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[diceroll65]

𝓈𝓌ℯℯ𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓇ℴ𝒹𝓊𝒸𝓉𝒾ℴ𝓃 - 𝓌ℯ𝓁𝒸ℴ𝓂ℯ 🥿

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little about me! ☺︎

~ enfp-t, bisexual (women leaning), pop culture fanatic, thought daughter :(

[thebluediner]

Can we get more of man child Billie where she catches us having a panic attack for the first time and she tries to comfort us but we push her away but she doesn't give up and just holds us all night comforting us. (: if not that's okay have a good day/night ❤

a/n: aww since you asked so nicely sweetheart

EVEN WHEN YOU BREAK IT IT'S YOU WHO RESTORES IT

billie had not stopped talking about the party she was throwing for her frat house it had come to a point of kissing her just to shut her up and it worked for those few minutes but then she'd start once again. when you asked her what it would take for her to shut up she had answered saying she wanted you there.

she knew it really was not your type of scene but still she'd pressed kisses all over your face as persuasion until you agreed. in your mind you thought what's the harm in it you would bring your friends too and that's if they weren't already planning to be there.

''it’s gonna be insane baby we never disappoints'' she said before she leaned down to capture your lips in another kiss and this time her hand wandered to your hips pulling you down on her lap by the loops of your jeans.

it was a couple of days later, the night of the party.

you’d dressed up. not too much, but enough to turn a few heads when you arrived. enough to feel like you belonged in the crowd of party goers and most importantly enough to compliment billie's frat ''boy'' image.

but you might as well not have not tried because you were barely on billie' side to even compliment her

the music pounded in your chest the second you stepped through the front door of the frat house. sweaty bodies swayed, red solo cups made a mess on the carpet and someone was already throwing up in the bushes outside. classic billie party.

the only time you saw your girlfriend was when she appeared from the kitchen hands filled with bottles of hard liquor greeting you with a distracted kiss to the cheek, a “you made it,” and then disappeared into a sea of people with some of her frat bros.

you weren’t mad at first you totally got it. she was the host, after all. she had people to talk to, shots to pour, games to start and whatever else grabbed her attention after distracting her from the girlfriend that made an effort to be here tonight.

but after the third time you looked around and she was nowhere near you, that knot started forming in your stomach. fuck you weren't trying be that girlfriend needing her partner in her line of sight every second of the day so you drowned the feeling with alcohol you were skeptical about.

you then tried to distract yourself and chatted with your friends who were still sober enough for a conversation and not upstairs getting put through a mattress.

but no matter how your friend droned on about her crush on a girl in her biology class you just couldn't ignore the feeling to get up and look for her.

so you gave in and stood up going on a search for her.

you pushed through the crowd, passed by over a beer pong table, ignored someone yelling about doing a keg stand. and that’s when you saw her.

in the backyard leaning against the porch railing talking to her ex.

she wasn't just any ex she was the one who almost had you at the brink of a breakup. the same one who made billie's phone lit up at 2am in the morning with a ''I miss us, you should come over again''.

the same one that had billie swearing up and down she was a drunken mistake , the same one that made her get on her knees and made an oath of being over her and promising to block her,

the same one who definitely didn’t belong this close to billie, giggling in her ear while billie smirked and looked down like they were meant to be the whole time and you're the obstacle.

it was like a sucker punch straight to the chest. your hands started shaking before you could even think of confronting them. some drunk girl bumped into you and she seemed to know you because all of a sudden she shrieked.

''I'm so sorry y/n are you okay'' she was one of the first years and was probably drilled by billie's ''my girl is like your queen so treat her as such'' bullshit at their orientation.

billie must've heard the name because her eyes shifted towards you and she backed away from the girl in front of her like she was repulsed. but it was too late for that

your breath caught in your throat, going shallow, fast, unsteady. you backed away without thinking, body running on pure adrenaline. you ducked into the side of the house, into the dark laundry room with the broken lightbulb, and tried to breathe.

but you couldn’t, not fully. the room felt too small and stuffy and your mind just could not shut up. your thoughts were racing, louder than the music if anything the music was overstimulating you now. then there was the taste of bile that stung your throat. your hands clawed at your sides like you could hold yourself together if you just squeezed hard enough.

