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Hiya! It's been a hot minute. I think it has been far over a year since I've posted actual content. But for those who are curious of what I've been up to/my hair here you go!

I am currently a sophomore nursing major (and its whooping my ass), I have grown out my hair and bleached it which now is growning out too, I'm in a sorority which is so unlike me but I'm rolling with it, and I am now a licensed bartender! So I got a decent amount going on! I might try and post more.

Got any questions about nursing/bartending and other such things my box is always open!

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diemoshingorspiders

The evolution of my pixie cut

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By Brian James Kip

Rant? yeah- ft. a long ass story

I have been in college for almost 3 months now. It feels like so much longer. Yeah I have changed a bit but thats almost impossible when your’e thrown into this world that is so different surrounded by new people and a whole new living situation like no other.

The first week here, I met a boy, West. There was something different about him that I haven’t really met in any other guy. We clicked and talked for hours. I made the mistake of letting him into my life to the point where he was sleeping in my bed most of the days- few times he lost his key or just disliked his roommate. Nothing too serious happened between us but I was crushing hard. I didn’t understand how quick that could happen from just being here a short while. I didn’t know the type of guy he was- I mean he just got out of a 4 year relationship and I knew then that I didn’t want to date him (not just because he didn’t want a relationship but it was too soon- I didn’t want to start dating someone so early on in my education). But yeah I fell pretty hard for him and he played into that- saying he liked me and that I was cute. and besides all the crushing, we were good friends and would make each other laugh with similar interests in everything. But it all turned out to be fake and he just stopped talking to me. After one good night from seeing him and talking, he came back to my dorm building but not to see me- the girl next door. The next morning we saw him walking out and my roommate and I ran, freaked out about what happened. He saw us in the dining hall and sat next to me like nothing happened. He knew he fucked up and we talked about it the next day. In a bad situation I couldn’t stay in my room so I asked if I could stay with him, and I left with no word the next morning. I couldn’t get him out of my mind and still can’t but I don’t understand why. We haven’t talked and we avoid each other at parties and on campus. He just left he hanging, and he lied to me. He said he didn’t want me getting attached because he didn’t like me- but why else would tell me all that shit and act like he did. I was really hurt. I hate it and I kinda hate him, but if he came around I unfortunately would give him another chance. I think I still like him a lot, thats the only reason why he’s still on my mind right? I miss him, and talking him for hours about stupid shit and laughing at each other.

Don’t let boys sleep in your bed.