swallowdonna

don’t report- just block sw: 135 || cw: 128 || gw: 125 || ugw: 90 Pro-Recovery - MAJOR TW!!!

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[swallowdonna]

what the fuck thanksgiving.

[swallowdonna]

hey it’s been a week since I posted

I’ve been eating

But now I’m back 😹👍👍

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Totally just binged… I hate everything.. gonna restrict tomorrow

I’m so upset

[swallowdonna]

If this is your standard for someone struggling with a eating disorder.. here’s the door 🚪

[swallowdonna]

Todays Cal Intake:

Today I had

-small skim milk latte

- 2 Hershey kisses

- Potato soup

- Bite of free cookie from work

Weight check tomorrow:

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Cal intake today

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what are the chances someone with an eating disorder works at a fast food restaurant … cause I do LMAO

[jupiters-saddest-alien]

Everything seems to be exhausting me. No matter how much sleep I get. Or how much coffee I drink. Or how long I lie down. Something inside me has given up. And I am always so exhausted.

[aljdkskjx]

someone: “yk it’s crazy i eat so much and never seem to gain any weight haha”

every bitch with an eating disorder:

[swallowdonna]

TW: ED

Todays calorie intake.. I’m so tired

[invsve]

[swallowdonna]

Just cried over my religious experience.

I hate being a Lesbian in a Christian household.

[swallowdonna]

TW: ED

I believe it is so important to share your bad days with people and show that it’s ok to not achieve what you hoped. Today I went over what my usual max calories are and I’m really struggling to accept it. But I want you to know that it’s ok to have bad days and they will pass.

[swallowdonna]

TW: ED

I still think about when I “recovered” from the first time I had an eating disorder. I went from 110 to 140 and it still haunts me. Never going back again. Just thinking about it makes me wanna cry.

.. still don’t wanna go back to the hospital though :(

[swallowdonna]

TW: ED

I’ve dropped 7 lbs in the last 2 weeks :)

I’m so happy, this morning I was at 128 lbs.. 3 more till my weight goal!!! What should I do to celebrate once I hit it?