''babe?'' billie’s voice questioned breathy, panting like she's been running around

you flinched at her body moving towards you as she shut the door behind her. ''don’t''

''hey-wait'' her footsteps crossed the room fast.

''y/n- fuck, what’s going on? what’s wrong?'' her voice is laced with concern now that she's kneeled to be on your level

you shook your head not trusting yourself to speak. the room was spinning and suddenly billie's perfume was all you could smell. you hated this, you hated how your panic made you look weak, needy and you hated how billie could break you down like this.

your glossy eyes with tears threatening to spill shot to look at billie in front of you ''why'd you do that '' and a sharp inhale broke out causing you to cough but you wanted to get the words out either way ''you said you were done with her'' you spat, chest heaving, voice trembling with hurt. ''You promised me, billie''

''I know'' she whispered her eyes meeting yours in shame or whatever she could conjure up seeing you like this and you hated how soft she looked and sounded. like it was eating her up that she might've broken something in you .

''I wasn’t-I wasn’t doing anything. she showed up and I didn’t wanna cause a scene''

''you didn’t wanna cause a scene,” you repeated, laughing bitterly shoving her away from you but it barely showed because she stayed firm near you. ''oh but you didn’t mind making me feel like I’m nothing tonight''

she moved forward but you backed up closer into the wall.

''don’t touch me'' you state coldly your tear stained eyes glaring at hers with betrayal.

''please'' she said, voice breaking a little. ''y/n, please. I wasn’t thinking. I didn’t even mean to leave you alone so long, I just-this whole thing got overwhelming and I fucked up...again.”

you turned your face away as tears welled ''you lied again''

billie looked like she’d take the blame a thousand times over if it meant you’d look at her again.

''I didn’t -'' she stammered ''I just...I got too comfortable with people who don't matter but you matter, you matter so fucking much and I hate that I made you feel like this''

she reached for you again and this time, you didn’t move. she wrapped her arms around you slowly, like you were fragile and she didn't want to hurt you more than she has already has.

you stiffened, trying to pull back, but your body betrayed you. the sobs came hard, all of it crashing down like the weight of a damn collapsing and billie held you through every second of it.

her hand cradled the back of your head. ''I’m here'' she whispered. ''I’m here, I’m not going anywhere I swear '' and she made seem so real like she already knew it for certain.

''you already did'' you choked.

''I’ll spend forever making that up to you'' she said.

''starting now'' she states pulling you in closer to her.

you didn’t believe her, not fully. you weren't sure if you even would beyond this laundry room but for now she was here with you, holding you.

and in that moment, even with all the anger and ache and doubt, her arms still felt like the only place where your heart beat a little steadier even if she was the one who broke it.

[diceroll65]

i am actually speechless this is amazing

[dragoneyelashart]

Billie X Horrible Memory!Reader. I also have horrible memory so that’s why I came up with this. 👍

gf!billie and forgetful!reader

gf!billie when you lose your phone

you’re pacing the apartment, slightly breathless, eyes scanning every surface like the world’s ending. drawers open. cabinets cracked. you even check the fridge.

“i lost my phone again,” you call out, dramatic and loud, voice echoing down the hallway like a warning siren.

there’s a pause. then, from the other room, billie’s voice, calm, patient, laced with just the right amount of teasing:

“sweetheart… you’re literally talking to me on it.”

you freeze mid-step. the phone pressed warm against your ear. your mouth opens. closes.

“...right.”

there’s silence. billie doesn’t say anything at first, but you can feel the smirk through the line.

