Im now 178 (81kg) I lost 3 kg in 2 weeks. It’s not enough
Right now I’m 165 (74kg). I lost 7kg in 50 days
I’m 71kg… 3kg in 21 days
Shit that’s a tough one. I gave myself a free pass at the holidays and also traveled so it messed up my progress… I could have done so much better but that’s importante for me to remember that EATING IS NEVER WORTH IT
68kg rn. I don’t know how long has it been since last post prob a little over a month. I’ve been between 68 to 70kg for all this time but now I’m taking it more seriously again, ive once again started looking at the mirror and feeling fat and feeling like my progress wasn’t enough and it is true. I’m close to my GW (63kg) and yet, I lost focus since New Years.
Why I lost focus… well, I met a girl. When I’m not in a depressive state i don’t diet well or take it as seriously as I should. She makes me feel safe, she adores me and she makes me happy and I didn’t felt like I needed to starve myself for her to like me.
I realize I have a severe emotional dependency on the people I’m dating and that’s not fair to me or to her. I WILL REACH MY GOALS and I won’t let anyone get in my way
I’m 63kg!! Omw to my ugw
It’s been six months since I’ve reached 63kg… it’s been a long run and since then I opted for recovery. I’ve managed to keep my weight and only now I have started eating normally and not feeling extremely ashamed of it. I don’t regret loosing the weight I did but maybe I could have done it another way… the mental instability eating disorders cause is not worth it
