy and helps you create, Is no longer bringing you joy and you don't have fun?

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✨Shop Update✨

I have prepared 10 new sets, 1 VTM set and two single D20 for you, as well as a 25% discount on all dice from previous drops. Use code DISCOUNT or follow this link to get -25% off ko-fi.com/dicent/link/DISCOUNT

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"Calm Meadows"