“in my defense,” you start, tone defiant, “i—”

“nope,” she cuts in, amused. “no defense. you called me. on the thing you were trying to find.”

you huff, flopping dramatically onto the couch, face-first into the cushions. “this is why you’re not allowed to make fun of me.”

“oh, baby,” she says gently, and you can hear the smile in her voice now, soft and fond, “this is exactly why i do.”

gf!billie doing laundry with you

“have you seen my other sock? i swear it was right here.” billie glances down. “it’s on your hand, baby.” you blink. “…oh.” “planning to wear it as a glove or just making a fashion statement?” you throw the sock at her. she catches it. doesn’t stop grinning.

gf!billie sending you to the grocery store

billie sends you to the store with one job. “we need bagels.” you come back with cereal, a candle, paper towels, and peanut butter. no bagels. you look so proud when you hand her a weirdly shaped fruit like, “i thought this looked fun!” she just smiles and goes back for the bagels herself.

gf!billie telling you to make a to-do list

you’re standing in the kitchen, hands on your hips, a furrow between your brows as you mutter, “i knew i was supposed to do something today.”

billie’s at the counter behind you, sipping her coffee and watching you spin in slow, confused circles like a malfunctioning sim.

“was it laundry?” “no, i think i did that. maybe. i don’t know. did i?”

she sets her mug down gently. “sweetheart.”

you turn to her, eyes a little frantic. “what if i forgot something really important? like a dentist appointment. or my mom’s birthday. or—”

“—you called your mom yesterday, and your dentist appointment’s next tuesday,” she says calmly, because of course she knows. you blink. “…okay. but how do you know that?” “because i wrote it down when you didn’t.”

you stare at her, like she just revealed she’s psychic. she only raises her brows at you.

“baby,” she says gently, walking over and placing her hands on your shoulders, “have you ever considered making a to-do list?”

you blink again. “like… with bullet points?”

“yes. like a normal functioning person.” you gasp dramatically. “are you implying i’m not?” “i’m implying that you put your sunglasses in the pantry last week.” “…fair.”

she reaches for a notebook off the table, flips it open, and presses a pen into your hand. “color-code it. draw little stars. make it pretty. whatever helps. just… let your brain exist somewhere i can find it when you inevitably forget where it went.”

you smile slowly. “you think i’m gonna forget the list, don’t you?” she kisses your forehead. “i know you’re going to forget the list.”

and, honestly? she’s right. you do. she finds it the next morning, folded up in the fridge next to the butter.

“how did it get there?” she just smiles, holding it up like evidence in a court case. “same way your wallet ended up in the bathtub, my love.”

© dragoneyelashart

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[diceroll65]

so cute

[diceroll65]

courteous customer - b.e

billie eilish x fem! reader

summary: during your serving shift you deal with an unruly customer... little did you know you would be walking away with something that made it all worth it?

a/n: hellooo it feels like it has been forever since i've written, but here we are! thinking about another part????

warnings: hostile customer interaction, anxiousness, flirting, hyper independent! reader, etc

wc: 1k

you were almost halfway through your serving shift, which was telling due to your slightly smudged mascara. the server pouch that clung to your right side is slightly flapping due to you hurrying through the pathways of the restaurant with multiple plates in your hands. you've had many sweet customers throughout the day, throwing tips at you like you were a wishing well. you spin around checking on your tables another time as you had some free time. as you are checking in with one of your tables, you look up to see a woman in your section waving her hand in the air. as you finish your conversation, you head over to her to see what you could help her with. "hi, is there anything I can help you wit-" "um yes obviously, that is why I was waving you down" she snaps, as she rolls her eyes. you already felt your blood pressure rising as you took a deep breath, knowing if you didn't calm down it would not end well for anyone. "mhm... what seems to be the problem?" you ask, as a fake smile spreads across your face. "This steak is absolutely disgusting. It is literal rubber. I asked for medium well... not well done! seems to me that you need to start listening better" she sneers, with venom in her tone. you were completely taken back by what she said, but you are not unfamiliar with this behavior. "i'm so sorry, ma'am. I must have misheard. I will get you what you asked fo-" "no bother. I am not paying for this. you know, it seems like you may need some extra training if you cannot keep up with a simple order" she snarls, as she throws her used napkin on the plate. her voice begins to raise, which leads to surrounding eyes diverting their attention to you. you take a deep shaky breath "Is there anything else I can get for you?" "yeah, a new server" she states in an antagonizing tone. you nod your head as you go to alert your manager of what happened, and how she is demanding a new server. as you are walking back, your nerves are evident as your fingers start wiggling by your side. as you come back out, you walk to your next table and check in with them since their food is on the way out.

