Becoming More Me

A bit of weight loss story, a bit of random shit SW: 203 CW: 179 GW: 140 UGW:130

[atria-sortisx]

me at 3am thinking of how I'll glow up during quarantinne and finally hit my ugw

[skinnystickthin]

Black Thinspo 🕸🕷

[dietcokeandcigerettes]

Day 1 of OMAD

Had my coffee this morning and now no eating until 6:30 or 7pm. I'm trying to stay accountable by posting on here! I've been doing OMAD on and off for a while, but need to get more strict again because I'm starting to plateau, oh no! Update on what I eat later.

[dietcokeandcigerettes]

A little somethin bout me

Well, here we are, I'm sure you look at my blog and you see all this proana stuff and think I'm struggling with that but the reality of the situation is I can eat pretty much nothing then i fuck it up one day and gain a whole lot back. Do I have an eating disorder? Definitely of some sort. My relationship with food is the most love and hate I've ever experienced. Love the flavors;hate the way I feel after eating. Love the temporary comfort it brings;hate the fat hanging onto my body for dear life. This fight has been going on for years and years, I have plenty of people who tell me "you're not fat! Girl you thicc! You've got curves in all those good places!" They don't know that I wasn't always just some fat child, I wasn't chubby through my teens. I used to be so incredibly fit and small, my hipbones would hurt if I laid down on my stomach on a hardwood floor because they stuck out so much. And I miss that. I'm definitely what you would consider a yoyo dieter, I lose a bunch, gain it back, lose a bunch, gain it back. And I'm so fucking tired of it. My 21st birthday is in less than 3 months and I promised myself when I was 18 that I would hit my goals and be that sexy beast I know I can be by the time I'm 21 and now it's almost here, I'm scrambling to make it. Its hard when I either eat 300 calories or 3000, I have horrible stability when it comes to that, but I've decided I'm going to focus on hitting the same number every day. I'm bad at tracking calories but i have myfitnesspal all ready to go and already put in my breakfast. So here's to hitting 1000 calories a day and staying consistent. I need to stay consistent and then I can lower it even more. Wish me luck, and stay tuned ❤

[desperatlyskinny]

meanspo collage ~ this is my new homescreen so I don’t mess up again

[daydreambaby]

[dietcokeandcigerettes]

God I feel so sick from Thanksgiving dinner tonight and I didn't even eat that much :(

[alliescalories]

me: im gonna fast today

me: Im gonna be skinny

me: im gonna be tiny in a month

me: *binges again*

MaYbE tOmOrRoW wIlL bE bEtTeR

[niemenn]

[thinbly]

♡

[i-am-fucking-trying]

Reason #002 why I want to lose weight:

Cos all the boys have skinnier legs than me!!

[thin-thestral-deactivated202003]

Everyone: wow you look so tired, did you not sleep well?

Me: oh, haha no I’m fine, it’s just the depression

[petitebcdies]

my fave collarbones <3

[dietcokeandcigerettes]

Damn

[thnsphoria]

lmao i can’t wait to be the thinspo

[dietcokeandcigerettes]

Day 6 of Keto!

Hey guys I'm on day 6 of the keto diet and I'm feeling pretty good, just have minor head pressure and brain fog but I'm hoping that will pass here by the end of the second week :) So, I've gone to a couple different stores around me and I'm not finding any weight scales?? I have a good idea of the weight that I started at but no idea where I'm at now. Lost an inch in my waist tho! Where do you guys get your scales at? I'm about ready to order off Amazon 👀

[dietcokeandcigerettes]

Started Keto!

Today is my first day on full keto! I did 2 days then fucked up on the 3rd so I hopped right back on and will be considering today my first day! I am so incredibly excited and see absolutely amazing results from other people. Tomorrow I'm actually going out to buy a scale and will be taking measurements so I'll keep you guys posted 😘 Anybody else doing keto? Share your successes! 👇👇👇

[dietcokeandcigerettes]

It's that time again!

Now is the time to hop back on with the ABC diet and I would absolutely love some committed buddies 💕 Today, Wednesday, I'm starting off with a trial day, just lowering my calories a good chunk of how they normally are so it's not as drastic of a change once I fully start. Message me!