Wir wollen schiffe aus papier, die niemals sinken

25y || Germany || lesbian || married since 19th April 2021 || you can talk to me in German, English and Frensh || don't be shy and ask! || on my way to recover || last cut on 17th December 2014||

[anxietyproblem]

[nightlyquotes]

“I don’t care anymore, but sometimes, it hurts just a little.”

— Taya

[eliminated]

[die-irritierten]

I failed again. Set my goals lower. I would be happy if i am under 50kg by the end of the year

[thatfvckinggothgirl]

If someone could slap me every time I eat that would be very helpful thank you

[compulsive]

[die-irritierten]

So i didnt reach my First goal but I am nearly there. Todays weight: 55.4kg. 400g to Go until my fav Jeans! Shes waiting ❤️

[die-irritierten]

So i planned to pamper myself if i reach a little goal. The faster i get there the bigger the present ;) its just a bit because of Corona (going out is Not possible in germany)

55kg until 25.05.21: wearing my fav Jeans

54kg until 01.06.21: eating my fav Food for Dinner (vegan lasagna)

53kg until 05.06.21: getting some vegan ice Cream (or making some)

52kg until 12.06.21: wearing this News jacket in public

[die-irritierten]

I wanna be skinny again. Will Track here So My wife wont be angry. Because I will start with 1200kcal per day and she said thats too less... Girl, 8years before I just ate 300kcal Maximum per day, so this will be okay ...

On the Other side, i am afraid to relapse and of being caught in my ed again...

Shit Happens :)

Start Weight, 18.05.2021: 56.7kg (BMI 22.7)

Goal weight: 50kg

[fremde-waren-freunde]

Jedes mal wenn du lachst, erinnerst du mich warum ich so krass in dich verliebt bin.

[destroymylife]

[recoversuggestions]

friendly reminder that you didn’t waste your year. any moments of happiness or comfort, any small accomplishments, they all matter. this has been a really hard year, and simply surviving is something to be proud of. 

[extramadness]

[frillmag]

[extramadness]

[die-irritierten]

Now I am on my highest weight ever and nothing triggered me more than this. I want to lose weight, just a Bit to Feel More comfortable but i am afraid to lose control again...

[recaption]