since you work in Los Angeles, it is not uncommon for celebrities to dine in. you walk up to your table, which sat billie eilish and her friend group. you notice their sympathetic expressions as you smile faintly. "oh my god i am so sorry that just happened" billie says, as her eyes soften. "oh I deal with this all the time" your laugh coming across hollow. "some people just don't know how to act in public, it's a shame" you state, as you slightly shake your head looking down. "also you guys I'm so sorry for the wait. we only have one chef tonight so it's been a little hectic. it should be out before you know it" you smile a little nervous about their response due to what just happened. "oh no don't worry about that, love. we have all the time in the world" billie responds with a gentle smile. her friends join in with "yeah girl, you're completely fine" "it's okay" "you're all good" to which you respond with a sigh of relief. "thank you guys so much for understanding" you state, as you turn to go back to the kitchen. you quickly look towards the table that sat the unhappy woman and saw there was indeed a new server. much stress was then lifted from your shoulders. coincidentally, the food for your table was done as you walk into the kitchen. you grab the serving trays that displayed various orders ranging from vegan to vegetarian dishes. you get to billie's table and hand out each individual plate to everyone. 'thank yous' bouncing off each other as you finish up, and say "you guys enjoy and just let me know if you need anything" with a genuine smile now.

you check in multiple times, and as they finish their meal it is all put on one check. billie gives you her card, and as you walk back you glance at the bill quickly seeing it was over $1,500. you brought the bill back for tip, and tell them to have a good night and thank them for being understanding for the wait. as you are at your other table, you notice billie motioning for the friends to leave as she picks up the pen to write. you go to pick up the slip after she is done where you are met with an almost italicized $1000 written on the thin line. billie has turned to walk towards the door, but hasn't gotten that far. you run up to her and turn her around "you realize this is over half the bill?" you say as you look back into her eyes. "you have really great customer service" she expresses shrugging, giggling a little. "i also had to make up for that lady not paying for her meal" she says, almost reminding you. "you know this is like if you bought twenty-five plates of her order, right?" you say, returning the giggle. "well i think you deserve it" she says, her now leaning back a little with her hands tucked in her back pockets. "I cannot accept all this. you can just tip me twenty percent and that's all I need" you offer as you look into her eyes. "i think you might just have to accept it because i'm not changing it" she asserts, crossing her arms slightly. "this is very appreciated, but no offense it is complete overkill. i do not need all this money from one bill" you say tilting your head up a little. "why are you so against this?" she asks with genuine confusion. "because i can take care of myself. i don't need any pity tips i deal with people like that every single say" you say with your voice raising the slightest bit. "it is not out of pity. i genuinely just want to give you that because it seems to me that you work very hard and deserve to be paid accordingly" she says, getting closer again. "also you should let someone take care of you every once in a while" she whispers into your ear, slightly pushing the little slip against your chest. she then smiles and says "i'll see you around" turning to open the door. you stood there for a second processing what just happened...

to be continued???

[bils-comet-deactivated20250727]

not so secret blog part one

roommate!billie eilish x f!reader college au

summary roommate!billie finds your secret blog where you fantasise about her

cw suggestive, fluff, basically foreplay, lots of teasing, smut in next part hehe

"y/n." billie says sternly, sitting on the end of your bed.

underneath the covers, you scrunch your legs up, making room for your roommate to sit better.

"hey, bils." you look up from your book with a smile. "where were you? i just had the most boring lecture ever. like who would even hire someon-"

"y/n!" she repeated, smacking your leg.

you froze at her tone, staring back at her.

"...what?" you ask quietly.

"i-" billie stutters, pulling her phone out from behind her.

your brows furrow in confusion, head tilting slightly.

"what is this?" she asks, facing her phone to your direction.

you recognise it immediately.

your blog. fuck.

she pushes the screen closer to your face, you flinch.

lily720: she wore that tiny white top again today. god. i need her.

your heart races.

you try your best to not flicker to look at her tits, displayed so annoyingly perfectly in the tiny white top.

"so?" she asks sharply, pulling the phone away to snap you out of your daze. "care to explain?"

you stare blankly, trying to remember where the nearest fire alarm you could pull is.

"umm." you mumble after a while. "that's... not me?" you squint at her, the guilt in your expression clear as day.

"babe. lily was your childhood cat." she snaps. "and the 20th of july is literally your birthday." she continues, looking down at you like you were nothing.

"do you think i'm dumb?" she asks.

"n- no..."

"you little slut." she sighs.

"i..."

"want me to read some more, hm?" she purrs.

"no!" you shriek.

she smirks, making a show of getting more comfortable on your comforter, just to humiliate you some more.

"let's see here..."

you look at her, defeated. how does one disappear by command?

"aww. look at that! there's a follow up to this one! amazing." she laughs happily. "i'd like it better on my bedroom floor, though. winky face." she reads, chuckling. "silly girl." she dismisses, scrolling some more, like she didn't just wreck you.

"i love her tits." she wheezes, laughing hysterically.

"okay, it does not say that!" you argue, reaching to swat her phone out of her grasp.

"same thing! they sit so nice. what else would this girl 'lily' be talking about, hm?"

"billie! just- oh my god!" you huff.

you notice her laughter die down as she stopped pushing back, giving you the chance to grab her phone.

she's suddenly silent.

you’re both panting from all the wrestling. she gazes at you, with her phone in your hand, but she doesn’t make an effort to move to get it.

glancing down, you read the words on her screen.

lily720: she's so sweet, i wish i could give her the world.

"billie, i-"

there was no time to react as her lips attacked yours.

[diceroll65]

this is so silly i love

[diceroll65]

𝒷𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾ℯ 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉ℯ𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉 ✮

𝓁ℯℊℯ𝓃𝒹 ⭐︎

smut: ✄ , fluff: 🃁 , angst: ☔︎ , suggested smut: ꩜, lustful acts (w/o smut): 𝜗ৎ

ℴ𝓃ℯ𝓈𝒽ℴ𝓉𝓈 ⭐︎

☔︎ 🃁 deep end: billie was invited to a summer party, and was given a plus one so she decides to bring you. you can't swim, but that shouldn't be a problem right? wc: 1.1k ✄ coachella: you decided this year that you were going to go to coachella by yourself, due to all your friends being busy. although, you have an unexpected interaction that leads to a night of bliss. wc: 1.7k

꩜ unexpected guest: you walk to the kitchen after a long night, where you are met with billie's mom dropping off leftovers of billie's favorite from the night before. billie was already aware of her mom coming over... clearly you were not! wc: 562

𝜗ৎ dance for you: you have dedicated endless hours in the dance studio, just a hobby to get your body moving. to your surprise, you have a guest who will be watching in and help your teacher instruct. you catch her eye... for more reasons than one? wc: 912

꩜ gentle: despite spending a long and lustful night with billie, she takes her time with making sure you're cared for. wc: 706

𝓈ℯ𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓈 ⭐︎

✄ 🃁 party animal part 1, part 2, part 3 you are recovering from being cheated on by your now ex-girlfriend, and decide to attend billie's party where you know she will be. (billie is NOT the ex-girlfriend in question btw)

courteous customer during your shift you deal with an unruly customer... little did you know you would be walking away with something that made it all worth it?

𝓇ℯ𝓆𝓊ℯ𝓈𝓉𝓈 ⭐︎

☔︎ 🃁 shattered: after a tough week, billie invites you over for a night in. you attempt to get yourself some water, but drop the glass. billie notices how out of it you were, and comforts you.

[diceroll65]

posting my masterlist finally

[diceroll65]

i’m back 😊😊😊😊

[diceroll65]

gentle - b.e

warnings: aftercare, fluff, slight mention of sexual encounter

summary: despite spending a long and lustful night with billie, she takes her time with making sure you're cared for.

706 words

billie slows her pace as the feeling of your fourth orgasm rushes through your body, completely overwhelming your nervous system. "fuck fuck, holy shit" you say, breathlessly. your hasty breaths turn into slower breaths, as your flushed cheeks collide with her cool shoulder. "such a good girl, baby" billie says, as she traces loops along your back. she takes your hair and lifts it off the top of your sweaty spine, as she begins to blow on your neck. she hums, as she feels your body begin to decompress, as it becomes limp against her figure.

"what do you need, my baby?" she asks, as she cradles the back of your cranium. "i just wanna stay right here for a minute" you say, as your exhale glides across her porcelain skin. "anything you want, love" she coos, as her finger twirls the ends of your hair. for what felt like twenty minutes but was really an hour, you begin to shift and sit yourself up. "how are you feeling?" she questions, as she tucks some hair behind your ear. "tired, but good" you say with a giggle, as you begin to stretch out your arms. "why don't we get you cleaned up, hm?" she says, as she extends her hand out for you to grab. you roll off the bed, as billie picks up the towel that was lying underneath you. she guides you into the bathroom, as she turns on the water in the shower and waits for it to warm up. as you both wait, billie comes behind you and lightly kisses along your shoulder blade. you shiver at the contact, but find your head involuntarily tilting due to state of ecstasy you were now in. "the water should be warm now, baby. want me to step in first to make sure?" she asks, while kissing your cheek and pulling back the shower curtain. you nod softly, as your eyes begin to feel heavy. she steps in and hums in approval, as she opens the curtain with a small smile. she offers her hand once more, and you take it as you gently step in. she washes your exhausted body, as you attempt to do the same for her. you try stepping out of the shower, as your knee gives out. you fall backward and billie immediately catches you, standing you back up as she steps out of the shower. "oh my god, y/n. are you okay?" billie asks, as she lays down a towel on the edge of the tub. "my poor tired baby" she says, as she sets you down on the towel. she begins to dry you off, as she picks each arm up gently. she begins to travel down to your chest as she runs the soft towel over your dripping skin. she dries off the rest off your body, as she leaves tiny kisses here and there.

after she's done drying you off, she begins to dry herself off. as you both walk out the bathroom, billie swoops you up and spins you around. you giggle as she walks you to the right side of the bed. she then looks over at the lotion that sat on the side table, and looked back at you. "you want me to rub you down, mama?" she asks, as her fingers glide across your sternum. "i would love that" you utter, as you softly smile at her. billie returns a smile, as she reaches for the tall bottle. she squeezes some on her palm, as she rubs it into her hands. her creamy hands now run along your figure, massaging as she goes. she rubs deep into your shoulders, as you let out a relaxed groan. "hmm how does it feel, babygirl?" she questions, as her fingertips travels down to your mid back. "so so good billie" you assure, as you slightly flex your hands. you feel as though your body is submerging in the mattress, as she continues to massage you so sweetly. billie finishes up, as you roll over and open your arms. she grins at you, as she fades into your touch. "i love taking care of my baby" she whispers, as she kisses your now rosy cheeks.

[diceroll65]

oh my goodness hello sooooo sorry for my absence 💔 writer's block was my worst enemy for the past few weeks but we are so back!!! a blurb should be out by tonight 💋

[candicecherryworld]

[imhappierthanever]

Umlmmmmm…I don’t know that I can? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[diceroll65]

my lips are remaining zipped

[diceroll65]

I have an idea what if we got Billie x sensitive fem reader and like we accidentally broke a cup and Billie was near and she seen us have the biggest pout and teary eyes trying to clean up the glass and apologizing for braking the glass. just an idea maybe

shattered - b.e

gf!billie eilish x fem!reader

summary: after a tough week, billie invites you over for a night in. you attempt to get yourself some water, but drop the glass. billie notices how out of it you were, and comforts you.

warnings: fluff, glass breaking, comfort

it was early friday evening, and you had just gotten off the clock. you've been talking to billie about what's been going on at work throughout the week, and she tells you to come over after the last work day. you take out your key to her place, placing it in the lock and softly twisting. you push open the door as you kick off your shoes, placing them in their designated place on billie's shoe rack. billie comes to greet you with a kiss, while taking your bag off your shoulder and placing it on the counter. "hi, my love" she says, opening her arms. you instantly walk in between her arms, molding into her touch.

billie walks over to the island, now leaning over it while ordering in from the vegan restaurant down the street. you notice you haven't had any water yet that day, so you head to the cabinet to grab a glass. a cramp ensues in your hand and causes your grip to loosen from the glass, resulting in the glass tumbling out of your hand. as soon as it hits the floor, it splits and causes slivers of glass to disperse everywhere. “fuck” you whisper while grabbing a paper towel, getting down on your knees trying to pick up the blue shards. billie’s head whips around as she hears the crash, looking around the counter to see you hyperventilating hovering over the glass. “baby” she whispers, now kneeling right beside you. "i-i'm so sorry oh my god, i got a cramp. here, i'll buy you another one tomorro-" billie interrupts you by grabbing your shoulder. "y/n, slow down" she instructs, noticing your frantic state. "you don't owe me anything, it's okay. i have more, see?" she says, motioning up towards the glass cabinet. you look up, nodding softly, acknowledging the quantity of cups. "it's just one little cup, baby. are you hurt?" she questions, reaching for your arm and begins to scan it over. "i-i don't think so" you say, shaking your head. "here let's get up now, okay?" she says, now holding onto both your elbows, lifting you to your feet gently. with you both now on your feet, she begins to guide you to the couch.

you sit down with a stiff demeanor, crossing your arms over your chest. billie notices your body language, figuring you need a sense of release. "concentrate on my breathing" she places a hand on your back. you closely observe how her chest rises and falls, attempting to mirror. you sink into her touch as your head involuntarily falls onto her shoulder, looking up to her. "there we go, nice and easy" she says, rubbing your back as she sees you starting to relax. your eyes are now struggling to stay open, as her upper half is supporting your weight. the last sensation you feel before drifting off is her lifting up your shirt, feeling her warm fingertips dance along your bare back. as you regain consciousness, you see that you are both in the same position, with billie still rubbing your back. "oh shit" you say, as you shift slightly while lifting your head from her shoulder. "well hello there!" she says, kissing the tip of your nose softly. "i didn't mean to fall asleep" you say, disorientation in your tone. billie's eyes soften at the thought of you feeling guilty. "you needed it, baby. your mind has been working so hard" she reassures, placing her hand softly on your thigh. you instantly feel a warm sensation in your chest at the thought of how gentle she is with you.

your thoughts are then interrupted by the doorbell ringing, indicating your dinner had arrived. "just in time!" billie says, as she quickly shuffles to the door. you giggle at her excitement, and cozy into the couch with a soft smile drawn across your face. how lucky you were to be cared for like this.

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10 with billie 🧎‍♀️

prompt list

10) finding their partner’s sex toy/toys and making them play with it in front of them

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“...What’re you doin’?” you hear Billie ask from across the room. She’s standing in the doorway, arms crossed over her chest as she watches you with a shit eating grin. Your stomach just about drops to your ass, and your moans get caught in your throat. It’s comical, the way you shut the vibrator off immediately and hide it under your pillow as if that’ll make her forget what you were doing.

You hadn’t even heard her come home. It was late, and you just needed something to distract you from the stress of work for a little while. The little pink vibrator you kept in your nightstand seemed like a perfect option, so when she came through the door, she found you bare from the waist down on the bed with the small toy wedged between your legs.

She stares silently at you from the doorway like she’s expecting you to answer her question. You don’t. You can’t even begin to get a word out, not even stuttering. Just pure silence. Well, except for the sound of the vibrator under your pillow, which you apparently hadn’t fully turned off in your panic.  

“...Something wrong?” Billie asks from the doorway, that stupid grin still on her face. You can tell by the look alone that she’s never going to let this go. Not for a few hours, at least. You know you’re fucked when she makes her way over to the bed to look down at you, and she nods at the toy, which is still vibrating under your pillow. “Keep going.”

“W-What?” is all you manage to get out. You know she loves humiliating you, but still. This is definitely on the more embarrassing end of anything she’s done before. 

“Keep going,” she repeats a little lower this time, her voice picking up more of a growl. She leans over you for a moment to take the toy out from under your pillow, but you’re so distracted from her towering over you that you don’t even register what she’s doing until she’s holding it in front of your face. “I want to watch.”

It’s like you’re in shock or something from her walking in on you. You just can’t seem to get a grip. It’s not like you’ve never had sex before. You definitely have. This situation is just particularly humiliating to you.

Billie picks up on it right away, and it makes her giggle a little. You get so embarrassed so easily, so she decides to help you out a little.

She takes your hand and wraps it back around the toy, and then leads it back to your already soaked core. You barely even process until a gasp forces its way out of your mouth when you feel the vibrations on you.

“There ya go…” she whispers softly, probably to herself. She guides your hand in small circles, which drags the toy in the same motion across your clit. The feeling makes you whine, and once she thinks you've got enough of a rhythm going, she takes her hand away, watching as you keep absentmindedly moving the toy against you. “Mmm… good girl…”

Your brain was already so scrambled from embarrassment that the toy on your clit makes it even harder to focus. All you can feel is the vibrations and her eyes on you. It makes the knot in your tummy start tightening immediately.

You’re so far gone that it barely takes five minutes for you to get close again. Your head is thrown back, your eyes squeezed shut, but you have enough of a mind to ask her to come like you know you’re supposed to. When you open your eyes, though, the sight in front of you makes you audibly whine.

Billie’s sitting right across from you on the bed, her eyes completely fixated on you, just like you’d expected. The part that gets to you, however, is the hand she has shoved in her shorts, and the way she’s very clearly touching herself as she watches you. 

She notices right away that you’re right on the edge, and the breathlessness of her words pushes you right over. “Y-yeah, yeah, you can- oh fuck- you can come…”

You finish with a loud whine, and you keep the vibrator pressed into you, just like you know she’d want you to. It takes just a few seconds for you to get wildly overstimulated, though, and you’re about to whine and ask her if you can stop, but a warm hand on yours and two fingers pressed to your lips beat you to it. 

You part your lips without a second thought (not that you have any thoughts in the first place). She presses her two fingers into your mouth for you to suck her wetness off of them, and she uses her other hand to shut off the vibrator, making you sigh in relief. Her lips press to your forehead in a soft, loving kiss, and her voice is still shaky as she mumbles against your skin, "God, you’re so fuckin’ pretty.”

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billie with fans in brisbane… first pic doing nothing to me. no no no. not at all.

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